*wrapping the baby clothes in some tissue paper, attaching a small card that says Freddie, leaving it on your bed*
*Going out to a friend’s pub*
*coming in from dropping Freddie off with Bri, seeing the tissue paper and note, smiling looking at them before setting them back on my bed, going to go find you* Aidon i saw- *seeing your not in your room, looking around the house* Guess he left..
*walking home tipsy from the pub, heading to the front door remembering Freddie. Going out the side of the house to the garage, trying to be quiet, but knocking everything over* Fuck…
The fuck… *quietly walking over to the garage not seeing you but hearing things being knocked over still, going grabbing a baseball bat sticking my head again* Hello…? *coming in looking around*
It’s just- *tripping over some boxes, falling splayed out in the ground in front of you* ugh.
*relaxing when i see its you* Geez why are you sneaking into our garage?
*rolling over onto my back* Cause I’m a *holding my finger and thumb an inch apart* liiiiiiiiiiiittle intoxicated.
Just a little? *watching you shaking my head* And being a little intoxicated made you forget we have a front door?
No, *shaking my head* I remembered you had Freddie today so I came out here until I was sober.
I dont have Freddie today anymore. Bri’s familys going on a picnic. *mumbling to myself* Which you were invited to.. *sighing* Lets just get you inside?
But you didn’t tell me I was invited? *looking up at you with a blank expression
I came back to ask if you wanted to go because you wouldn’t answer your phone.. *holding my hand out* Doesn’t matter come on.
*looking at you confused* You didn’t call… *feeling around in my pockets, looking for my phone, not finding it. Covering my face* I’m sorry…
*kneeling in front of you, taking your hands away kissing your forehead* Its fine,Aidon. It was only a random picnic. Now will you please get off the garage floor?
*sitting up, getting up a bit off balance, plopping on the hood of my car, looking at you*
*watching you, seeing youre just looking at me* What?
*shaking my head, getting up heading to the house*
*following you* Are you alright?
No… *stumbling a bit with the back steps and door*
*taking your arm helping you through the door* Love, whats wrong?
Us… *resting my head on your shoulder* Why are you pushing me away?
*staying quiet for awhile, hugging you* I.. Dont know… I dont mean to… Im sorry.
*hugging you back tightly*
*rubbing your lower back* I love you…
I love you too… *giving you a soft kiss on the lips*
*smiling resting my forehead against yours*
*pulling away, shaking my head* I wanted to know we didn’t need this… *shaking my head more* but… *getting disoriented tipping into a wall*
*reaching out trying to stop you* Careful, geez. You should sit down.. *taking your arm trying to lead you to the couch* and you said you only drank a little.
Pretty sure it was only a few drinks… *flopping on the couch, emediently falling over to lay on my side*
*smiling shaking my head* If you say so. Need me to grab you anything?
*shaking my head* I’m just gonna… Sleep here… I think…
Alright.. Tell me if you want anything. *Heading back down the hall to our room*
*passing out after you leave the room*