I can't remember the last time I had a conversation with someone. I feel like I haven't heard the sound of my voice in days. I lost my best friend and I can't talk to anybody. Because I got myself in this mess and I'm so scared of being judged. Or worse, tell someone my world is falling apart and have them not care. It's my birthday soon and I have absolutely no plans. I might lose my job soon since by the end of the month I won't have a sustainable way to get to work. My car died. My bed broke. What the fuck is happening right now. I have nothing and no one.




















