AllAmericanDoom

Just a chill dude who enjoys rebloging shit about old school hiphop, bh, weeb stuff, giant monsters and video games. from manchester but kicking it down in bristol #allamericantrash #sofaking #dontbelievethehype

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can we talk about the fact that kumonga rides on kiryu’s back while flying?

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Twitter1→@ SametaSiromesi

Twitter2→@ nanakusaleo

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GINGER AUGUST 2019

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A Godzilla postcard from the 1960s.

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Who’s Afraid of Godzilla? (1998), illustration by Bob Eggleton

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Pokémon protagonists

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A happy Wooloo !

In french we call it Moumouton, it’s like saying Sheesheep, it’s so cute !

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#91 Cloyster is startled by an explorer!

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So yeah

So I lost my job, that’s peak, tbh tho I’m okay, my world hasn’t fallen apart, and I’m trying to plan my future but do yall ever just get sooooo tired. Like you can do nothing, get a good nights sleep but yall just exhausted.....I feel like that rn, it’s the worst feeling ever, even listening to music is tireing. Like how can just sitting there with headphones on make me tired, what even is life ☹️

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Pride

Whatup tumblr. Ya boi back at it again with a shitty blog nobody will read. Foreal tho today I am super happy, maybe it’s the coffee I’ve had today or maybe it’s the fact my sister did something awesome today. So my parents and sister live abroad and I hardly see them but they came over this week just to see family and maaaaaaaan, that shit made me so happy, I got to spend time with them all which I haven’t done since Christmas. Anyways, my sister won a netball tourney today. Which yanno, I never won anything playing sport so it’s so amazing to see her win something and be one of the best players on the team!

But yeah, pride man, is it a good thing is it a bad thing? I’m not sure, personally I think having pride in something or proud in yourself is a great thing, it shows that you are comfortable. I often don’t feel as tho I have pride in myself as I don’t really care about my appearance but then I end up arguing with myself because I really do. I’m constantly trying to lose weight (on and off) and I like to get my eyebrows done, use nice smelling stuff and wear clothing that suits me. I think a lot of people think I don’t have pride in myself but I actually really do. It’s really important to me that I think I look good and I try my damnedest to look good in my opinion. I think it’s really interesting how we precive ourselves so differently to others! Like I know if I go to a sweaty ass Pokemon event there are gonna be people there who don’t shower, shave or use dehoderent. Like ew man. That’s what I would class as not having pride in your appearance but that person might see himself or herself differently. Life is really strange man.

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Bleh

So with yesterday being Valentine’s Day I think it’s pretty safe to say blehhhhhh

What I mean by this is I was alone. Not that I was really bothered. I would complain about how I was single because girls are this and that but that ain’t true. Women don’t have to like yu just Cus you’re nice or pay them a compliment 🤷🏻‍♂️ love is comlex and hard and I genuinely extend my best wishes to anyone who is in love and I hope it works for you.

But today was apparently singles awareness day? I didn’t even know this was a thing. I understand that it’s a hard time for single people seeing all this commercial sappy shit but why do we need awareness? I don’t really feel alone, I’m happy only having like two friends. Close friends yes but still. Love doesn’t solve all of your issues, it’s painted that way in the movies and by companies trying to sell you something but honestly. My love life has sucked dick. But I’m slowly starting to learn that okay maybe some of that wasn’t fault. And it defo was, I was a little cunt to some people and they deserved better. So yeah, sort one today but just remember the simple things like nobody owes you anything, love take work and effort, being alone is okay :)

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Future

In the future I want to own my own nerd store, I cannot stress how important it is for someone dealing with depression to have dreams and aspirations. Ideally I want to do this before I’m 25 but everyone has their own time lines. I’ve found that I used to get so caught up in what everyone else wanted from me in life, go to uni, get a desk job, do business because it leads to opertunities. The most important thing I’ve learned and tried to do in the past 6 months is what makes me happy. I dropped out of uni, okay I have a desk job but I’m not staying there, I am going to have my little shop and make something of it.

Anyone reading this, I wanna know what your dreams are, what you wanna do with life. It doesn’t matter how dumb others think it is. This is a no judging zone. If you wanna move to japan and teach English do it. If you want to be the next Michael Jordan but it seems unlikely because you’re 23 oh well I’m sure you can still do it. I read a thing recently and I’m not sure how true it is but it says that the only limitation that we have as humans is our minds. The example it gave is that if we where able to break the mental barrier we could bite off our fingers just as easy as we can bite a carrot.....imagine having that with some hummus.

So that’s what I’m trying to do, break the mental barrier and move forward. I will have my little nerd store and I will be happy.

Thanks for listening yo

Video game: Diablo 3

Movie: go watch spirited away you weeb

Music: aquemini by OutKast

Book: still on that dune shit ffs

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Is anyone there

As I write this I am currently sat at the train station, I’ve just finished work and I’m waiting to go home. I currently live with my grandparents as I dropped out of uni the year prior and got an apprentiship working for a company miles from home.

I’ve struggled with depression all my life by the feel of things. Uni tore me apart, I just fell to pieces with the lack of drive and structure in my life, I’ve always found that music, writing and sharing my interests with others helps me. So that’s why I’m going to start blogging, I want to help people and do good things for people. Not because I get some kind of satisfaction from it but because I want others who are depressed, suicidal, feel lost or have struggled with any kind of problem before to know they are not alone and others have experienced the same things you have. I also want somewhere to put my thoughts and feelings. I used to have a book that I wrote in but my nan found it and ever since then I felt like I have just been bottling it up or ranting to the very few friends I have.

Todday feels like one of them days I’m afraid, often I think I am just one bad day away from being Edward Norton in fight club. You know how in the movies they make depression look all glossy and like you’re all profound and shit. Yeah it ain’t like that, right now I feel like I’m watching someone live out my life in my body but I’m not me. That’s the best way I can put it and I’ve tried explaing this to someone recently but it was met with a negative response and has lead to the current slump.

Things do get better tho, I tend to have ups and downs and I know I’ll be up again. Dunno when but I will be, and that’s my advice to those struggling, you’ll be okay sometime, dunno when but you will. I mean obvi you gotta help yourself n shit but whatever I wanted to sound profound and stuff.

I feel like this is just becoming a ramble now so I’m gonna end it. If you see this give it a read and let’s all get on this shit, I’m going to try updating and keep entries coming. If anyone has questions they want me to answer pm me or whatever. I wanna try build a community so go ham, anyone is welcome unless you’re a homophobic racist piece of shit :)

Album to listen too: Saturation By brockhampton

What I’m reading rn: dune volume one

What I’m watching: Bleach Cus I’m a weeaboo piece of shit

Game im playing: smash bros ultimate (of course)

Movie you should watch: Fight club I guess

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Roadhog: There's no 'i' in team, but there is one in pizza.

Mei: ...So you're not going to share

Roadhog: I am not going to share.

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Worgen vs. Goblins by Glenn Rane Source: https://ift.tt/2Q9jR1Y

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