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[alwaysjulinalyrics]

Stand Still

[ verse 1 ]

You are the very dust i breathe in,

Salty eyed, I stare,

It's a constant curse, and for what it's worth,

i need no longer go there

You make me question what i believe in,

and I'm shocked beyond compare,

Your hipnotic bind, it leaves me blind

and wipes my conscious clear.

[ chorus ]

Stand still.

I'm still moving on the inside..

Stand still.

the whole world is passing by..

Stand still.

in the spirits surging high tide..

Stand still.

it'll all be left behind..

Watch this mortal coil unwind..

[ Verse 2 ]

You ask me questions that I can't answer,

delirious, I rave,

At night I keep talking in my sleep,

for the sensations I crave.

You've got me starting at the beginning,

although I'm at the end,

Gone without a trace, without losing face,

and yet no need to pretend.

[ chorus ]

Stand still.

I'm still moving on the inside..

Stand still.

the whole world is passing by..

Stand still.

in the spirits surging high tide..

Stand still.

it'll all be left behind..

Watch this mortal coil unwind..

[ lyrics by Lydia Mills ]

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Needs

[Verse 1]

He, gazing cross the room love struck,

She, wonders why his eyes seem so stuck.

He, over thinking moves she makes,

She, wonders why she can't catch a break,

Razzle dazzle, the cats meow,

He, Sure her heart is his, anyhow.

Goody goody miss two shoes,

She, takes it all at face value.

[Chorus 1]

Needs .. ..

Put in Juxtapositions.

Needs..... swallow up,

What we see with our own two eyes

Needs .. ..

Lost in communication,

Needs..... such a trick,

Of the dual meanings we express outside.

[Verse 2]

She, shares a fact or two she likes,

He, believes they're written in starlight.

She, simply hangs her jacket away,

He, thinks it means she's down to play.

He, bids again for Attention,

She, dismissing him cos they're just friends.

Ease her, ease her tired sighs,

He, needs to know how and why she lies.

[Chorus 2]

Needs!

...Such raw dirge of burning,

Needs... sparking up,

Inside such intricate blue eyes.

Needs!

...Such a true way of yearning,

Needs... showing up.

Akin to the sincerest sunrise!

(Needs!)

[Bridge]

(.......Whacha want to show me?)

(Down down down)

(You could have told me!)

(Down down down down

Down down down)

Ooooooooooh!!!

[verse 3]

Badger, badger to comply,

With shadows he sees deep in his mind

Further, further into a,

Scene where boundries are defined.

Seeking what he requires,

She, young with heart to tenderize.

Couldn't know his intentions,

Needs, eager into how it tantalized.

[Chorus 3]

Needs .. ..

If there's one thing for certain,

Needs..... set the sight,

For the ideal, - and the final prize.

Needs .. ..

So we see what we want to,

Needs..... and the such,

Project desires hidden deep inside.

[ Lyrics by Lydia Mills, production by Sambozeenz ]

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Melayang di Cahaya Abadi

Melayang...

dalam kilauan...

Kau diajak

Berputar-putar

Seperti gasing asing

Luar angkasa...

Bintang-bintang bertaburan

Sembarang...

Masing-masing

Berkelip-kelip

Seperti mata kosmik

Yang menghujam...

Tariklah napas dalam...

Kau dilaruti...

Berendam dalam...

Cahaya mesta alam...

Memanggil pada mu...

Suara semanis madu...

Yang merayu

Rasa ini kem-

-balikan Semangat

Yang telah hilang

Pelukan hangat

Penuh Kasih sayang...

Tak akan pernah

Meninggalkan

Atau

Menyakitimu,

Kan, engkau aman

Resaplah rasa damai

Kau dilindungi

Muncul mata air

Cahaya mesta abadi

[ Lirik lagu: Lydia Mills ]

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How I Love You So

Standing at this narrow line

No going back this point and time

Has come and I can feel the signs

Give all I've got to make you mine

i'm certain now, I'm sure, I'm scared..

I'm feeling strong, but ill-prepared.. 

Safe in your shadow under wing

Is this love, which safety brings?

Admit it all to you, I lay it straight,

Your reply ..I await 

 I bite my lip,

I hold my tounge

With baited breath,

for what's to come 

It's not as if I believe in fate..

I couldn't leave if i wanted to

For I have fallen at your feet..

This is what they warned about..

 I shall soon become complete

How.. I love you so..

I missed you so,

you went away

Denial grows strong

every day 

In this moment

surrender all

And with each breath

Shall rise and fall 

I'm falling now,

I'm falling still

I'll fall in love,

my own free will 

It's not as if I believe in fate..

I couldn't leave if I wanted to 

I have fallen at your feet,

This is what they warned about 

 I shall soon become complete

How... I love you so 

[ lyrics by lydia mills 11 dec 2002 ]

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SHAME

[ Verse 1 ]

A sudden pressure drop..

What you think about

Us making it or not,

Can't be satisfied.

The ideas that you speak..

Says a lot about just

What you think of me

Can't see me clearly.

Flip the narrative..

And claim I'm rejecting

The things you have to give

Forced down worldview.

Oh what can I say

I know you try your level

Best to find a way

That's why it's a…

[ chorus ]

Shame (shame, shame)

Is not having a mirror

That which blooms will wither

Blame (Blame, Blame)

Responsibility stings.

So take account for these things.

Pain (Pain, Pain)

Go along whatever.

Bracing tight forever.

Game (Game, Game)

Accusing me of pulled strings

Is why a boundary brings…

[ verse 2 ]

A systematic fault

And two dimensions that will

Rapture or revolt

Full on civil war of,

Ideologies

Can't be swept away with

Mere apologies

And band-aid candies.

Can't take it any more

If tit-for-tat is your M.O.

For keeping score

A strike against me

Oh what can you say

You know I try my

Level best to pull away

That's why it's a..

[ chorus ]

Shame (shame, shame)

Is not having a mirror

That which blooms will wither

Blame (Blame, Blame)

Responsibility stings

So take account for these things

Pain (Pain, Pain)

Go along whatever

Bracing tight forever

Game (Game, Game)

Accusing me of pulled strings

Is why a boundary brings…

Shame

[ lyrics by lydia lydia, production by Sambozeenz]

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Heart Shaped Nest

[Verse 1]

The page sets the stage,

White paper, pens pressed

met you on a sunny day,

wearing your sunday best

A hue like the sky,

When you'd gone off the map

…And you were out and about

for the day…

[Refrain]

(A smile of that kind makes me stay…)

[Verse 2]

I'd Not quite fathomed

what I'd stumbled upon

A heart shaped nest

and a bundle of fun

…I hadn't yet seen

such a sparkly eye…

[Refrain]

a smile of that kind

makes me stay.

It's gonna be okaaay…

Or at least I'm not alone

In feeling this way…

[Chorus]

Lets Gossip 'bout grammar

And Andalou Rock

Had enough of peer pressure,

feeling stuck in a rut

Set a new life in bloom

Here on foreign soil

As lawn daisies pop up

after spring rains fall

[Verse 3]

You're chirping like a song bird

You needn't be told

From a world only

Seen in films, or in tales of old

…Like a classic painting

come to life…

[Chorus]

Lets Gossip 'bout grammar

And Andalou Rock

Had enough of peer pressure,

feeling stuck in a rut

Set a new life in bloom

Here on foreign soil

As lawn daisies pop up

after spring rains fall

[Refrain]

a smile of that kind makes me stay.

It's gonna be okay…

Or at least I'm not alone

In feeling this way…

[Outro]

The page sets the stage

White paper, pens pressed..

met you on a sunny day,

wearing your sunday best

[ lyrics by lydia mills ]

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Rain Dancer

[Verse 1] Don't feel all alone You with the shiney eyes I see you there Come, I'll meet you there

Let it be me who bears witness To your Leaping and Swirling in the monsoon rain In the monsoon rain

Pure joy's embrace Such enthusiasm: It's childlike innocence Childlike….

[Chorus] You're Renewing like the seasons Refreshing from within Without apparant reasons Acting on a sudden whim (sudden whim)

[Verse 2] Only the thrill of the now to embrace you whole And all the foot prints: Ancestors in step dancing beside you

I wish you could see how beautiful you are Though you don't know it

– you sure show it - Your light shines far

[Bridge] Mud on the heels Gets me in my feels Grass between toes As the downpour flows

[Chorus] You're renewing like the seasons Refreshing from within Without apparant reasons Acting on a sudden whim (Sudden whim)

[Verse 3] Smiles for miles Drenched and quenched With your hair plastered down Hair plastered down

What a sight to behold So Unapologetic So true , so true, And authentically You………….

[Chorus] You're renewing like the seasons Refreshing from within Without apparant reasons Acting on a sudden whim (sudden whim)

[Chorus] You're renewing like the seasons Refreshing from within Without apparant reasons Acting on a sudden whim (sudden whim)

[ lyrics by lydia mills, production by Sambozeenz]

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Totally Would

[ hook ]

Get up now

Gonna show you how

To stand strong (stand strong)

Can't go wrong

[ chorus ]

It's quite the feat

Becomin' one with the beat

…it's all good (all good)

Knew you Could!!

.

Let the mix,

Go get you your fix …doing fine

A fine time to shine!!

[Verse 1]

I'm saying something,

you gotta hear…

for my part,

direct to the heart

straight up,

you got my soul…

flows from source,

a powerful force

[Bridge]

So sway

along your way,

Thru the Vast

Cosmic sky!

.

Even when

Alone in your room

Light it up

With a pure sonic boom!!!

[ chorus ]

It's quite the feat

Becomin' one with the beat

…it's all good (all good)

Totally Would

.

let the mix,

Go get you your fix …doing fine

A fine time to shine!

[Verse 2]

come my love

It's been far too long …

to hide far

Behind the stars

Some they want to stop us

from hookin' up,

comin' face to face,

in a hidden place, in outta space!!!!

[ Bridge ]

So shaaare…

your playlist,

And add some New Tunes too!

(Oooh, dun dun)

.

Call a Global

gathering,

With Them,

Me, and You !!!

[ chorus ]

It's quite the feat

Becomin' one with the beat

…it's all good (all good)

Totally Would

.

Let the mix,

Go get you your fix …doing fine,

A fine time to shine

[ Verse 3 ]

Do you know

Just how it feels ..

Taste The Real,

With the real deal

Move with flow

Shift to the side ..

good vibes,

Find your tribe

Take a chance

To join in the dance, make yourself at home…

In the Zone!!!!!

[ hook ]

get up now

gonna show you how

To stand strong (stand strong)

Can't go wrong

[ chorus ]

It's quite the feat

Becomin' one with the beat

…it's all good (all good)

Totally Would

.

let the mix,

Go get you your fix …doing fine

A fine time to shine

[ chorus ]

It's quite the feat

Becomin' one with the beat

…it's all good (all good)

Totally Would

.

Let the mix,

Go get you your fix …doing fine

A fine time to shine

[ lyrics by lydia mills, production by Sambozeenz]

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The Meaning of a Million

[Verse 1] Corn triangles tumble down, Made such a mess on the ground swear to god, i was just mucking around Apologies lost and found

Flashbacks stay in the brilliant blue bright I'll trade you facts for dreams of flight Shadows trace these parallel lines Take it in stride in the morning light

[Chorus] Never mind another Thought about the has beens… Thanks for teaching me The meaning of a million…. Have a chuckle making Projects in claymation… Save up my change to call Time zones in other nations…

(I might see you tomorrow.. )

[Verse 2] Run home out of the hail Package arrived in the mail I love that mixtape you sent me Such bass could send me to jail

Trainers on autumn tracks late at night Keep that rock in your pocket, hold it tight Dyed hair green, just for the holiday Spent the rest trying to wash it all away

[Chorus] Never mind another Thought about the has beens… Thanks for teaching me The meaning of a million…. Have a chuckle making Projects in claymation… Save up my change to call Time zones in other nations…

(I might see you tomorrow..)

[Chorus] Never mind another Thought about the has beens… Thanks for teaching me The meaning of a million…. Have a chuckle making Projects in claymation… Save up my change to call Time zones in other nations…

[Outro] Tell me again about viking fingertips Calm in your presence of silly quips Got the secret and you made it thru And i'll Never stop rooting for you

[ lyrics by lydia mills, production by Sambozeenz]

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Cardigan Again

[Verse 1]

Pull on a cardigan again,

Mama Earth has turned her yearly corner,

Now we tug on blankets at night,

Cos the days are slowly getting shorter,

Weaving our way upon the footpath

ginko fruit minefield navigation

The last sunbeam falls across your smile

As kids kick up leaves tactile sensation

[Chorus]

(Cardigan again, again..)

Wistful yellow hues

cool contemplation

(again, again..)

Soak the moments up

We see how

Some things change

And some things

they'll come

To completion

[Verse 2]

Abundant quince picked for preserves

Shaken by Sou wester sighs

windfall apples have become chimichangas

And pumpkins, they're becoming pies,

Last chance! Mellow moods are on sale

Picnics on the way to camp

Taking memories and leaving no trace

fore the wind gets up n it gets too damp.

[Chorus]

(Cardigan again, again..)

Wistful yellow hues

cool contemplation

(again, again..)

Soak the moments up

We see how

Some things change

And some things

they'll come

To completion

[Bridge]

The last cicada of the season

Has sung his winsome song

Moving right along

(Move along)

The cold will be rolling in soon

I'll curl up close to you

Right where I belong

(I belong)

[Chorus]

(Cardigan again, again..)

Wistful yellow hues

cool contemplation

(again, again..)

Soak the moments up

We see how

some things change

And some things

they'll come

to completion

[Lyrics by lydia mills ,.production by Sambozeenz]

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Crying for Days

[verse 1]

Come in, pick up your stuff,

It's so pathetic,

Go on take it all,

and take your lame Y2K aesthetic,

To be fair, I had been warned but

Saw you thru a rosy lens,

What ever words I use,

You hold me under false pretense,

[chorus]

I dunno why

I've been crying for days

My heart is rent

In so many ways

now I find myself here

back at square one

So take your things

Move on..

I'm thru..

I'm 'done

[verse 2 ]

From get go you said

You were the king of rizz,

Well i've been stymied n scammed,

Now I'm in a tizz

You're a used car salesman

Of the Human Heart,

Watch the dreams you sold me

Crumble, Fall apart!

[chorus]

I...

I've been crying for days

My heart is rent

In so many ways

now I find myself here

back at square one

So take your things

Move on..

I'm thru..

….I'm 'done

[bridge]

Stop your trying,

or I'm ghostin you

Your alabis

are far from true

Sweet nothings

Are just for nought

for real, I'm devastated

I'm just ..distraught

[verse 3]

first you come on strong

then bring me down

are all guys like this

in our li'l old town?

even your friends told me,

"Dont worry it's fine"

but that kind of thing's

where I draw the line!

[chorus]

I dunno why

I've been crying for days

my heart is rent

In so many ways

And now I find myself here

back at square one

So take your things

Move on..

I'm thru..

[chorus]

I dunno why

I've been crying for days

my heart is rent

In so many ways

now I find myself here

back at square one

So, take your things

Move on..

I'm thru..

I'm done...

[Lyrics by lydia mills]

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The Swelterfan

Well, It's a sweltering out

Too broke for air con

Them flies be a buzzin

Won't leave me alone

Now, Theres a fan back there in the kitchen

Sat atop a frigidaire

Doing it's darndest despite oppressive heat

For every day she's oscillating

All huffed, rushed in a spin,

Bangin on 'bout how she wanna turn her life around...

Always changing but getting nowhere

'Cept the very spot shes doomed to swing

I stated plainly that I only put her there

to chase the flies out 'n keep me keen

Well I told her again that she was good at her job

A task she was found to be most adept

At once, I found my self alone in the kitchen

even the flies had gone..

yeah,

Seems it was just little ole Me!

all along....

(alright!)

[Lyrics by Lydia Mills 2 march 2018, production by Sambozeenz ]

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Kissy Kissy

[Verse 1]

Well, Thanks to me, yup, it's all thanks to me, Look what I made for you, hey, why no reacty? It's all shiny and glittery all the way down…

You're gonna hear the news as it goes down. … They gonna know my name, all around town. … I can hear em all saying how I'm such a swell guy, So you should be grateful to have me, aight? What would you do without me, What could you do with out..

[Pre chorus] Why, you'd be found… To be homeless, And asleep on the ground!!!!

[CHORUS] (Well I always did so much for you)

why don't you go on now, And bow right on down,

And go and Kiss the ground, (That's right!) just go and Kiss the ground.

( I doubt your ever gonna make it thru)

Why don't you go on now, And bow right on down,

And go and Kiss the ground, (That's right!) just go and, Kiss the ground.

[TURNAROUND] Take a big smooch..

..of ..the ground ..that ..I ..walk ..on And then y'all come back for… A second round!!!!

[VERSE 2] It's all About me, yup, it's all about me See the sun shine right out from my jacksy

I've got all the bells, 'n whistles and such Look how everyones life has improved so much!

They all say I'm such a huge god send, I'm just the bee's knees! I swear it's not pretend,

Thank the heavens above that I'm still with you!

..What could you possibly 'chieve? ..What can you even do?

[PRE CHORUS] Why, you'd probably be on the down and out…

Crashing …and quickly!!!

[CHORUS] (Well I always did so much for you)

why don't you go on now And bow right on down

And go and Kiss the ground, (Thats right) just go and Kiss the ground,

(I doubt you're ever gonna make it thru)

Why don't you go on now, And bow right on down,

And go and, Kiss the ground, (That's right!) just go and, Kiss the ground

[Turnaround]

Take a big smooch

…of ..the ground ..That ..I ..walk ..on And then y'all come back for (One! Two! Three! Four!) …KISSY KISSY KISSY!!!

[ lyrics by lydia mills, production by Sambozeenz]

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Sound's Accord (Lucid Run)

[Intro]

(Ohhhh…

We in the runnin')

(Ohhhh...

We in the runnin')

[Verse 1]

Rise, it pulses from the core…

Breathing into me…

Eyes, they gazing evermore…

Leaning into see…

Bounded now in Grounded joy…

Sending Roots down deep…

reaching further than before…

Sprouting forth they creep…

[ verse 2 ]

Leave the flags you can't afford…

wipe the symbols clear…

Dissolve into the Sounds' Accord…

Brings you into Clear…

Light spurs tempo higher score…

intergrating soul…

Lay foundation from before…

Now ready to roll…

[ verse 3 ]

When we lose the cover

Of one or the other

All of the labels are lame…

Sister or brother or

Father or mother

All the things different are Same…

The time is coming

We're all in the running

When all the accounts are laid bare…

Does it seem cruel

A time for renewal

Eitherway I'll meet you there…

[Outro]

Motion blur with bassline roar…

Set the rhythm free…

An Auto-matic wanting more…

beyond the ecstacy…

Present, Final boundary tore…

Drops flow endlessly…

Ends division evermore…

beyond the Shoreless Sea…

[ lyrics by lydia mills, production by Sambozeenz]

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Rubbed Raw

Scrubbed clean… Rubbed raw… Chrome sheen… On iron claw…

On broken mirrors standing No time to gander and peek Crocodiles soap box corner Do words flow from down deep

It's not what they wanted, They're Thinking They're hexes They're Haunted and taunted But they're just Complexes

I could tell and spill the tea With a word set chaos free

I could tell and spill the tea With a word set chaos free

Cancel a secret meeting, the Bus Stop harassment kind People said save face But they really lost their mind

Wrestle themselves into the ground Blind and Consumed with hate But the blamefingers found And it feels too late

I could tell and spill the tea With a word set chaos free

I could tell and spill the tea With a word set chaos free

But lets see what you do If I wait a mo.. You know i know You know i know

But lets see what you do When i wait a mo.. You know i know You know i know

I saw too much I saw them crawl I saw the mighty fall I saw them take it all

I saw them telling lies I saw it televised I saw them crying fake I saw them on the take

I could tell and spill the tea With a word set chaos free

I could tell and spill the tea With a word set chaos free

But let's see what you do If I wait a mo.. You know i know You know i know

But let's see what you do When i wait a mo.. You know i know You know i know

Scrubbed clean Rubbed raw Chrome sheen On Iron claw

[Lyrics by Lydia Mills , production by Sambozeenz]

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Tenderspots

[VERSE 1]

What i have and What you do

The facade slips, bares all anew

The Guardrail begins to fall

It's lowered now..

..Defenses down..

A secret garden lies in wait

Beyond the boundaries of the gate

I saw the softer side

of you inside..

...The parts you hide…

[CHORUS]

What then!?

when it feels we're on the rocks,

when we hit the tender spots,

old wounds reopen,

The icy rain pounds down

on broken hearts,

All the,

….Feelings become numbed

(Ohhhh)

All the,

…..Heartstrings come undone

(And it's)

Out in the cold again…

[VERSE 2]

There is a sentry on duty

Always suspecting what might be

Ever watchful of my

Every move…

in case you lose…

But when he's sleeping its ok

The inner child can come and play

All of the worries of the world

Can disappear

When you're near.

[CHORUS]

What then!?

when it feels we're on the rocks,

when we hit the tender spots,

old wounds reopen,

the icy rain pounds down

on broken hearts…

All the,

…..Feelings become numbed

(Ohhhh)

All the,

….Heartstrings come undone

(And it's)

Out in the cold again…

[ Bridge ]

Lemme get back in,

Where its cosy by a warm fire,

it's your smile

I'll stay a while,

..

Wait for the storm to pass

..

"This too shall pass"

[ CHORUS ]

What then!?

when it feels we're on the rocks

when we hit the tender spots,

Old wounds reopen, the

icy rain pounds down on broken hearts…

All the,

….Feelings become numbed

(Ohhh)

All the,

….Heartstrings come undone

(And it's)

Out in the cold again…

(Ooooo

....Again…

Oooooo

....Again...)

[ lyrics by lydia mills , 29 December 2024, production by Sambozeenz]

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But I don't..

[ Verse 1 ]

I feel the only weight I pulled was in the sand

The grip I had - I let fall - slip from my hand

A jar of rusty nails, forgotten in a shed

A pile of dishes waiting, and an unmade bed

[ chorus ]

The kind of love we had

It's full on crushing

Fate

Recall that thing you said

You left and slammed the

Gate

My sandals stand by fear

And wallow in the

Dust

If I could pull you near

Enough to feel the

Thrust

But I don't..

Trust,

But I don't..

[ verse 2 ]

A smile, a warm embrace may still a threat conceal

After all it's best to know, the broken thing was real

I heave a last sigh of relief each time I wreck

I can relax again with each box that I check

[ chorus ]

The kind of love we had

It's full on crushing

Fate

Recall that thing you said

You left and slammed the

Gate

My sandals stand by fear

And wallow in the

Dust

If I could pull you near

Enough to feel the

Thrust

But I don't..

Trust,

But I don't..

[Lyrics by Lydia Mills Mills, production by Sambozeenz]