Hello everyone, this is your admin as usual.
First of all, I want to state that I’m fine 💗 and with this I mean my mental condition is doing okay. My upcoming message hasn’t been made during a breakdown, but a decision I took after thinking it for a long time. So before you get worried or scared, I promise I’m doing alright, and that you don’t have to worry about me.
Almost a month has passed since I stated I’d start a rest from this blog, so I could take my time to save all the delayed stuff. However, it’s been impossible for me to do it due to lack of time. In the past I didn’t have this problem often, but now I do it, and I seriously noticed how my chances to continue being active in here were truly reduced. I’d use my free time to work in here, but now I’m older, and I need my own time to rest and to take care of myself.
Which made me decide to definitely close my blog. This time isn’t a breakdown, or my inner worries about disappointing everybody, but just to finish this road in Tumblr. It’s been a long, long journey, since in November 2014 I decided to help other people to know more about Taemin and SHINee. Nowadays, many, many more people know them, and that makes me so, so happy.
And even if there were lots of ups and downs, every moment in here has been worthy and fantastic. I’ve met lots of wonderful and unique people who have helped me to love SHINee even more, and also to become a better person.
My place in SHINee World have been fytaem and allaboutaemin. But now, I think it’s time to stop this journey, and find a new place in which I’ll be able to be freer and enjoy more every beautiful moment from our beloved SHINee boys. I think it’s a waste of time to lie to myself and say I still have so much to do. I think all the work I could do has been done, and the fantastic shawols who are already working in helping you to know everything from SHINee will continue doing it, way, way better than I did.
This isn’t a goodbye to SHINee though. I continue loving all five of them every single day. Working all by myself sometimes wouldn’t let me enjoy them as much as I wanted to. But now, I’d love to be a quiet shawol and enjoy their fantastic music and talent in a more private way. To live just the shawol life, right? 6v6 We’ve been through so much, so what I only want to do is to love them and support them. As simple as that.
As you might know already I’m involved in preparing some activities for Music Bank in Berlin to support our Taeminnie, so I’ll still use my blog to give important updates regarding our project. However, once this event has finished, my blog will be definitely close. It won’t be deleted, so you’ll still be able to access to my different contents and of course the Support section in which you’ll find everything you need to support our boys.
SHINee World, it has been a pleasure to help you throughout all these years. I’m also so grateful for your lovely support and even your lovely compassion towards me. My era as an admin finishes here, yet my era as shawol is still going on. This isn’t a definitive goodbye, but a new beginning. I’d love to meet you all, brothers and sisters from SHINee World, and continue loving and supporting our dear boys forever.
Thank you so much.
Your admin Paula.
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