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@alya-stargazer
intro
hii name is Alya
( pls be respectful i'm a minor)
Queer
She/her
Things i like:
harry potter especially the marauders era (obviously), music, art, fanfictions, etc..
favorite artists the cure, the smiths, conan gray
Ships: Wolfstar, Jegulus, jily, rosekiller, etc..
i LOVE astronomy especially stars ( i am named after one what did you expecte)
loser bum chud spends her summer on byler tumblr and ao3, 6 months after show has ended
“Can’t two people of the same gender just be friends?”
Not on my watch they can’t.
"this meeting could've been an email" but instead it's "this ship war could've been a threesome"
mfs will complain fandom is "dying" and then bully and harass and police fic writers and fan artists
mike “fight or flight, i’d rather die than have to cry in front of you” wheeler
will “fight or flight, i’d rather die than tell you i’m in love with you” byers
hivemind
"If Mike's such a bad boyfriend why do you ship him with Will?"
Idk, maybe because he was actually good to Will? And even when he wasn't he always apologised and admitted he was in the wrong? Or maybe because Mike truly understands Will maybe better than anyone else (except for maybe Jonathan)? Maybe they've been best friends for years and their relationship isn't toxic? Maybe because it's actually one of the healthiest, if not the healthiest relationship in the show?
Look whom I found at pride today
Dorks
yesterday i was at a school trip and i saw a girl that was totally my type but i didn't know her because she was new at school and now i only know her first name and I've been looking for her account since then
and i am losing my MIND because i can't find it, i looked at every story anyone posted to see if they mention her but i think no one has her account because as i said she is new, i know you're thinking even if she's new it's been like 4 months since school started how does nobody know her, the answer is that in my country if you're in 9th grad (which is last year of middle school) you don't have to go to school so everyone just go when exams start, anyway i looked everywhere to find her account and i CAN'T and now i am sad that i can't stalk her even though i now i have no chance (there is like 0.000000000001% chance that she likes girls)
UPDATE!!! I FOUND HER ACCOUNT!! yayy
all the boys at school want her I CAN'T FIGHT THEM ALL
updated!!
so since i found her account I've been posting songs on my notes about her but of course it's not clear that it's about her UNTIL yesterday first let's call this girl marlene, so for some reason her username is Lily i don't know why since her name is not lily but anyway yesterday i posted a song it was lilac wine by jeff buckley and yes i posted it because of lilac and her username which could be her name is lily and then after a few hours she posted a song on her note and the lyrics said " as she calls her name, it could be mine " and yes I AM delusional enough to think this is about MY note also i didn't mention that she liked every single note i posted since i followed her and i did too of course that was to much rant about something so small but none of my friends know i like her so i just have no where else to talk about her aside from here
marlene updateee!
i saw her today at school because i had an exam and oh my god how pretty she looked, never knew someone could look this good wearing uniform but she was magical, i feel like she likes stars because she was wearing a star earring and on the trip she was wearing a star necklace ( i have the same exact necklace but i don't wear is at school because it's real gold) also notice she has frecklesss it's so cute and i kept thinking about it
and we made eye contact in the hallway, that's all what happened today we didn't talk much just said hi and asked her how she did in the exam
marlene update!!
i saw her today and yesterday and she looked really beautiful we still don't talk:( i really hope we could at least be friends so we can talk more and i feel that i am just delusional every time i think she smiles at me more than my other friends, i think she is just a nice person. when we said hi today i hugged her longer than the others. i didn't want to leave her so soon, i want her to like me so bad and i know she wouldn't and i know that i mostly have a crush on the version of her that i made in my mind and i don't know what to do now
marlene update
i didn't update the last few days but some things happened, so last Tuesday i posted a story before going to school i had done my hair differently that day ( i usually straighten it but that day i styled my curls instead) when i went to school she complemented my looks ( more than once if i remember correctly) and after school she replied to my story saying "masterpiece masterpiece masterpiece " when i replied saying that she's more beautiful i though that was going to be the end of it BUT she replied again saying " You're absolutely amazing, I love your taste in music so much " at that point i was like frhhlvdhkucjxhoudmg I LOVE LOVE LOVE when someone complement my taste in music because for me my music is who i am it's me and it's my everything so complementing my music is like complementing every single part of my soul after that we kept replying to each others storys or notes and thats every thing and now i am crashing out because i wouldn't be able to see her for MONTHS because as i said before we only go to school for exams and we just started holiday so i guess the updates are going to stop for a while unless any thing happened online
marlene update!!
i DIDN'T think an update would come that soon i though i would update after like 6 months or something BUT something happened actually it's the biggest thing thqt happened until now
so yesterday she posted a story on instagram and the song was ' there is a light that never goes out ' so i replied to it by " i love the smiths " (it's a popular movie reference if you don't know) and then she said " what? "and i said " i said i love the smiths "
you know just the reference and then she sent a voice massage singing the song (it was adorable 😭) anyways after the she asked me if i actually like the smiths and i said yes because i do love the smiths and then we talked about music (my favorite topic to talk about ) and we gave each other recommendations for other artists and then we talked about movies, anime, art, school and other stuff we literally talked for FOUR HOURS i don't even talk to my best friend that much it is the most i talked to anyone in WEEKS maybe even months anyway i think we are much closer now and she said she is going to make me something ( she does handmade accessories ) and we said we want to meet so i think it's going well!
marlene update!!
as i said in the last updated it's going well so this is going to be really small because nothing big happened but we now talk! not every day amd it's small conversions but it's something but i started learning to crochet and i told her and she told me to make her a Lily flower when i get better at it and i said that i was already going to do that so that's all because as i said nothing really interesting happened but i am mainly doing theses updates to myself and i though i would like to remember that if i ever come back to read this after a while
marlene update!!
this one is also going to be small but i finally asked her why her username is different from her actual name and she said that her grandfather wanted to name her marlene but her mother wanted to name her lily so even when they named marlene they called her lily but then when she moved every one in her new school called her marlene and she told me to just call her whatever and i told her that i would call her lily and honestly i just choose because i want to call her something not everyone in school call her by i kind of want to be different to her you know and we still talk obviously we send reels to eachother and we where even talking about getting a matching piercing and the song "there is a light that never goes out" is basically our song now ( in my mind atleast)
marlene update
hii i haven't updated in a while but that's because i don't know what to say at first little things happened so i always updated them but now we talk nearly every day but it's mostly small talks and sending reels also i noticed that when i post a note of a song/artist she likes she replies to them also i am trying to flirt so hard but i feel like she takes it as nothing and it doesnt help that i am flirty with my friends normally if anyone have an idea on what i should do please tell me 😔
marlene update!!
something happened... it is silly but i feel like its still something a few days ago i started putting this flower 🌸 with my song notes that are about her (literally every single one) and today she posted a note ( the song was for the first time by Mac DeMarco) with this flower 🌺 and she NEVER puts anything normally so is that a sign for something or am i just being delusional? also we send each other reels of Nana and marceline and bubble gum princess as in us bit i don't know if she knows that marceline and bubble gum princess were actually together or no and she also didn't watch nana before but she says she always see edits if it and want to watch so she could also not now that they were together anyways what do guys think of that
marlene update..
she is homophobic... i don't even know what to say more i feel so miserable about it even when there was nothing between us and i know i wasted my time on liking someone that i knew is probably not like me but i don't think that feelings can ever be a waste, i predicted it but i didn't want to be sure
I was really debating whether I should post again about her or not, but i think it will just me ranting about her even when I know my chance went from 0.00000001 to just 0 but the thing is that I don’t understand if she is actually homophobic or not because I knew she was homophobic when we were talking about a show and I was kind of testing the waters so I said that I find alot of people shipping those two characters ( they're both men ) and she said that she find really disgusting but the day after we were talking about another show that had a canon lesbian relationship and she said that she didn't have a problem with them so is she like homophobic towards gays but not lesbians or like what also i still like her because I am pathetic like that and I feel that there's distance growing between us we don't really talk much and she doesn't even like or reply to my notes anymore
Umm... so she hasn't responded to me since last Tuesday...It’s Sunday nearly a week at that point i just hope she doesn't have WiFi or something because she didn't even see my messages but she literally sent me a streak on Snapchat today at 1 in the morning so I don’t know i just don't know
Update
Her phone was getting fixed for five days so she couldn't respond to me and about the streak idk I just don't know
THREE DAYS LEFT UNTIL I SEE HER I AM SO EXCITEDDDD also three days left to an exam that I didn't study for but whatever,I was thinking about getting her something but I just don't know what i should be getting her and I don’t really have time to go anywhere i went out a few days ago and I was trying really hard to find something for her but nothing seemed fitting i was thinking something that looks effortless like i just saw it and it reminded me of her
MARLENE UPDATE
I SAW HER TODAYYYY oh my god, oh my god, oh my god SHE WAS SO PRETTY as always of course when I first went into the school I was looking for her and a few moments later I saw her coming into the school she didn't see me going to her until I tapped on her shoulder and she hugged me really tightly and i kissed her cheeks my heart was basically out of my body at that point we didn't have much time and we had to go to our classes to take the exam and then after it i saw her and asked her what she did but again we couldn't talk because she went out of the school and I was still looking for my friends when I found them we went to her breakfast everyone in the school goes to that exact place so I was sure she was there she was there with her friends but I went to buy water first so by the time I returned my friends had already went to order I was sitting at the table and I asked my best friend to go tell our other friends to order me something and of course she said no so then Marlene took the money and asked what I wanted and got up and told my friend what I wanted even though she had a stomach ache it's not a big thing but I thought it was sweet then after a while we were already getting uber and she was tired so she wanted to leave without her friends i asked where is the way to her home because I wanted to offer to take her with us she said she just walk so I assumed it was near but I wish I had offered still anyway we just said bye and I kissed her cheeks again
MARLENE UPDATE
okay so today I didn't see her before the exam I think she was maybe a bit late or something then after it I saw her and she hugged me I literally hug her like she is my wife and I am back from war at that time my friends were taking pictures and I really didn't want to so I was standing with her and her friends 10 minutes later the teachers started to tell us to go out and her and her friends were going out and my friends were still taking pictures and I felt like she a little hesitated to go with her friends or stay with me but she got out then they were still standing outside the school but after a while she and her friends went to get breakfast and I couldn't leave my friends so we followed them maybe 10 minutes later or something after we got breakfast one of her friends was telling me that she feels like I have a unique personality and Marlene kept saying yes and complimenting me she said that I have an awesome personality i don't really no how to say it in English because the literal translation would be horrible don't ask me how that's just how Arabic works then my friend wanted to leave so we got up and she hugged me again really tightly because we are not going to see each other for a long time (next exam is 4/6) I never thought i would say that but I with the summer holiday to end quickly because next year we would hate to go to school every so I will see her more
You know what time is it
MARLENE UPDATE!!!! and exams season but whatever
So today I didn't see her before her exam because her exam room is different than mine she in the floor over me i looked for her but I couldn’t find her after the exam I saw hae and as usual we just hugged and stuff she got and answer wrong and was a little sad but after we went to get breakfast we saw her crying with her friends because her mom is really strict about grads and am ABSOLUTELY SHIT at comforting people my friend that isn't even close to her knew how to comfort her better and also do you know when you feel like you are an outsider when you are with some people who are all friends and you're not close to them that's literally how I feel when with her and her friends anyways after that we were in the supermarket and a girl from our school was playing with a lighter she put it close to Marlene's face so her mode was ruined even more after that I only really saw her from afar and didn't talk more but I sent her a message when I went home
Marlene updateeee
I saw her today, yesterday and the day before but nothing happened but TODAY nothing really happened too except that I spent the 30 min break between the two exams with her and her friends and also I carried her and spined her around which is silly and I also carried all her friends so it's nothing and then when we went to get breakfast ,there wasn't enough seats so when she came to sit i told her to just sit on my lap AND SHE DID which is also probably nothing because I do that with my friends all the time but I had the best view of her freckles EVER so I got to admire her anyways
Updateee
Hey so today was last day of school so I probably won't see her for a loooooong time unless we met outside of school ( I hope ) today was pretty amazing it was a really beautiful day and we had lots of fun and we were sticking to each other the whole time she also gave me two things ! One : a pocket mirror with a small hair comb that she said because I always try to fix my bangs when it looks weird 😭 ( I have pretty short bangs) she also made me a little bracelet that has a bead with my favourite colour and We signed our fingerprints on the school wall like a heart and wrote our names under it then just 10 min ago her friend posted a story and it was like a wall that has all their names on it and MY NAME is wasn't even there and it was sighed " by Marlene " so she wrote my name when I wasn't even there!! I think that's all. I will only update big things after that, byeee
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