𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐚.

for if i'm going down i guess i'll take you down with me, screaming birds sound an awful lot like singing penned by mhairi

[allaircss]

ellie   allaire.

(   cis   woman   |   she/her   |   ester   exposito   )   ——   isn’t   that   OPHÉLIE   ❝ ELLIE ❞   ALLAIRE?   yeah   that   is   them,   outside   the   leaky   cauldron!   they   used   to   be   in   RAVENCLAW   but   apparently   they   now   work   as   an      ATTACHÉ   at   the   FRENCH   WIXEN   EMBASSY.   they   always   seemed   to   remind   me   of   at   clenched   fists   &   bleeding   lips;   blood   red   wine   in   a   cracked   glass;   a   painting   with   the   canvas   slashed;   a   scream   that   fades   away   to   nothing,   which   seems   about   right.   anyway   i’ve   heard   they’re   still   a   bit   VINDICTIVE,   BELLIGERENT,   and   VOLATILE,   they’re   TWENTY   now   but   some   things   never   change!   i   wonder   how   being   AN   EIGHTH   VEELA   is   affecting   them   after   school,      especially   now   they’re   an   ASSOCIATE   with   THE   DEATH   EATERS?   when   was   it   they   graduated   again,   1976?   has   it   really   been   that   long…

CHARACTER   INSPOS:      eleanor   shellstrop   (the   good   place),   sera   (dragon   age:   inquisition),   isabella   (dragon   age   2),   kiera   metz   (the   witcher   3),   amy   march   (little   women),   elizabeth   swan   (potc),   mrs   white   (clue),   tony stonem   (skins),   nymeria   sand   (asoiaf),   maddy   perez   (euphoria),   roman   roy   (succession)

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[allaircss]

BELLATRIX BLACK

❝    he was being real resistant on practicing this fun curse . as if i couldn’t take it . pathetic , really . and rude to underestimate me .    ❞

there’s   a   moment   where   her   expression   is   frozen   ,      where   she’s   thinking   is   there   a   way   to   probe   without   prying   ,   but   a   blink   and   normal   countenance   is   recovered   .      surely   it   was   unnoticeable   ?         ❝      just   the   height   of   rudeness   ,   i’m   disappointed   really   .      but   just   what   was   he   underestimating   you   on   ?      ❞

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harbngers

“  your  attitude  is  piss  poor  and  quite  bloody  astounding  ,  really  .  were  you  raised  in  a  french  barn  ?  ”

❝      ahh   ,      thank   you   !      i’m   very   proud   of   it   ,      and   if   you   must   know   it   was   an   italian   barn   for   a   few   years   ,   then   one   of   your   english   ones   ❞

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crchjr

“   so  their   little  owl   doesn’t  even   get  her  own   posts ?  ”    he  asks .    the  question  is  only   half   rhetorical ;   he  knows  it  to  be  the  case  for  most  admins  within  the  ministry ,   but  it  isn't  like  he  necessarily   pays  it  enough  mind  to  confirm .   it  doesn’t  really   matter  to  him  what  the   other   administration  members  have  set  up .      “   after   this ,   hm ?  ”      barty  leans  over  the  chair ,   eyes  flicking  up  around  them  a  moment  before  turning  to  focus  on  ellie .    he  brings  a  hand  around  to  her  jaw ,   cradling  it  idly .      “   is  that  a   no ,   then  ?   or  are  you  going  to  make  me   wait ?  ”

❝      i’m   hardly   their   owl   ,      am   i   ?      i’m   france’s   owl   .      and   france   thinks   leur   petite   chouette   gets   an   office   all   her   own   ,   you   should   visit   one   day   …      the   door   locks      ❞         all   back   in   kensington   ,      back   at   the   french   embassy   .      he’d   been   there   before   ,      of   course   ,      but   a   tour   of   the   working   side   of   the   building   had   hardly   been   in   order   any   of   the   countless   times   they’d   been   by   her   room   there   .         ❝      what   would   you   have   me   do   ?      fly   away   errand   uncomplete   ?      ❞         it   would   hardly   be   the   first   time   for   her   ,      an   entirely   false   look   of   innocence   painted   across   her   face   as   her   gaze   upward   was   directed   by   his   touch   .      no   childish   —   or   any   other   motivated   —   attempts   to   bite   at   his   hand   today   .         ❝   is   it   really   me   making   you   wait   ?      ❞

[allaircss]

jmacdonxlds··

❝  there is more to you than meets the eye, isn’t there? ❞

❝      you   make   it   sound   so   accusatory   ,      what   has   little   old   me   done   to   draw   your   suspicion   ?      ❞

[allaircss]

bellatrixblax

for ellie allaire @allaircss··

❝ is it normal to sometimes want to murder your best friend ? don’t tell your boyfriend i said that , wouldn’t wanna give him a heads up . ❞

❝      if   he   can’t   see   it   coming   ,      that’s   on   him   .      i’m   his   girlfriend   not   his   minder   .      what’s   he   done   now   ?      ❞

[allaircss]

𝐀𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑 𝐌.·

“ self-awareness does not absolve anybody of anything. ” alastor stated as he looked into the other’s eyes, his own gaze unwavering.

❝      and   when   did   i   ever   claim   to   be   self-aware   ?      ❞         as   flippant   as   ever   as   she   held   the   others   gaze   .         ❝      and   i   certainly   never   claimed   to   be   seeking   absolution      ❞

[allaircss]

for corinne allaire // @allcires

❝      why   the   long   face   cori   ?      you   just   happy   to   see   me   ?      ❞

[allaircss]

for regulus black // @lionconstellations

❝      don’t   you   have   to   be   stupid   somewhere   else   ?      ❞

[allaircss]

𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐂.

“  poor  thing , ”    barty  gives  a  laugh .    he  shakes  his  head ,   brow  coming  up  in  question  after  the  theatrics  of  ellie’s  answer .   “  so  this  is  not  even  your  desk  then ,  is  it ?  ”   he  says ,   coming  around  idly  to  the  back  of  the  chair  she  sits  in .    a  hand  moves  to  steady  over  her  shoulder ,   lest  his  comment  make  her   move  out  of  it .   he  kneads  it  gently ,   leaning  forward  to  address  her  again .   “  speaking  of   lunches .    have  you  had   yours   yet ?  ”

❝      isn’t   even   the   right   building   for   it   mon   amour   ,      i’m   not   exactly   employed   by   your   ministry   now   am   i   ?      just   delivering   the   mail   and   waiting   for   a   response   so   ❞         she   waves   about   the   place   with   her   free   arm   .         ❝      here   i   am   .      and   here   you   are   now   too      ❞         the   usual   height   difference   between   them   made   all   the   more   absurd   by   fact   she   was   sitting   and   he   was   standing   and   the   was   she   had   to   crane   her   neck   to   look   up   at   him   .         ❝      that   was   in   the   plans   for   after   this   all      ❞

[allaircss]

𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐂.

“   it’s  near  a  week  since   i  was  last   supposed     to  see  you .   maybe  i  do , ”    barty  comes  around  to  ellie’s  desk ,   legs  against  it .   “   so  this  is  where  we  send  all  our   diplomats ,   is  it  ?  ”

❝      i’m   a   busy   little   owl   then   ,      aren’t   i   ?      had   to   fly   all   the   way   back   across   the   channel   last   week   .   maybe   my   wings   are   just   tired      ❞         she   says   it   all   curled   up   in   her   stolen   chair   ,      trusted   to   deliver   the   message   but   not   to   be   in   the   room   when   the   matter   was   discussed   .      ❝   your   diplomats   ?   some   of   them   yes   ,   some   you   send   away   :      whoever’s   desk   this   is   is   off   to   lunch   or   something      ❞  

[allaircss]

for barty crouch .

location   :      dept.   of    international   magical   cooperation tag   :      @crchjr​​

❝      come   to   gawk   at   me   playing   the   little   owl   ?      no   really   ,      this   isn’t   your   usual   haunt   .      don’t   tell   me   you   missed   me   ?   ❞

[esterexpositio]

Endless gifs of Ester Expósito 9/∞

[allaircss]

Elm: How affected are you by your mistakes?

❝      well   to   be   affected   by   mistakes   i'd   need   to   make   them   first   ,      wouldn't   i   ?      ❞           i've   been   nothing   but   a   mistake   all   my   life   ,      it   doesn't   affect   me   it's   just   what   i   am   

[allaircss]

🙊 ― a memory you don’t ever talk about.

she   would’ve   been   what   ?      all   of   ten   or   so   ?   not   older   than   eleven   .      as   much   as   it   all   blurred   together   now   she   knows   that   for   sure   ,   she   hadn’t   gone   off   to   hogwarts   yet   .      no   she   would’ve   needed   to   needed   to   be   ten   .      viviane   was   there   and   she’s   sure   it   wasn’t   the   summer   so   she   would’ve   been   done   with   school   .   so   ten   it   was   .      but   really   ,      no   matter   how   old   ellie   had   been   at   the   time   ,      her   age   didn’t   matter   .      it   would’ve   always   been   much   too   young   for   what   she   had   suffered   through   .

she’d   been   being   difficult   ,      again   .      wilfully   defiant   had   been   her   mothers   words   for   it   .      just   being   me   would’ve   been   ellie’s   words   but   her   words   didn’t   matter   .      they   never   did   .      and   the   punishment   ,   solution   ,      was   just   the   same   .      imperius   .      just   sit   still   and   be   quiet   .      so   ellie   did   .      she   didn’t   have   any   choice   in   it   .      she   sat   still   and   was   quiet   .      quiet   not   because   she   wanted   to   but   because   try   as   she   might   ,   and   she   did   try   —   merlin   did   she   try   ,      she   couldn’t   make   a   sound   .      screaming   and   screaming   and   screaming   in   her   head   ,      her   little   face   contorted   as   she   fought   to   make   a   sound   .      and   yet   no   sound   ever   came   .      silent   tears   had   ran   their   course   down   her   face   ,      then   dried   ,      then   came   again   by   the   time   viviane   had   found   them   .   and   that’s   where   things   get   blurry   again   .      she’s   not   sure   how   long   she   had   been   like   that   when   her   sister   had   came   across   her   and   viviane   ?      she   wasn’t   sure   either   .   but   still   she   came   to   her   younger   sisters   rescue   .      took   ellie   in   her   arms   as   she   cried   ,      stroked   her   hair   and   mumbled   little   reassurances   as   the   twisted   knot   of   anger   inside   ellie   loosened   and   sleep   took   her   .      when   ellie   woke   up   she   was   in   her   bed   .      when   she   woke   up   she   could   speak   again   .      but   it   would   only   be   a   matter   of   time   till   she   couldn’t   again   .

[allaircss]

calming draught: name 3 things that cheer you up on a bad day.

❝  a quick shag or a stiff drink .  and if neither of the fixes it ?  screaming does the trick  ❞

[allaircss]

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