The Beginning and the End

I don't need to go down in history. I wouldn't mind being forgotten. It's not about me, it never was. It's about honoring Catherine's dream... and giving everyone in the Wasteland a chance. I left behind my child, who I love more than life itself, in order to accomplish this goal... so I will not rest until Project Purity is complete. That is a promise.Independent RP blog for James.FC: Jim CaviezelF A L L O U TRevelation 21:6.I am Alpha and Omega,the beginning and the end.I will give unto himthat is athirst ofthe fountainof the water of lifefreely.

[alphaxxomega]

(( I've been getting home late the past couple of days, so I apologize for not typing up replies yet. Like this post if I owe you something or you want a starter and I'll be able to work on it tonight! ))

[inperiosus-archive]

Character development time! Give me some interesting questions about my character and I will answer.

[imnotademonmoron]

+alphaxxomega

"………..I’m seeing things, I’ve got to be seeing things."

"Oh my god, I think someone slipped Jet into my drink…this can’t be real."

[alphaxxomega]

"I imagine it'd be easier to find something to say if that were the case... but I'd have to go after anyone that slipped something into your drink; hallucination or not."

James smiled at her, albeit weakly, as he tried to piece together his words. He hadn't expected it to be so hard; it never had been before. But a lot of things had changed, he supposed. "Lillith..."

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|| alphaxxomega entered the little lamplight

[heartofthelamplight-deactivated]

"Vault? …Why would anyone ever want to look for that place?” Bell wrinkled her nose in disgust just thinking about it. She wasn’t really upset they hadn’t been allowed in there… she was thankful, really. It had ended up far better for them, in the long run. She held her tongue on that, though. It wasn’t her place to talk about that stuff. “Yes’sir… I’ll make sure you don’t break your promise. I promise!”

"Oh… tha… thanks, mungo…" She thought about it for a moment, on the fence, the nodded in determination and steeled herself. "What… is your name?" To think she’d ask a mungo that… but he seemed nice. "Huh?" She looked down at her bell and nodded quickly. "Yeah! Every two hours, I ring it. Except when I’m sleeping, of course… It helps us keep a schedule."

[alphaxxomega]

"I wouldn't say I want to... it's more a necessity than for fun." Judging by her reaction, he was guessing the vault wasn't a very charming place. He hadn't exactly expected any different, though. He hardly liked being in a vault when it was still up and running - he didn't want to imagine what some of the abandoned ones were like out there. He didn't question her any further on it; didn't want to make her uncomfortable. "I'm sure that's a promise you'll keep, too."

"No reason to thank me, Bell. I'm just stating a fact. My name is James. Not as nice as yours, is it?" He rested his arm over his knee and laughed. "That sounds like an important job. You must be good at it! How is it you manage to keep track of time, yourself?"

[alphaxxomega]

[[Pst. I like u :3 goodbye *Waves* ]]

((  I LIKE YOU TOO eek omg thank you <3 /frantic waving ))

[thelonewandereravrid]

+ alphaxxomega

[thelonewandereravrid]

She stood in place, feeling as if her feet was frozen into the ground. She couldn’t move, she couldn’t react. What was there to do in this moment? Her father, her actual father, the one she shares genetics with was standing right in front of her. It’s like a slap to the face because, well, he just… disappeared out of her life just like that. How… why…

"… Fuck you old man." She muttered a bit hoarsely, forcing the other man into a hug.

"… I missed you so much, you asshole." Oh, please, let this not be a joke or some hallucination, let this be real.

[alphaxxomega]

James smiled weakly when she spoke, shrugging his shoulders. "I deserve that," he responded quietly. He deserved a lot more than that, really. There had not been a single day he hadn't regretted parting from her, even if he felt his reasons were ultimately justified.

Forced out of his own frozen state by her tugging him into a hug. Immediately, he wrapped his arms around her, holding her tightly against his chest. "I've missed you too, sweetheart... I can't put into words how much I've missed you..."

Raising his hand up to run his fingers through her hair gently, he rested his chin on her head. "I'm so sorry..."

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|| alphaxxomega entered the little lamplight

[heartofthelamplight-deactivated]

"I-I’m not… afraid of you!" The child’s eyes widened indignantly, but even she knew it was no use. She hadn’t seen an adult in… a very long time. "Questions… What kind of questions? Why? Can’t you go ask them somewhere else? There’s nothing interesting here… but I’ll hold you to your promise.” She shuffled her feet, then sighed. There was no point in grilling him, really. If he was so out in the open, he truly must have permission to be there… “Everyone calls me Bell. You know, because of my…”

"I’m in charge of keeping up with the time around here… since we can’t see the sunlight in here and a lot of us don’t ever go outside."

[alphaxxomega]

James only continued to smile without commenting. He didn't want to insult her just as he didn't want to frighten her, after all. "Just... questions about what's around here, I suppose. I'm looking for a vault that's supposed to be in this area. I don't think anyone outside of Little Lamplight would be able to help me, that being the case. Anyways, you'll make sure to keep me in line, right?"

"Bell? That's a pretty name." He looked at the bell around her neck, wondering how she was able to keep time without ever leaving. He thought about asking, but decided against it. "So you ring that bell to let everyone know what time it is?"

[alphaxxomega]

|| there's like 5000 gifs of your FC trying and failing to look like a bamf with a gun omfg he IS james

I MEAN UM excuse you james is very much a bamf go away what are you like six what do you know about being a badass anyways

[thelonewandereravrid]

+ alphaxxomega

"… Son of a bitch."

[alphaxxomega]

"Av - Avrid…?" James’ expression became conflicted; as if he were fighting back the urge to rush to her. Although he wanted to, more than anything. He hardly seemed to mind her reaction to seeing him. "You… you’re really… here." She had to be real.

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|| alphaxxomega entered the little lamplight

"An adult in Little Lamplight… How… how did he get in here? Is… is he allowed to be here?" The child approached him with a great deal of caution, clearly afraid of him. "…You… what… what are you doing here?"

[alphaxxomega]

James felt a little awkward, looking around at all the children going about their business in their sanctuary. He could feel them staring back at him, some with malice, some with curiosity. So much for blending in. His attention was pulled away when he heard the small voice of a child speaking to him; which surprised him, honestly. He hadn't expected to be approached. Sensing her fear, he smiled softly and bent down to her level.

"Hi there. You don't have to look so afraid. I'm only here to ask a few questions. I'm looking for something located near this area, but I'm not going to cause any trouble for any of you. I promise." He kept his voice calm and kind, trying not to spook her any further. "Is it alright if I ask for your name?"

[alphaxxomega]

WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?

"I don't really have the time to think about things like that, but there's not really anywhere I'd want to visit, so I guess that works itself out. Although... sometimes, I stop and think about how much I'd like to return to- ...It doesn't matter. I need to be where I am now."

[opalfwuit]

[sniper-deprived-of-her-words-de]

[dammitfallout]

Vault 101

[dammitfallout]

Dammit Andy.