Break me down from the inside
My spark is down I can feel shivers in my skin Rivers flowing from my eyes my bones creek like broken glass. Oh god I feel bad. I feel I’m fucking crazy, Wondering when will it end.
I take what I can from this empty life of mine. Tiny flowers dressed on happiness slowly open wounds. I try to still believe in me. My shadows keep pushing me forward. I feel it like the rain... falling down...
One, Sterilize my brain with alcohol Two, Medicate my body with happy pills Three, Sloppy kisses and hopeless hugs Four, pretend to be alive. Fail at what you were meant to be. shake hands, you’ve got a contract now they own your time.
Indulge us with your wisdom, Point where it was all my fault Then Blow my mind with arrogance... Break me down so I won’t feel anything... Again...
I take what I can from this empty life of mine. Tiny flowers dressed on happiness slowly open wounds. I try to still believe in me. My shadows keep pushing me forward. I feel it like the rain... now I’m falling down.
One, Sterilize my brain with alcohol Two, Medicate my body with happy pills Three, Sloppy kisses and hopeless hugs Four, pretend to be alive. Fail at what you we meant to be. shake hands, you’ve got a contract now they own my time.
I know I’m not at my best I don’t pretend to be perfect I know I’m not at my best I can still see in the horizon then thin line between life and death. Perhaps I need some rest. I should’ve see it coming, life is coming back for me. Runaway, run away no more
