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Abel hugs him tightly again, pressing multiple quick kisses to his cheek. And then blows a little raspberry into it. “Shit I’m wide awake now.” This is what all nighters do to you. Abel rolls back onto his back, staring up at the ceiling for a few moments. “Besides fucking because I know that’ll be your first answer, do you wanna do anything?” Abel’s wide awake even if Cain’s tired, Abel usually makes him stay up with him.

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Cain stretched while he was peppered with kisses, yawning wide before just sort of going limp with a low groan. Yeah he’d love a good lay, but at the moment, Abel was warm and their bed was comfortable despite the thin mattress pads they slept on. “Not really, trained the fuck outta myself today. An’ you were just fallin down tired, go the fuck to sleep you weirdo.” He suddenly wrapped his arms around the blond’s waist, turning them both over until he was laying half on top of Abel, pinning him to the bed.

#IC

🔪 (with a fuckin plastic spoon)

“You’re lucky you’re Abel’s sister.”

#IC #memes #wtf woman #solarisims

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#aesthetic #images #the beast

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People used to say they had everything they wanted in Abel. But they still went out and tossed him to the side. His side twitches a little as he gently scratches as his hip. Abel answers that with a shrug. “I dunno…but I do know id go through another 100 bad relationships if it meant you were at the end. There’s so much I’d do just to be able to be with you.” He gently takes one of Cain’s hands in his own, before placing multiple kisses to it.

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Abel was Cain’s only monogamous relationship. The first and only time he’d ever given a shit about the person he was with. Sure he could pretend, he was a very good actor and a good liar when he had to be. When he wanted something he could damn sure manipulate it out of them. But with Abel things were different. Abel filled a space he hadn’t realized was inside him, something that’d been an empty void he didn’t know was there, and Abel was this light... no.. Ethan... was a bright star in an otherwise pitch black vacuum of space. Smiling softly, he leaned up and caught those lips in a soft kiss. “You don’t have to, because I’m right here.”

#IC

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Send me 🔪 to stab my muse.

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“You douche.” Abel you signed yourself up for that. The blonde snorts, giving a very gentle tug on Cain’s hair. Just cause. “You know what I meant. Like how whenever you’re around I feel okay. Like I could be on the breaking point and you show up and make everything better. I kind of like how possessive you get of me. He didn’t mean the scar. He fucking hated that.

“I like that people know I’m yours and that you’re mine. People before…they’d just not care. Cheat on me among other things. With you…I’m not worried.” Surprisingly. Was that a bad thing to say? Maybe. “And you’re just really good at making me smile.” Had to leave that on a semi not depressing note.

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Cain listened quietly, giving a snicker at the tug to his hair. Everything Abel said was so fucking mushy and touching, a lesser man would probably be in tears over all this with emotion. But not him. He simply listened, quietly taking it all in, watching those pretty dark eyes before reaching up to tuck a bit of Abel’s hair behind his ear.

“Well... I’m not good with words, but.. If I didn’t want you, I wouldn’t keep you. Why the hell would I go off and fuck somebody else when I have everything I want right here?” It was simple, which was just the way Cain thought, he was an easy man to please and he liked it that way.

#IC

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Abel lets out a soft laugh, head falling forward onto Cain’s shoulder’s. “I love you. I’ll be right next to you for as long as you want me to be.” He hoped that answer was a long time. Thinking of even being without Cain after the war terrified him. They’d have to go their separate ways right after, wouldn’t they? Abel would have to go back to London, even though like fucking hell he’d want to. God don’t think about that, you can’t cry for no reason right now.

Lifting his head back up, Abel runs a hand through Cain’s hair. Another smile cracks his lips. “Do you have any idea how much your cute ass means to me?”

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All Cain could do was smile. Everything about Abel made him happy. His scent, his softness, his voice, the way he looked at him like he was the only thing that mattered. Even when they were on missions, Abel wanted nothing more than to protect him, and make sure they made it back in one piece. What more could he, or anyone else, ask for in a partner? Even on a more personal level, he couldn’t ask for more from a lover.

He didn’t want to think about the future, he lived day to day, and rarely actually planned anything. So he leaned his head into the other’s hand, smirking a bit. “Yeah, what about the rest of me? I mean my ass only gets me so far...”

#IC

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He didn’t want to think about leaving Cain behind. He didn’t want to think about ever having to go without Cain. If he lost him…he’s not sure what he would do. But it wouldn’t be pretty.

“Thank you, gang-aji.” Abel lets a smile fall on his lips, and then he leans in and presses their lips together. He stays there for a few moments, eventually rolling on top of him. He liked being close like this.”But don’t worry too much, I’m not going anywhere.”

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Truth be told, Cain wouldn’t do very well without Abel either. Most likely he would become a shadow of his former self. But that wasn’t something he liked to think about either. So he didn’t.

Smiling down at the blond, he tightened his grip and returned the kiss, brushing fingers through soft hair. Then he laid his head back, just looking up at his navigator with a slight smirk, head tilting a bit. Hands rested on Abel’s rump just because he could. “Good, because you’re not allowed to leave me. Ever.”

#IC

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Well, he’s relieved to hear that. In fact, he smiles, looking at it once he’d put it on. Abel always kept a chunk of amethyst around his neck, though most times under his work clothes. He was surprised the little thing hadn’t broken yet.

“I’m not…I’m not always going to be there to keep you safe. So this is the next best thing, as long as you have this, I’m with you.” He straightens out the chain, before looking back up at him. “I know it’ll work.” He sure as fuck hopes so.

Abel sits up and shrugs off his uniform, tossing it to the side. He was too tired to put it away or something. Abel flops his arm over Cain, basically attaching himself onto him. Cuddles are requested.

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With anyone other than Abel, he would have scoffed and likely thrown the thing back in their face. It was ridiculous, to think a crystal, a piece of rock, could possibly protect him from what was out there. Especially the Colterons.

But it was clear to him, Abel honestly, wholeheartedly believed that this would keep him safe. And if that’s what it took to reassure the blond he would be alright, then he’d wear it. It wasn’t as if it hurt him to keep it anyway, it was kind of nice, knowing someone cared about him enough to give him something like this.

So he tucked it under his shirt, and tugged Abel up against him, pulling the blankets up over them both as he leaned back. Cuddles request recieved, and reciprocated. A hand moved to brush Abel’s bangs from his face. “Then... I won’t take it off. And if something happens, I’ll have this piece of you still.”

#IC #things got feelsy real fast i wonder how that happened

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Abel drags his feet back to their bunk, trying to not pass out in the hallway. He’s almost relieved when he sees Cain, not really seeing him the past few nights. Abel had been working his ass off, again. With a tiny smile, he half falls on top of him with a little ‘oof’. “Hi.” He mumbles tiredly, placing a kiss to his cheek. And then he remembers and wakes up a little. “Oh-!”

The blonde sits up and digs around in his pillowcase. He finds the little thing, grasping it in his palm. “Okay so…please don’t think this is stupid but..” He drops the little chain in his hand. “I’m sorry it’s not blue, but when I was trying to figure it out what crystal to use, I couldn’t find any that fit better. You don’t have to wear it but…as long as you keep it around, it’ll keep you safe.” God Cain probably had no idea what he was talking about. Maybe he thought magic and crystal things were absolute bullshit. But it was all Abel believed in, so to him, it wasn’t bullshit. Anything but.

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Shockingly, Cain was back in their dorm, instead of out training or jogging, or whatever other various things he did to keep himself occupied while Abel was doing his assignments. His navigator was pretty popular it seemed, and with good reason. He wouldn’t admit it, but he was a little envious of Abel’s talents.

The fighter blinked when he suddenly felt the blond’s weight on him, having to catch him to keep from dropping him. “Jesus christ, Abel... you gotta quit these all-nighters..” he muttered, then stared at the little crystal pendant he was given. Okay, that was different. Holding Abel up with one arm, he lowered them both to the mattresses on the floor, and turned the crystal in his hands. His expression softened gradually.

“It’s pretty, actually... and I don’t think it’s stupid.” He put it on, the crystal point sitting just at his sternum. “If you think it’ll keep me safe, then I’ll wear it.”

#IC #like hell if he'd admit this to anyone else but he's flattered