That 舍不得的 feeling when I see you leave for work everyday... That 舍不得的 feeling when we have to sleep cause’ it’s late already and you’ve to get ready for work the next day... Time with you is so so so much lesser already ever since you started working there. I really don’t mind you working there,but our time is really lesser as you know. Finally at night I get to see you already, but it’s just so short the time together. You always reach home at about 1230+, the amount of time i had with you was that cigarette time, that short mobile time and that short bathing time. That is how short our time is everyday. I didn’t make noise because I know after a day you will wanna play some phone, watch some video. But, everytime its time to sleep, I just feel so unwilling. I wish time could stop there, we can have more time together. But well, everyday was the same routine... Everyday I can only think of you at home or at work, because the only time I can see you is at night. I understand that you’re tired everyday after 12 hours shift, I understand that you wanna earn that amount for us and also to faster clear your debt. But, can’t you understand that I always always love to spend time with you? You got angry/ disappointed because of yesterday, but, me? I am sad every day... everyday when you need to get out to work already and everyday when you need to go to bed already. But I didn’t make noise, because I know you’re tired. How many times I wonder, that I have gone to bed sad because time with you today was up again... But, I didn’t mention anything.... I really miss spending time with you.. But we got no choice.... the only way I can spend more time with you is to pick you up at your work and head home together. Other than that, It’s impossible you sleep later cause’ you won’t have strength the next day. But, I gas it’s okay... I will soon get used to it...Like now, I am getting used to spending time with my friends more and doing my own stuff... But still, I wished, If only I had more time with youuuuuu~~~
