In BG3 hell, but at least Gale's here

Y2K Compliant, loves Jojo, PS1 FF7, Metal Gear, and spooky shit. Talk to me about og ff7 please.

[almightyramtha]

In a very kms mode rn bc I just spent 500 on car parts and I have like only half an idea of what I'm doing and if I start and can't actually get all the stuff I need to get out out I might actually break.

So that's fun!

I planned to only have fun this summer but now I'm so pumped full of anxiety and stress that idk what I'm gonna do! And I'm 500 poorer! So that's less fun for me!

[almightyramtha]

I think the biggest thing for me is that I was looking forward to buying a bike. I had the money in my account and less than 20 minutes later my brain caught on fire telling me I couldn't. That there was something more important to do. That the thing I'd been saving for, the thing that was the first fun thing that's not 20 bucks that was going to be useful and fun for me and not House or Chore related in YEARS that I've been wanting to purchase and can finally afford, I can't have it, and it gave me a really good reason as to why, once again, I should not have nice things. I should not have fun. I should not do nice things for myself. I CANNOT do nice things for myself, in fact, it seems to scream. There's always SOMETHING. And I caved. I'm not getting the bike. I'm getting a fucking EGR cooler.

[almightyramtha]

Even better, my roommates have intentions to move out and I'm going to lose that source of income too.

Definitely never doing anything nice for myself now. Apparently I'm cursed for trying.

[almightyramtha]

In a very kms mode rn bc I just spent 500 on car parts and I have like only half an idea of what I'm doing and if I start and can't actually get all the stuff I need to get out out I might actually break.

So that's fun!

I planned to only have fun this summer but now I'm so pumped full of anxiety and stress that idk what I'm gonna do! And I'm 500 poorer! So that's less fun for me!

[almightyramtha]

I think the biggest thing for me is that I was looking forward to buying a bike. I had the money in my account and less than 20 minutes later my brain caught on fire telling me I couldn't. That there was something more important to do. That the thing I'd been saving for, the thing that was the first fun thing that's not 20 bucks that was going to be useful and fun for me and not House or Chore related in YEARS that I've been wanting to purchase and can finally afford, I can't have it, and it gave me a really good reason as to why, once again, I should not have nice things. I should not have fun. I should not do nice things for myself. I CANNOT do nice things for myself, in fact, it seems to scream. There's always SOMETHING. And I caved. I'm not getting the bike. I'm getting a fucking EGR cooler.

[almightyramtha]

In a very kms mode rn bc I just spent 500 on car parts and I have like only half an idea of what I'm doing and if I start and can't actually get all the stuff I need to get out out I might actually break.

So that's fun!

I planned to only have fun this summer but now I'm so pumped full of anxiety and stress that idk what I'm gonna do! And I'm 500 poorer! So that's less fun for me!

[almightyramtha]

I love having a devastating nuclear take in my back pocket but never deploying it because I believe in peace (◡ ω ◡)

[almightyramtha]

I'm an angel. I've literally done nothing wrong. My only crime is having a brain and being cool and funny.

[almightyramtha]

I gotta get back to writing. Officially holding myself to at least TRYING one day a week and that day is today.

[almightyramtha]

I don't know much about Fear and Hunger but if Karin used the phrase "jumped the shark" in her article written in in-world 1942.... does that mean that Happy Days and Fonzie were a show in the 1930's for them? A series of books? Movies? And given that Happy Days is a nostalgia show about the 1950s, would it take place earlier in their timeline? The equivalent of the 1920's? Happy Days but its flappers, flagpole sitting, and speakeasies? 1910s???? This is very funny to me.

[almightyramtha]

Now that I've been paid again and was able to splurge on a couple items, I'm officially here to say: My loan is paid off! 25k dollars. It was a lot of dollars. As soon as I could I started throwing every bit of money I had at it. The last 9 months have been absolute hell for me. It was down to a point at that time so its not like I had the whole amount paid in 9 months (holy fuck could you imagine?) But, what was left took everything out of me, financially, mentally. I straight up thought that I would have so much free time to read, catch up on games, write, draw, but what actually happened was that I got completely paralyzed. I felt so stuck because I was so broke. But now I'm free for the foreseeable future! I still have to pay off the house itself sooner than later, but for now, the roof replacement is finally paid off.

[almightyramtha]

Every increasing collection of fellow

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Literally forgot two of them lol

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Ever increasing collection of fellow

[synchodai]

When the game designers take all the effort to make these realistic skin textures and scars, and then mods (that weren't advertised to do this) proceed to make the game models smooth dolls: 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡

[almightyramtha]

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No one told me that Clair Obscur would be fun AND funny.

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Love when people make inflammatory posts that don't literally say what they're implying and if you argue with them, a gaggle of people will tell you that "you have poor reading comprehension, sweaty."

As though subtext doesn't exist.

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Turns out he was the mouse in the end

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Making my miis British and the whole game changes

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Today I got a spam comment on a fic I wrote.

And then they deleted the spam comment before I had a chance to do it myself.

I'm too sad and slow at uploading to even try to scam lol.

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