♔ Bogart.

Hey there! It's me, Alyanna Hernandez. This blog is my private online journal. I decided to create another blog because I wanted to get away from relatives who are following me in my other blog. So yeah, brace yourself. I will bombard you with my endless drama. And please, whatever you read here, stays between you and me. You have no right to tell others of what I blog about.

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NOSE BLEED

Gosh, haha. I knooow.

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I haven't started my General Technology project and it's due tomorrow. I woke up at 10am, I didn't text Karis.. I had no load at that time. And my wallet was with mom, and mom went to work by the time I woke up. -.-"

So I did my GT Project instead. I made a book cover with a title "Keep Calm and Act LIKE A BOSS." I did pretty good. Well, for me. Even though it looked like it came out from a barbie shop.

After finishing my project, I was online in facebook. Actually I was invisible cause I was playing tetris and I didn't want to be disturbed. But then I daw that Karis was online so I messaged him. I said, "HUUY." and he didn't reply. I explained why I haven't texted him or replyed to him but he went offline without saying anything back. I got pissed and played tetris battle the whole day. -.-"

I got guilty and I asked my friends to text Karis instead. I told them to say "Sorry daw sabi ni Ali." I think, I'm not sure, but I think a lot of my friends texted him, haha. How very kind of my friends. Because after about 5 minutes of asking that favor, Karis texted me saying he wasn't really mad. And I got happy. I wasn't pissed anymore, but I still didn't reply to him not until 4am in the morning.

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Page 1 of 366.

I woke up, texted Karis good morning and went to change for breakfast. My mom, dad, Kyle and I all went to the restaurant and left my older sister in our room since she doesn't eat anything but spaghetti. (Don't take it literally.) We ordered breakfast and while waiting for the food to be served, Kyle was being a brat. So we told her (since she's already in her swim suit) to go swimming instead, and mom called my older sister to go to the pool and watch over Kyle. When breakfast was served, I wasn't pleased at all. I hated it. There was nothing special on what they served us, but one meal costs Php260.00 and three of us ate so that means we paid them Php780.00 for just the three of us. We should have just ate at McDonald's..

After finishing my food, I went to the pool and left mom and dad at the table. They were reading newspapers and nobody wanted to talk to me so I left instead. When I got to the pool my sister was not in a good mood. Obviously, it was because mom asked her to watch over Kyle even though she didn't want to. After about 15mins, dad came and told us to go back in the room and take a bath and he'll take over in watching Kyle. But when me and my sister got back in our room, we didn't take a bath and we just watched "Percy Jackson and the Olympians : The Lightning thief."  After about 45mins, dad came and we were still not taking a bath. I thought he'd get mad at us, but he didn't. I was really surprised. Then mum called and told us to take a bath so we can watch over Kyle later while she's taking a bath. When I finished taking a bath, I went to the pool to take over in watching Kyle. When I got there, I saw Ishie and Job (they're with us in the hotel) playing with Kyle. And by 12 30 PM, they all decided to stop swimming since they're all hungry and they want to eat lunch. So we all went up to our rooms and when Kyle and I entered the room, she went to take a bath and I watched Spongebob while waiting for her. Then after she took a bath, we ate our lunch.

After lunch, we all decided to go to Nuvali, Solenad because ate Nikki wanted a tour. We went to the bazzar and ate at Uncle Cheffy's. We had Pizza and pasta. After eating, ate Nikki and her family went back to the hotel while we went home.

Upon reaching home, all I did was text Karis, eat and sleep. I was tired, I guess.

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I'm very in love with him and I'm happy.

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I will be writing again starting next year.

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I was bored. Taken 3 days ago. Ha-ha. 

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Spell mo I-N-G-G-I-T. Kahit ilang beses mo pang sabihing napaka Over Rated na ng mga gumagawa ng ganito kasi masyado nang marami ang gumagawa nito, ay leche lang! Kung ikaw kaya ang babaeng pinag-effortan nito, masasabi mo pa rin ba kayang napaka over rated na nito? Tapos kung ikaw naman eh lalaki at nasasabi mong, masyado nang common yan, sige nga ikaw nga! May naisip ka bang MAS bongga? Like what? ipa-billboard sa Edsa yung Will u be my gf? Hindi naman sa pa-bonggahan yan eh, nasa effort lang yan.Kasi kung ako yung andito, ewan. Nanlanta na siguro tuhod ko, di na ako makakagalaw sa pagka speechless sa nakita ko. Grabe lang kasi. Pero alam ko namang di ko mararanasan to. #tanggap ko na teh! HAHA. Kahit simpleng banner, or idea lang to, shit pa rin thumbs up sa effort! Plus, sa part nung guy eh wala nang hiya hiya para lang gawing successful to. Ay shit! Grabe lang. Grabe. :)))

Bihira as in RARE/ EXTINCT species na ang mga lalaking ganito ka-sweet. Yung iba kasi feeling nila, magtype lang sila ng mahabang wallpost at ipost sa wall ng girl, eh grabeng kilig na yun. Siguro sa iba oo. Pero diba naman. Iba pa rin yung talagang pinag-isipan nung taong mahal mo kung paano ka pakiligin, pano humungi ng sorry sayo. Paano ka sorpresahin. Ibang iba kasi pag nilagyan ng effort eh. Mas makikita at malalaman kasi hindi lang ikaw kundi ng tao sa paligid at mga taong tumulong na mahal na mahal ka talaga niya. Sino ba naman magaaksaya ng panahon na mag chuchu ng ganyan kung di ka mahal diba? 

Ako kaya, siguro mamamatay na talaga akong inggitera! HAHAHA. Ano kayang feeling? Yung maiiyak ka sa sobrang tuwa at kilig? Grabe lang. ASDFGHJKL! Walang wala ang mga simpleng pabigay bigay na lang ng bouquet na malalanta din naman ng isang linggo, walang sinabi sa memories na makukuha mo pag nakaranas ka ng ganito, kasi kahit gaano na katagal nangyari, pag naaalala mo, andun pa din yung kilig.

Shit. Inggit talaga ako. HAHAHA #foreveringgitera

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Karistiko <3

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What I hate about being a girl:

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Periods

Period cramps

Sore tits

Mood swings

Picking out outfits for the day

Styling hair after showering

Having a hard time running cause of your tits

Making sure you don’t get pregnant

Carrying the baby

Being called a bitch, whore, hoe for no apparent reason

Make sure you don’t get raped

Having pedophiles hit on you

Oh, and fancying the fuck out of someone that doesn’t know you exist on the earth.

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This Christmas SUCKS big time. I hate it. I hate this year. I hate the fact that my cousins are away, I hate the fact that there's no Christmas Party in our family this year, and I hate the FUCKING FACT that MY PARENTS ARE ALWAYS FUCKING FIGHTING.

What a FUCKING Christmas we have this year! Ayoko na! Putragis naman! Kala niyo KAYO LANG apektado pag nagaaway kayo! Grabehan! Maghiwalay na lang kayo! Maghiwalay na lang tayong lahat! Put....! GRABE! Maintindihan niyo sana ko kung puro mura andito sa post na to kasi di ko na talaga kayang itago pa nararamdaman ko.

Kung ano kinasaya ng parents ko pag okay sila, pag okay ang lahat, yun ang ikinapangit pag may problema. I AM SERIOUSLY GONNA KILL MYSELF IF SOMETHING I DON'T EVER WANT TO HAPPEN, HAPPENS.

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You know what sucks?

When you have no money with you and you wanna go out with your friends.

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3 months.

3 months rule - From the Philippine movie, "One more chance."

^They say before you get in another relationship you have to wait 3 months to fully be over your previous one. Well, it's been 1 month and 7 days since we uhm how do I put this... Though we're not committed (because he didn't court me) it's been 1 month and 7 days since he broke up with me.

And I'm not fully over him. But I don't really care about him that much anymore. Maybe after 3 months I will be over him :)

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Convo w/ my past.

Jason: Oh diba? May bago ka na kse.. Di ka na nag reply eh. Tss

Ako: May crush ako hahaha.

Jason: Sino?

Ako: Basta kilala mo. Haha

J: Tss. Miguel? Sbhn mo na.. Ayaw mo na naman eh.. Diba?

A: lol. Hindi si Miguel.

J: ? Sbhn na. Go. I accept naman e..

A: Bakit ba muna?

J: Ayy. Bawal malaman? Wow.

A: Bakit nga muna :)))

J: Gusto ko nga lang malaman. Anong gagawin ko sakanya? Aawayin ko? Tss. Hndi na naman kita HAWAK e. Sus. Tas ayaw pa sabihin? Wow. Ang bilis mo nga e. Pero okay lang men, jan ka masaya e

A: WOW ha. Crush lang. Oo nga hindi mo ko hawak, kasi BUMITAW ka. And okay lang. Medyo tanggap ko na. Its okay. Magsaya na lang kayo ni Andi Wag mo sasaktan. K? Tas ako pa mabilis ah. hahaha. Ge lang

J: Oh see? Alam mo namang paiba iba ung wallpaper ko e. Simula sa una pa lang wala ka ng tiwala. Diba? Tss. Katext ko lang po ung tao. Hindi ako bumitaw men.. Sadyang WALA nga akong oras diba? Parang ako kse ung tumatayong tatay dito sa bahay e. Sana maintindihan mo.. Si Kr? Lahat ng assignments nya, tinuturuan ko sya. Wew. Nauubusan ako ng oras Aly. Tss. Tas Andi? Tsss. Sino ba ung crush mo? Sbhn mo nga para maintindihan ko..

4:37pm

A: Tsssss. You don't need to know Basta siya. Nung kaylangan ko ng kausap, anjan. Nung INIWAN MO KO, sinamahan niya ko. Yun lang Jason, gusto ko lang naman kasi hindi tayo bitter sa isat-isa. Yung friends tayo. Pero kung ayaw mo, sige. i understand.

J: Ahh. Karis. Edi ako na nangiwan. Ge. Kasalanan ko lahat. Ge

A: Hindi kita sinisisi kasi MAY mali din ako. Ge

J: Karis diba? Sagutin mko.

4:41pm

A: Pano mo nasabing si Karis?

J: Kse hnd mo sinagot agad? Tska, ano ako bulag?

Nung kaylangan ko ng kausap, anjan. Nung INIWAN MO KO, sinamahan niya ko. ????

A: Hindi nga kami naguusap ni Karis e?

J: KARIS

J: tssssssss

4:42pm

A: Oo si Karis.

J: ?

J: Ge.

J: Deny pa?

A: Si Karis nga. Ikaw kasi eh, sabi mo di ka bulag e di nga kami naguusap..

A: OO na nga si Karis ngaa

J: Bkit di mo sabihin kung sino?

J: Daming pasikot sikot e.

J: ??

4:43pm

J: Ge

Like why do you even give a fck about my lovelife? You don't own me. You took me for granted back then. You treated me like an accessory. You didn't make me feel like I'm worth something. Well, actually you did. But only in the beginning. You let go of ME, I didn't let go of you. I sacrificed a lot and you didn't seem like you even care. So, GG dre.

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I hate it when my parents are fighting.

Who likes it anyway. I'm just not used to it, even though they fight almost every week. It's just that were always so happy and when they fight, I feel like they're gonna break up :'(

That's why whenever they fight, I just can't help it to "BUTT-IN." I know it's none of my business. But, they don't know that when they fight, me and my sisters are also affected...

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Rest in peace, Jan Tandiama.

So. Earlier I was viewing his brother's facebook account and I saw a lot of condolence message on his wall. I was shocked, and hurt when I saw one of the posts that said, "Ej, my sincerest condolences to you and to the whole family. I saw a while ago how deeply affected you were when Bebeng was struggling for his life. And i am amazed by the love that you have for our brother. Mahal ka ni ate roms! Be strong!"

I was hurt.. Though we weren't really friends, Jan still became a huge part of my life. I had a crush on him. I used to travel from Sta.Rosa to Marikina just to see him. Though we never talked in person, we still texted. And I know, I got irrated and got mad at him the last time we spoke. But still. He was a part of my life, and I'm very much affected of what happened.

I don't even know if he still remembers me... All that I know is he's the Jan Tandiama I had a huge crush on last last summer. And even if I didn't become a part of his life, he still became a huge part of mine.

You will be missed by everyone, Gab. I know it. I'm sorry, and I will miss you even if I wasn't really a part of your life.

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To be honest, Im not good at relationships.

Either I cant handle it, I get cheated on, i’m not good enough, the other person stops trying, or it just doesnt work.