East Of Eden

Wanderlust. Among other things. Fl. 29. Dude. Music. Sex. Snakes. Straight. This has turned more into a place for me to share my thoughts that I’ve deemed too personal for my public social media but still feel the need to express.

[alotofsteam]

Where did I go wrong?

Every step of the way.

[alotofsteam]

I was hoping things would be better soon. Still feel like nothing.

[slaughteringbunnies]

[alotofsteam]

Stuck in limbo of the fantasy of blowing my brains out and hoping I change.

[alotofsteam]

Crisis

[alotofsteam]

I’m in such a low it makes me feel sick.

Even my fucking dreams are taunting me.

I can’t find motivation to do anything.

I don’t enjoy anything anymore.

I don’t love anything anymore.

I’m just a useless hopeless piece of shit.

[alotofsteam]

Life doesn’t get better. Ever. Every day is a fucking new burden. Another reason to hate myself.

[alotofsteam]

Honestly had a good couple months away from hating everything about my life but here we are again. Nothing lasts.

[alotofsteam]

Alright Kool i woke up with nothing to look forward to again.

[alotofsteam]

Optimism doesn’t work.

[alotofsteam]

Anxiety through the roof tonight.

What do I even do anymore

[brevifolias]

fav bands| songs : loathe - it’s yours

x

[alotofsteam]

Loatheasone

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Northlane -  4D

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