Everybody hurts

ajland, just an ordinary annoying teenager | this blog is a mix of all the stuff I like

[cwote]

Don’t lose yourself while caring for others. The most important relationship you will have is the one with yourself.

[quotemadness]

Smiles are probably the most underrated facial expressions, much more complicated than most people realize. There are dozens of smiles, each differing in appearance and in the message expressed.

Paul Ekman (via quotemadness)

[quotemadness]

I’m beginning to recognise that real happiness isn’t something large and looming on the horizon ahead but something small, numerous and already here. The smile of someone you love. A decent breakfast. The warm sunset. Your little everyday joys all lined up in a row.

Beau Taplin (via quotemadness)

[quotemadness]

Let it go, let it leave, let it happen. Nothing in this world was promised or belonged to you anyway.

Rupi Kaur (via quotemadness)

[24hoursopen]

My damage is my trophy. My healing, a gift and a curse. My scar, a permanent reminder. My experience, a life long lesson learnt. So, thank you for the way you slayed me. Thank you, for the way you caused me to burn as I bathed in your drowning sins drank in your suffocating hurt paid your set price survived your carved demands as you gave me what you think I deserved. The slices, they made me stronger the cuts, they made me see that although I bleed as red as blood can be I am worth more owed so much more than the vileness standing before me.

You Cannot Have Me

@endlessw

(via 24hoursopen)

[endlesswordsonapage]

Emotional intimacy is what will bind my heart. So, don’t think one night in my bed will mend the broken pieces you left once before. There is no fix for that no way to breach the impossible cavern existing between. All I ask is leave me be walk away and give me a break. I need time to heal to reach a semblance of something resembling normalcy and having you near drags me down pulls me too close to see the reality of what it is you’ve done to me. Please, don’t refuse what I ask of you for you have no right and it’s way past due for me to focus on what it is I deserve by putting myself first.

Me Before You (via endlesswordsonapage)

[schuylerpeck]

We keep bees, and on the weekend, I bake sweet honey cakes and breads, that don’t even make it to the afternoon. The garden needs weeding and my forehead needs kisses. Both get done before the day is over, and I fry vegetables in the kitchen for dinner by candlelight. The summer heat is kind at night, and every window in our house is open and welcome to it. The walls ring with laughter. I love our small family, our small home, our plants and pets, and every adventure ahead of us.

Schuyler Peck (via schuylerpeck)

[fa3riescottage]

a sunny afternoon in a green field filled with flowers and soft music and talking about dreams and kissing

[bandaidsfortheheart]

It’s like I never learn my lesson. I’m drawn to this bright blue idea of you. So I keep throwing myself into these swimming pools and forgetting  that I still don’t know how to swim. I’m sinking again. But the worst part is that you’ve always had a rope. You just don’t care enough to save me.

Swimming Pools, V.P. (via bandaids-for-the-heart)

[thepersonalquotes]

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[samxcamargo]

You can begin again. You are not behind. You are exactly where you need to be to get to where you want to go.

[purplebuddhaquotes]

Instead of saying ‘I’m damaged, I’m broken, I have trust issues’ say ‘I’m healing, I’m rediscovering myself, I’m starting over.’

Horatio Jones (via purplebuddhaquotes)

[lifeinpoetry]

I am human. I am alive with the beating of what matters. / I am not fearless. I fear, but I fear with my heart at my tongue. We can’t yield anymore.

Leah Umansky, from “What Even Matters Anymore,” published in Love’s Executive Order (via lifeinpoetry)

[oathofwhimsy]

Critical Role Sense8 AU

The main villain and antagonist of the cluster is of course Trent Ikithon - Archmage of Civil Influence and relentless hunter of clusters who, according to him, are a danger to the peace of The Dwendalian Empire.

Jester is the one to awaken the cluster. She meets a mysterious stranger on a day she sneaks out of her room to roam through the streets under a disguise. The moment their eyes meet, she finds herself suddenly standing in a mansion, listening to parents fighting with their daughter. She grabs the girl’s hand immediately because what kind of parents scream stuff like that at their daughter? The stranger she met on that fateful night appears to her every so often afterwards, always wearing the same green hood.

Caleb is still in the asylum when the cluster awakens. The person who appears to heal him is Jester. As soon as the cluster awakened they help him to get out of there and Nott helps Caleb to steal the amulet that will make him untracable for Trent. Since they all share a mind now, they all immediately know what kind of person Trent Ikithon is and they vow to help Caleb take him down.

Nott meets Caleb first when she’s in jail. He keeps her company and helps her compartmentalize the abuse she faces from the humans who imprisoned her. The others join in from time to time and eventually it’s Yasha who gets Nott out and lends her her strength. Afterwards she travels towards the people who kept her company in that cell to help Caleb take down Trent.

Yasha is still in Xhorhas when it happens. She finds herself standing in front of an empty grave with a purple Tiefling sitting at its side, staring into nothing. She stretches out her hand and helps him up. The cluster eventually helps Molly to find the circus and his words. Yasha joins up with the carnival after she made her way down from Xhorhas, walking away from the only home she ever knew and towards the purple Tiefling she found. The voice of her God echoes through all their minds and she still leaves often to follow his bidding, but she always finds them thanks to their unbreakable bond.

Fjord is dying when the cluster comes for him. Jester and Beau pull him out of the water and onto the shore. They all hear his patron’s voice in their dreams when it talks to them, waking them up coughing saltwater or with blood on their lips in the morning. He helps the others lie and cheat themselves out of tight spots while he travels north to find the women that pulled him to shore.

Mollymauk claws himself out of the grave only a day after Jester awakens the cluster. It’s Yasha who helps him up and helps him walk out of the forest and Nott who finds the carnival closeby. Since Molly has no memories, his cluster knows nothing of his past either. When he meets Cree they all feel his panic and Fjord helps him to bluff himself out of the situation.

Beauregard is getting screamed at by her parents for almost landing herself in jail for property damage with some of her aquaintances. In the middle of the fight she first finds herself beside an empty grave and then under water for what feels like miles below the surface. Her parents scream at her some more for not responding until Beau starts suffocating. When she starts coughing up saltwater they lock her in a room and send for a healer, but Beau is out of the window as soon as it stops, off to find the blue Tiefling who held her hand through her parents’ screaming.

[confessingsecr-ts]

To anyone feeling lost, confused, hurt. You will find your path, you’ll find your way. It’s okay to have scattered thoughts, and to be unsure in thus moment. Take life day by day until you start piecing your path together. If you’re hurting, you’ll heal with time as you give yourself to grow. I promise, you’re going to be okay.

[lmaonade]

rude messages on anon mean absolutely nothing. you’re hiding yourself because deep down you know it’s wrong and you’re ashamed of what you’re saying. hostile words mean nothing when you cover yourself. they carry no weight.

[mementt0mori-deactivated2020051]

Let me listen to your problems at 3am and fall in love with you even more.