ethereal

[alyfuckinj]

this pain is temporary and i can get through it

[alyfuckinj]

i'm still in love with you and hope some part of you still loves me too. i think about how i should've been more present and should've listened to you, i should've included you and done more. i hope one day we can be together and both of us be able to fit better with each other. it makes me sad you're doing all these things now but in reality i know i just wish i was by your side and experiencing them with you and that's what makes me sad rather than you doing things. i wish i could've hung out with your friends and you

i wish things were different and i think about how if you're happier without me i'd rather you be happy than with me. i truthfully mean that. i lost a lot more than just you and i hate where im at half the time, hopefully it stops hurting this bad soon.

[mysterium-solis]

Skeleton with Flowers by Kawanabe Kyosai (1831-1889)

[road0flife]

[ousadz]

[tree-whispering]

been pressing lots of flowers and leaves lately

[thecalminside]

The heavy is the root of the light.

The unmoved is the source of all movement.

-Lao Tzu

[finding-happiness-in-the-dark-d]

I get so happy and proud of people when i see they choose recovery again after relapsing.. like im so proud of you buddy and i hope good things happen to you

[nobrashfestivity]

(Unknown) Photograph of Frida Kahlo in the Hospital, Diego and Frida 1950-51

[pikaole]

The unchanging Monday mood

[alyfuckinj]

really hurting

[bunnihearted]

[alyfuckinj]

[adamthegirl]

by otto magus

[alyfuckinj]

grieving my current life because my new one is going to be worth it.

my new space of growth is worth the distance, it's worth the change, i am fundamentally making the biggest change of my life. a lifestyle change, an environmental change, i deserve to bloom in a beautiful environment that promotes my growth.

i feel like i'm at the top of the rollercoaster, front row, looking around to only realize no one's around me, and it feels like i'm going so fast my eyes are watering and i can't face forward and in reality this is the affect of time, it waits for no one.

my attachment with time is so interesting. to be grieving a life i'm currently blessed to live- why not enjoy every minute. why not enjoy the temporary part and make that part that much more sweet. i finally see, i am finally seeing.

"i won't be afraid" is what i keep telling myself but i am definitely afraid, to move through the fear and anxiety and to BREATHE. i always forget i can breathe through the fear, one thing at a time.

[kairosrhys]

🔥 The Sky Clad in Flames, Reflecting the Quiet Solitude of Withered Trees 🍂 (Soft Pastel) 🎨

[kairosrhys]

When the Sky Kisses the Earth in Soft Pastels: A Tranquil Tale of Sunset🌄🎨