I'm Just a Girl

[allison3k0]

୨୧ Self Introduction ୨୧

୨୧┇Name: Allison! (Online name, call me A for short)

୨୧┇Nationality: (Many different types of) white, part native Canadian

୨୧┇Gender: Female

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╰─ - ̗̀✎ My Favorite...

୨୧┇Food: Pizza, hamburger, spaghetti, Korean fried chicken, sushi

୨୧┇Color: Pink (and almost any pastel color)

୨୧┇Song: (Always changing)

୨୧┇Anime/Show: (Always changing)

୨୧┇Game: Love and Deepspace, block blast

୨୧┇Animal: Cats, otters

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╰─ - ̗̀✎ Interests & More!

୨୧┇Likes: K-pop, my TC, school, exploring random hobbies, writing, singing, daydreaming

୨୧┇Dislikes: Raw onions, the color chartreuse, toxic people

୨୧┇Birthday: May 5th

୨୧┇Extra: If you're a "daddy" blogger then please don't follow me. I will be referring to my TC as Mr S. Have a great day!~

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[allison3k0]

Mr S catch up

Okay y'all so I recently emailed Mr S to tell him how things are going for me rn and I asked how things are going for him too. He said lots about how he's glad I've been doing well and stuff, but he was very vague and said that things are going well for him too, I was hoping for more. But, I guess this is just how life goes. I want to hold onto him, but it's hard when there's no contact, and because I know he already has a partner and he's not even attracted to women.

I just miss him.

[flowers-in-hair-you-in-mind]

🤍🤍🤍

[allison3k0]

University

Hey y'all! So, I haven't been completely honest in the past, but I am now in university and have a new TC/Professor crush 😏

I'm honestly not sure what to do with this blog anymore, because I don't wanna lose everything, but also, I'm studying to become a teacher, and if this blog were ever to be found, I think it would ruin my chances of being a teacher. I'm not sure what to do, cuz I wanna post about my university TC but atp it could get me in more trouble than it's worth. What do y'all think?

[allison3k0]

Someone suggested I post this so I will :>

(Sorry I had to post it as pictures, wouldn't let me post the text)

This is a fic I wrote about my TC, so it uses a female Y/N and male TC, but the TC also has a self insert so [Y/T/N] means your teacher's name.

WARNING: VERY SMUTTY AND EXPL!CIT, MINORS DNI

[allison3k0]

Mr S Update

I'm gonna start going in after school again... I genuinely need the time to work but I'm so excited to see Mr S again 😭❤️

[allison3k0]

Mr S

I've been purposely avoiding Mr S to get over my crush on him... Cuz Ik it's not healthy...

I had to go see him yesterday after school for some info for a club... I couldn't even hold eye contact with him or I might've had a breakdown... He probably thinks I hate him... But it's the total opposite

I'm in love with him.

Not just a little crush. And my feelings for him just won't go away, and like the cliché, his absence is only making my heart grow fonder.

I miss him so much 😭 and I just need someone like him in my life...

Ever since I stopped talking to him, I've been dealing with self worth issues... He made me feel good enough.

Even though he's gay and has a boyfriend, I wanted to believe I mean something to him, and it seemed I did for a while...

[allison3k0]

97!?

Y’all find out I’m gone and suddenly a swarm of tc blogs are following me?!

Y’all are wild for that

[allison3k0]

I’m not d3ad!

Hey y’all! Literally just came back to tell y’all that I’m not d3ad, I just have stricter rules on myself regarding social media rn due to mental health reasons. I have also completely been avoiding Mr S at all costs, because everytime I see him I think about his bf and how he’d never have feelings for me even if he weren’t my teacher… I hope y’all are having better luck than me.

[allison3k0]

Does he like it up the bum?

Tbh, probably.

(Btw Ik this was meant to be a malicious joke but I found it kinda funny anyways. Comedy is my coping mechanism 🥲👍)

[allison3k0]

Mr S' EA (Education Assistant, basically a TA) came to see me after school today...

I was waiting with my friend in the caf for my dad to come pick me up when Mr S' EA came up the stairs and came to see me. I waved nicely as always cuz I love her and love seeing her, and she said "Hey! Long time no see! Are you okay?" (She didn't know about my cat, she must've been referring to me leaving Mr S and the note I left for him) and I explained that I'm not exactly okay because my cat passed yesterday...

She comforted me and it was nice to talk to her again. I wanna see her still, just not Mr S. If I see Mr S, I'm gonna have a breakdown, I stg.

[allison3k0]

Hey y'all...

I won't be super active for a while...

My cat died today. She was almost 16 years old. I don't remember a life without her.

This is hard.

I'm not sure when I'll be back and more active but I'll let y'all know when I'm back.

[moggie-bear]

Hear me out chain!!

Don't do the basic ones pleaseeee

@pretttpinkprincess @prettiestgirlinthemorgu3 @euphoriavaiii @empatheticlove @riotgrrrl555 @iloveibuprofen1 @oceansxchild @strwbrryssvveets @strwbrry-stars @dollthedivine @virgvnsuicvde @bambibaby4eva @mochaisthesweetestofthemall

And like actually anyone who wants to, like do it DO IT

Also sorry I feel like jack and bowser are common, I just love them so much

[euphoriavaiii]

lol kinda exposing myself here but ty for the tag @moggie-bear

starting from the more tame ones lol

From the top-

Pantalone from Genshin impact

Dottore from Genshin Impact

Captain from genshin impact

Brahms from the movie 'The boy'

Prototype from the game poppy playtime (yup the fucking metal hand-)

Ysl heels :> they can literally step on me

Tags!!- @0ddlyc0re @stoned-shark @anorexicb1tch-xo @lazzzybabydoll @dollrunopka @dollmaxxxing @doluette @b0ard1ngsch00l

No pressure tags for everyone except @stoned-shark cause i wanna expose u get to know u :3

[allison3k0]

(I don't have pictures rn but Imma just say them rn)

1. The screwdriver from Handy Manny 😭

2. Adult Bambi

3. Literally just staples (not the store, the metal things)

4. Hot glue sticks

5. The purple Elmer's glue stick (the jumbo one specifically)

(BRO WHY DO I FIND STATIONARY ATTRACTIVE 😭)

[allison3k0]

OKAY. MR S. WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY TO THIS? I WANNA TELL HIM EVERYTHING BUT I CAN'T 😭

I WANNA RESPOND BUT IDK WHAT TO SAY

[allison3k0]

This is what I settled on with help from ChatGPT lol

[allison3k0]

OKAY. MR S. WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY TO THIS? I WANNA TELL HIM EVERYTHING BUT I CAN'T 😭

I WANNA RESPOND BUT IDK WHAT TO SAY

[ibelieveinunicornz]

"what's ur snap" shut up ask for my number you fucking loser

[allison3k0]

(The final) MR S UPDATE - Friday

I did it. I said goodbye to Mr S today. And I didn't even get a hug.

It's officially the last day I stay after class to see him.

He helped me do some research for Journalism Club and then I just had to tell him.

I told him "Also, I gotta let you know too, today's the last day I visit after school." or something along those lines, I don't even remember rn, and he said "Oh why?" and I said "Personal reasons." and I looked down and tried not to cry, and he looked at me and said "Oh... OH- Okay" when I made eye contact with him. He knew.

If he didn't know before, now he does. When he was making eye contact with me, it clicked as I felt myself looking at him with a heartbroken "I love you" kind of look.

He said "Well, it was nice seeing you." and something along the lines of "I enjoyed our time together." and he started to pack up to leave.

As he started to pack up and leave he changed the subject to Journalism Club and my Bestie before he went to leave. He was clearly trying not to hurt me more.

And then after that he went to actually leave, and as he was walking to the door and whatnot I thought about asking him for a hug but by the time I mustered up the courage, he was on his way out the door.

He said "Well, good luck on your exams and on your classes next semester" or something along those lines. (Everything is a blur, I was so nervous to tell him and I'm broken.) AND HE HAD THE NERVE TO SAY HIS SIGNATURE "See you later!" with a smile...

No. I won't F'ING see you later. He should've just said goodbye, now everything feels incomplete. And I didn't even get a hug from him before he left. And I'm never gonna visit him in his class again.

As soon as he left I burst into tears, and I tried to cry quietly because people were still walking through the hallway. I was only able to hold it in while he was there. The second he left, it hit me.

I wrote a little note on a mini sticky note and left it on his desk. It read "For Mr S (Actual name tho) I'm gonna miss you sir. Thank you for everything. - A" I hope he cries.

My life is gonna be so different without him.