Mumbl3s ælot♏

I’m 23, & a Mother of two beautiful children. 💕 Scorpio♏ Skilled at Fucking Things Up.💯 ‘My mind is stuck in a cage, Oh how it longs to escape..’

[thoughtkick]

“Life goes on, so don’t waste your time worrying about your mistakes.”

— Unknown

[quotefeeling]

“Let me tell you something, my friend. Hope is a dangerous thing. Hope can drive a man insane.”

— Stephen King

[thoughtkick]

“Whatever happens tomorrow, we’ve had today.”

— David Nicholls; One Day

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Hot take

Everyone always talks about how much they love the “morally grey” or sarcastic side character of a book until they actually meet a person with the same personality traits

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk

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I ping pong from a state of delirium and panic

Into a state of comatose-like acceptance

I soar

I crash

I fall

I float

I’m a bolder

I’m a petal

I’m an arrow

I’m a stump

Back and forth

Side to side

I’m okay

-𝘢𝘺𝘢 //𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘹𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘱𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘳𝘢𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘴𝘦

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Hot people go through the aesthetic identity crisis every other week where they shift from giggly sunshines into I am a shadow . You perceive me in a way that comforts your mind. You know nothing about me. I’m the moments between your seconds . I occupy the spaces where you allow your mind to wonder-to attempt comprehending the incomprehensible

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My darling you are art.

And art was never meant to be pretty

It was never meant to be easy on the eyes

If anything , art was supposed to burn

burn a hole deep enough into your skin that you’d be forced to notice it,

listen to it ,

understand it

Art is the manifestation of humanity’s disasters.

It is chaos ,

it is trouble ,

it is insanity ,

it is pain

Art is what a mind would cower to utter and a heart would race to scream.

Art is blood

and it is sweat

and it is tears.

It warms the cold and disturbs the content.

How terrifying it must be, to grow acres of trees on dead soil.

How horrifying, to find beauty in the distraught.

And yet here I am, picturing Lillies in your hair as I caress your gentle skin

If this is what it meant to be burned,

then I will claw at a life of soot and ash

for a promise of a tomorrow

where your shadows intertwine with mine

-𝘢𝘺𝘢 // 𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘹𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘱𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴

[alliemaemumbl3s]

“My Mind has been stuck in what seems almost like a cage.. It’s like, So much damage has been done & not only by everyone that’s ever violently touched a piece of me that endured more pain than that piece could handle,— but a lot of the damage has been done by myself..

..I’ve put my mind through absolute constant chaos battling all the negativity that came from all the others that surrounded me daily, that I never gave myself a moment to recuperate. In fear that if I took a second to let my mind rest, that the negativity would be able to seep inside my mind and poison everything that makes me who I am.

Not realizing that never allowing my mind to rest has drove it past the point of exhaustion. Which has made me fall weak enough mentally and emotionally that now I believe every bad thing that happens or has happened to me was deserved. All the things that I’ve been fighting to just ignore or forget, all the things I thought I knew I was not, All the things that has been tugging at my emotions and ripping at my heart strings, every bad, hurtful memory that replays over and over in my mind, all of it has made its way to taking over my mind..

Entrapping every bit of fight & whatever was left of my hope & faith. My light is fading and my sanity is caged with whatever else remains inside me. My beliefs about who I am and what I am and what my worth is, all of that plus more has been ultimately twisted by the the amount of pain I’ve endured & not allowed myself to deal with properly. How could I do that do myself?”

I have let the cold, empty, bitterness of the world and the people in this world, Touch the major parts of my soul. Thinking I would never allow such things damage me so deeply that I am forever dramatically changed. In the aspects of - I’ve lost those parts & pieces of who I am & loved so much… forever.

My mind and who I used to be is lost in this chaos, & I’m unsure if this is a war I will get to speak about one day with the result of it all being that I had won. All the long years of tears and betrayal and being on my own, teaching myself the Do’s and Dont’s & how to survive in a world full of leaches and purana… all those years was worth fighting through because I defeated everything that was made to destroy me…

I’m unsure of where I should go from here… My mind is caged and It longs for the day it is able to claim victory & Escape..”

-Written by Allie Mae.

[quotemadness]

“When I was young, I used to admire intelligent people; as I grow older, I admire kind people.”

— Abraham Joshua Heschel

[thoughtkick]

“Hang out with people who make you forget to look at your phone”

— Unknown

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“When a toxic person can no longer control you, they will try to control how others see you. This misinformation will feel unfair - but stay above it, trusting that other people will eventually see the truth, just like you did.”

— Unknown

[romancefairy]

mentally, this is where i live

[leonardospoetry]

Impermanence evokes the infinity. Birth and death are the breath of life.

[heavyrain-dc]

“Be kind, work hard, stay humble, smile often, stay loyal, be honest, travel when possible, never stop learning, be thankful always, and love.”

— Ritu Ghatourey

[bluberry-parfait]

Oscar Wilde, De Profundis // @i-wrotethisforme // Jorge Louis Berges // @smokeinsilence //@viridianmasquerade //Jorge Louis Berges // @honeytuesday // Kaveh Akbar // F. Scott Fitzgerald // AKR //Olivie Blake, from “Alone With You in the Ether” // Kaveh Akbar, Pilgrimage

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-Timothy Joshua

[4s1na]

"my darling, you will never be unloved by me you are too well tangled in my soul"

— Atticus