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i finally realized exactly what my mom was saying.

interestingly enough, maybe I needed this space and distance to see just how good i got it.

also, I’m proud of me for literally recomping my core and waist. I’m proud of me for making my mile time. I’m proud of me for choosing me.

all in her drum

a 34 year old Pilates princess, roller set aficionado, and gardening goddess. quite the update from 2014.

since then I’ve evolved so far past where I was, where I was going, where I wanted to go.

i had love, some of the greatest love 🌻 all that i lost, i gained again and enough to carry me through decades.

i saw hurt, i saw pain. hurt people. struck blood from a weak heart.

i toughed it out, I did what no one would do.

i loved me more than I ever had love to waste on you,

#introduction post

sapphire.

I always knew I’d love you the fiercest. I always knew what I’d give to you would show the world what was minimal expectation.

you moved waves of steel meant to cut you at your core. if I didn’t already see the shades of blue, I wouldn’t know my palette. now no one can ever color me better than I colored myself.

You shine so bright even when you’re dull. If I could go back in time, I’d keep you polished better.

don’t worry, it all worked out.

#The catch up post #natural hair #Ode to self #black girls killing it

blue.

I don’t think anyone can love you like I loved you. Like I failed miserably with you. Like I learned to breathe life and see colors with you. Like I saw my mothers dream with you. Like I wanted to give you life. Like I learned to give, receive, and carry love with all of its waves. Like I learned admiration. Like I learned l o y a l t y with you. I’m saying I know no one can touch your heart like me. I want you to see no one ever looked at me with love as pure as yours. No one ever waited for me. No one ever held me and nurtured me. No one ever taught me how to be. I’ll always love you for how you loved me. But see I’m hurting, bleeding out right now. Let me be sure I can fix myself before I go waiting on you to heal me. I’ve learned to depend on my own care after the last wound you gave me.

Well I finally got out of that long ass puberty stage. I’m grown grow I guess ❤️🌻

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