[always-daydreamingg]

so this is lowkey very depressing but it’s fineee. anyways I hope you enjoy and follow my wattpad to read more of my poems : @coffeerma

im surrounded by darkness 

eternal black around me 

I feel myself falling deeper 

into the hole I dug myself 

and I can't stop 

though I want it too 

but the spiders in my head come crawling back 

and the thoughts come back 

and I wonder what would it feel like if I did it 

and I cry because I think that 

I cry because I don't feel loved 

even though I know I am 

so why, why do I feel this way?

[always-daydreamingg]

another poem :)

the 100 people in the room 

talk, to their friends 

but as I pass by I feel every eye on me

I feel people judge me 

heat creeps up my neck 

my breathing- something so easy- 

becomes difficult 

my vision blurs 

all I feel is everyone's eyes on me 

and I want run from this hell 

but instead I run to a confined place 

where salt water streams down my cheeks 

and I can't control my breathing 

smell the flowers 

blow out the candles 

I tell myself 

it works and I get back up 

I wipe the fear off my face 

and go back 

no one notices what happened 

and my heart drops a little 

but I smile, 

knowing that I can hide myself

[callmeblakeifyoulike]

Guys!! Great news!!! BLM is back on trending!!! Now we have to get Stop Asian Hate back up there too!

Here’s a casual reminder that just because most protests were a year ago Black Lives always have, and always will Matter.

Gay Black Lives Matter

Lesbian Black Lives Matter

Disabled Black Lives Matter

Mspec Black Lives Matter

Transgender Black Lives Matter

Aspec Black Lives Matter

Nonbinary Black Lives Matter

All Black Lives Matter.

They always have, they always will.

Briana Taylor and other black people wrongfully murdered have still not gotten their justice. Think this through. The year we’ve been advocating and we still hardly got anything for true justice and equality. The world still does not seem to value black lives.

AND Stop Asian Hate.

Asian people are being heavily mistreated on such a horrible level, especially now with Covid-19. People have been using it as an excuse to be racist towards more specifically Asain POC. The amount of Asain people being affected by these violent acts of racism that others are putting out should be illegal.

To the Asain person reading this,

You are loved

You are worthy

Your culture is not a fetish

You are so beautiful and unique and amazing

And while we’re on this topic, Protect Muslim Lives!!! The concentration camps in China are still!!! There!!! Islamophobia is another horrible thing that’s been spreading around recently!! LITERALLY CONCENTRATION CAMPS ARE UP WHERE THEY ARE FORCING MUSLIMS TO GO AGAINST THEIR RELIGION AND DOING SO MANY UNSPEAKABLE THINGS!!!

To the Muslim person reading this,

Allah loves you

You are such an amazing follower. I believe he appreciates you more than you know

You are wonderful

You are beautiful

You are not a burden

JUST BECAUSE THESE TOPICS ARE NO LONGER “TRENDING” DOESNT MEAN THE INTERNET SHOULD NOT CARE!!! THESE ARE IMPORTANT TOPICS WHICH ARE NOW BEING LOOKED OVER. DO BETTER.

Also, if I said anything bad, or spread any wrong information, let me know please! I’m a white Christian person, so I’m not 100% sure I got all of the Muslim and POC related topics 100% correct. If I said anything wrong, it will be fixed! Thank you :)

[bookishnerdsworld-deactivated20]

Honduras is NOT for sale

Please share to bring awareness to whats happening in my home

[always-daydreamingg]

Falling Free With You

I tried writing- and I've started like 3 different stories but here’s my most recent one and I'm not sure if it’s good so please criticize me. Here's a little snippet: 

The soft breeze blows strands of my dark curly hair across my face. I look around, hills and a small playground appear. "Hello?!" I yell. I turn around to see if anyone's there. A man caught my eye. I started walking towards him. His tall frame appearing, broad shoulders, black hair mimicking mine, hazel eyes stared back at me. "Dad?" I whisper with a break in my voice.

"Hi honey," He reaches for me and I walk towards him. A bright light starts to shine taking him away from me.

"Dad!" I yell as I see the light enwrapping the surroundings. "please don't go" I say with tears brimming at my eyes as I reach for him.

I gasp being pulled back into my bedroom. I rub my eyes feeling the saltwater drip down my cheeks. I check the alarm clock on my bed stand, 4:35 am. 2 hours until school starts. 2 hours until I go to a new school half way through the year not knowing a single soul in this state. I hesitantly take my feet out of the warm cocoon I created while sleeping. I grab the light blanket on the other side of my bed and wrap it around my shoulders. I tiptoe out of room trying not to wake my mom and younger brother, Cole. The carpet creaked as I tried to walk silently with my fuzzy socks.

I opened the fridge for some light as I grabbed a glass and started filling water in my cup. I went to go sit on my couch as I noticed a car pulling out of the driveway of my next-door neighbors. The lights are all out in the house, what the hell is a car doing this early. I sat my glass down and went out my front door.

- so this is what I have it’s not the full chapter but if you want to read the full one it’s on Wattpad and it’s called falling free with you 

[always-daydreamingg]

my first poem

I based this poem on mental health because I have’t really seen any :) (I know it’s not very good but..)

The darkness sweeps across my mind

Poisoning my thoughts and taking over

My body not my own, but the darkness which consumed me

Breaking me down one by one as I struggle for air

Tears streaming down my face

The voices, the darkness all at once attacking my mind

I cling onto a sliver of hope

The thread so thin

Snapping of I make one wrong move

Debating to fall into the darkness

Or to cling onto the thread

The thread that’ll save me

The thread that saved me from the darkness again

But each time the thread is further away

I am further away from hope and closer to the darkness consuming me

[fatpotatosaysmoo]

so um this happened

AAAAA THANK YOU SO MUCH EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YALL!! I never expected to get over 50 followers😭 and I cant believe that 300 fricking people follow me. Wow. I love and appreciate all of yall so much!<33

Anyway I’m gonna try to celebrate it so send me a: (I’m not really good at anything so sorry lol)-

⭐- for an aesthetic

✨- for a voice reveal

❄- tell you a random fact about myself or just ask questions(if you have any ofc)

🖤- face reveal? (idek what I’m doing at this point)

🦋- if you want us to start interacting and stuff

🌙- suggest a random song from my playlist

Gonna tag a few mutuals under the cut(sorry if you didn’t wanna be tagged hshjs):

Keep reading

[always-daydreamingg]

AHHHHH CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! YOU DESERVE IT!!

[always-daydreamingg]

I love the sunset and this filter makes it prettier.

this picture inspired me to come up with my own romantic quote and i did so let me know if it’s good!

“the sun used to be the brightest thing in my life, but then you came and you lit my world on fire, you are my sun and a thousand times brighter”

also my favorite quote from the books ive read this year is- “For nothing, not the sun, not the rain, not even the brightest star in the darkest night could begin to compare to the wonder of you.” - the wrath and the dawn

if someone doesn’t say a romantic cheesy quote to me in my life then what was the point. lol