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More workout photos for this /woman/ body. The more I exercise, the more curvy I look. Its a strange correlation.

Went out with a Metamore and had a fun night

Took a bike selfie right after sobbing to Kesha’s “Praying”

I’ve been weight lifting a lot, eating less pasta, and drinking less. I feel like I look badass and strong but get confused every time I look at old pictures, hoping to do an empowering comparison. Comparing myself to my old self seems like a strange competition where I always lose.

#workout #self love #body positive

I went on a date, we’re not sure that we’re boos or not. Maybe close friends? But it was a really lovely night of many drinks, important talks, and losing at pool at a leather bar. (2/21/18)

STI test had to go through my hand, but all came back negative (2/24/18).

Found a lump on my L breast and got it checked by planned parenthood and ultrasounded by Jefferson (2/21/18). It was exhausting and complicated. Doctors poked, mushed, and clinically rubbed my breast. Its a breast I hate already, it carries so much traumatic weight, Having strangers look at it to determine if it has cancer or not was confusing, part of me hoped it did.