i had to log onto my laptop to put all of this under a readmore because it got long, but this is something i wanted to get off my chest and i think i’d much rather do it myself than send these to rpts. not that i don’t respect rpts, i just feel like it’ll be better coming from the exact source with the whole story. aNYWAYS, here we go.
DISCLAIMER: i am not trying to bully anyone, i am not trying to play the victim though it may look like it. i am not trying to tell you that i am above these people because i certainly am not, i’m just as gross and nasty as them as proven by my own actions, and i accept that part of this is my fault as well.
alright, since we're exposing this group i wanna get this off my chest. since this argument i have come to realize that I, TOO, HAVE SOME FAULT IN THIS. yes, i may have taken things ooc when they were ic. in my defense, it was typically stuff that was uncalled for and came from like 5 muns at the same time.
i remember being so excited to join the rp because one of my good friends was admining it. she was doing such a good job with it and i admired all the work she put into it. i genuinely loved this roleplay when it started out.
i started off playing my dove cameron fc, tilly. tilly was a little bit of a problematic character and i'll admit, i did have some trouble distinguishing between ic and ooc drama. but hell, this was when the rp was at its PRIME. i even was able to be involved in a plot where tilly was killed and resurrected days later after her body was taken from the morgue. i don't remember what exactly happened the first time i left but i remember being very overwhelmed, so i left.
now, about a week later, i ask if it's okay if i come back to the roleplay because i had taken time to calm down. so, i reapply as molly carmichael, the lili reinhart fc. i was SO excited to play molly, she was a new character of mine and i was also lucky enough to find two muns immediately who wanted to be friends with molly, both of which being riverdale fcs. this'll come back in later.
i wanna say a couple weeks passed before i started to notice some shit going on, and during these couple of weeks i was involved in a plot drop as well, though not as serious as tilly's which i didn't mind. i, along with other muns, started to get annoyed with characters being killed every other day, but i only ever voiced it with my friends because i felt like it wasn't that big of an issue.
now, the real issue was the blur between ic and ooc. again, I WILL ADMIT THAT I MAY HAVE HAD TROUBLE DISTINGUISHING IC FROM OOC. I AM NOT A PERFECT PERSON. but, when it happens more than once and when nobody listens when you ask to stop because you're uncomfortable, there's a problem.
the first argument i was like, okay, it's all just ic and that's cool. but not even 24 hours later my character is being attacked again by AT LEAST 5 characters. it was very overwhelming and I MAY HAVE SAID THINGS IN THE MOMENT THAT I DIDN'T MEAN, but i still stand by everything i said.
when i had posted ooc saying "im not here for the out of pocket attacks on molly" which yes is a very petty and gross thing to put on the tl, THIS was how i was treated. i felt very personally attacked by this person i had thought of as my friend, and i hope others can see why i felt and feel that way to this day.
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