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[alyannaei]

Hi.

Ang lungkot.

I lost my self again.

Nakakapagod.

[alyannaei]

4 AM

Hindi ako makatulog.

Siguro dahil iniisip ko na naman yung mga bagay na hindi ko na dapat iniisip.  Binabalikan ko na naman yung mga bagay na dapat limot ko na. Para akong nakakulong sa kahon. Sa kahon ng nakaraan na hindi ko mapakawalan. Nahihirapan ako. Hindi ako makahinga. Gusto ko ng kumawala. 

Gusto ko na ng panibago. Gusto ko ng magbago. Gusto ko ng maging maayos. Gusto ko na ng direksyon. Ng tamang direksyon. 

[alyannaei]

I wish I could say  I'm happy.

But I'm not.

I wish I could smile genuinely.

But I can't.

I want the pain to stop.

But it won't.

[alyannaei]

Ang saya saya siguro magmahal kung tamang tao yung minamahal mo. 

[alyannaei]

Bucket full of tears Baby know I'm here I'm here waiting

Close your precious eyes And just realize I'm still fightingFor you to be with me Sit under this tree And we can watch the sun rise We can watch the sunrise

Wake up feel the air that I'm breathin' I can't explain this feeling that I'm feelin' I won't go another day without youI know it feels like no one's around But baby you're wrong

Just get rid of that fear Promise that I'm here I'll never be goneSo baby come with me We can fly away And we can watch the stars shine

And baby you can be my love

Wake up feel the air that I'm breathin' I can't explain this feeling that I'm feelin' I won't go another day without you  Hold on, I promise it gets brighter And when it rains, I'll hold you even tighter I won't go another day without you 

And this is me tonight No more games and no more lies And I know it's right 'Cause of the way you look into my eyes And when I hold you tight, The worries disappear, I'm glad you're in my life

Wake up feel the air that I'm breathin' I can't explain this feeling that I'm feelin' I won't go another day without you  Hold on, I promise it gets brighter And when it rains, I'll hold you even tighter I won't go another day without you 

And I won't I won't go another day Without you

[alyannaei]

Kausap.

[alyannaei]

WHAT'S UP LIFE? USAD NAMAN TAYO, BAKA PWEDE NAMAN :-)

[alyannaei]

12/28/16

Ang saya ko lang. Thank you Lord.

[alyannaei]

Stuck between bad decisions and good intentions.

Ang hirap magmahal pero ang saya! Anuna :-( 

[alyannaei]

Bwisit ka humabol ka pa sa 2016, di ka na nagsawang gaguhin ako. 

[alyannaei]

depression is killing me

[alyannaei]

I just want my old self back.

[alyannaei]

You left me with chaotic mind and poisoned heart.

[alyannaei]

Napaka mapaglaro mo. 

[alyannaei]

Totoo yung sagot ko. Okay lang ako :) Okay na ako. 

[alyannaei]

kamusta ka na alyanna?

[alyannaei]