his photobombin ass! We haven't spoken in a few years, and we were close for less time than we haven't spoken, but today I'm flooded, vividly remembering everything. Thinking of all the things you did to help me when I was struggling, all the ways you made me mad, all the ways i found you fascinating and exciting and confusing . thinking of that night we drove around chain smoking and got hot dogs and and broke into a playground and tried to rig up their zip line for almost an hour and we both ate shit trying to fly but couldn't stop laughing. Remembering that look when we were on the Marina and you mindfreaked me and all the sudden I was running down the dock ripping off my clothes and we grabbed hands and jumped! Faster than that we were cleaning our ears out over the sink for fear of infection. Remembering how you made me repair a friendship, taught me tricks on a tape machine, when we were taking turns with a mallet in your troll hole workshop trying trying to bang my shitty bike into a roadworthy beast. When my boyfriend fucked up my car and you let me drive your giant sketchy van to my domme job for weeks. How youd affect your voice when u talked to my hound dog. When we were driving over the bridge after a neon piss show and you passed me what looked like blue Gatorade but instead I chugged basically tequila with some blue in it and you gave that look. How hard my sides ached from laughter, everytime. I'm angry now, but I love you. How cherished those couple months of being close to you are. Sending light and love out in so many directions right now. Rest in power Barker
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