ᵎᵎ pairing: &team hyung line x reader ♱ word count: 00 ♱ genre: fluff , suggestive ♱ tags: down bad teamies, situationship!teamies, g.neutral!reader, texting w/ teamies, good luck to yall legs ♱ synopsis: “No it’s me kicking it.” ♱ an: y’all lovee the texting teamies stuff so heres another ! ♱ @kstrucknet @lune-net
ᵎᵎ pairing: sim jaeyun x reader ♱ word count: 813 ♱ genre: fluff , semi suggestive ♱ tags: nonidol au, high school au, forbidden love?, senior!jake, junior!reader, throwing rocks at your window type lore, jakes a loser in love and reader is too, late nights ♱ synopsis: “Rapunzel, Rapunzel, let down your hair or however that bullshit goes.” ♱ an: aaaaa COMEBACK TIMEEE i love jakey poo ♱ @kstrucknet @lune-net
late nights were a blessing for you. they were a break for the chaotic mess of your life that you usually needed an escape to. noted you had it all, loving parents, somewhat annoying siblings, big house, went to a great school, decent grades, good looks. but what lacked, was freedom.
your parents were the type to overly worry, the usual, no boys, no going out past 11 o’clock, no sneaking out, no this no that. you were fucking sick of it. you got it they wanted to shield you from certain things, them having you at a young age and being scared you’d do the same. but the overwhelming behavior drained you day after day.
so when you heard the light taps at your window, your heart started skipping a beat as excitement flooded into your chest. without wasting a second, you turned the lock on your door as you made your way back over to your window. doing a quick fix up as you quietly opened the curtains and pushed open the window.
“rapunzel, rapunzel, let down your hair or however that bullshit goes.” jake’s voice was quiet but loud enough for only you to hear, quiet giggles bubbling in your throat as you whisper shouted back. “oh how romantic, my own flynn ryder that forgets his lines.”
jake’s eyes rolled in unamusement as you snorted, already making his way to the shed to grab your dad’s work ladder as he moved it against the side of your house without a sound. having done this way too many times and almost getting caught more than he’d like to admit, he’s turned into somewhat of a pro at this.
you backed away from the window as he made it to the top, climbing inside and closing the window gently enough not to make the ladder shudder as he let out a soft breath. “that shits such a work out.” you snickered at the way he glared at the door as you wrapped your arms loosely around his neck, grinning from ear to ear as you whispered.
“yet you still do it every night without skipping a heart beat.” jake’s hands found their way to your waist as he shrugged, scoffing softly as he leaned in to whisper lowly. “that’s because its the only way I can see you outside of school and without your parents freaking out.”
a sigh escaped your lips at that, rolling your eyes as you ran your fingers along the back of his neck. “i’m sorry.. they’re so relaxed with everything but when it comes to shit like this, no way.” goosebumps ran down jake’s arms at the touches, his arms wrapping around you tightly instead as he walked backwards to sit on the edge of your bed pulling you on top of him.
“it’s fine babe.. in all honesty I wouldn’t trade the thrill of this for anything. besides, what kind of guy what I be to let you run around single?” he grinned as he leaned up to press his lips onto your neck.
it was something you adored about jake, noted he was your first everything. first boyfriend, first kiss, first touch, first person willing to do anything to be with you. most guys would complain before even asking you out, saying how boring and annoying sneaking around was.
but not jake, he seemed to get off somehow on the thrill. on the thought of how what the two of you had was special, no guy had ever been willing to do what he does for you. it always made you realize what love was meant to feel like, what is what meant to always be, what you craved it to be.
jakes hands squeezing your waste snapped you back to reality, his features glowing in the soft light from your desk lamp as he whispered. “what’s racking your brain pretty girl?” you stared back at him for a moment, leaning in slowly to let your lips brush over his as you smiled.
“you. us. this.” jake never had to think hard to understand what you mean, giving you back a small nod as he grinned slightly. “yeah, i think about those things a lot too, mainly me of course.”
you snickered as you put your body weight on him, getting the hint instantly to lay back as he held you tightly against him. “promise you won’t leave until morning?” jake nodded as he brushed your hair back, holding the back of your head as he pulled you down the rest of the way. “i wouldn’t fucking dream of leaving you.”
—tags? tooth aching fluff. waiter!taki. strangers to lovers. love at first sight. nonidol au.
—warnings? like one cuss word. not proofread.
—words? 937
—a/n? HAPPY (late) VALENTINES DAY !!! part of the vday event for @kstrucknet sososo happy to participate blehh <3 my taki love ughhhh 🥹
| @kstrucknet | @lune-net |
valentines day. the day where love is every where you look, restaurants are overbooked from all the couples wanting a romantic night out, gifts being exchanged to pronounce ones love to each other and so on and so on..
it was the one holiday that was more sentimental than material, the day where everything felt overly special and romantic. yet here you were, fingers tapping along the table at ‘La ‘blanc’ as you waited for the date you’d been feeling butterflies in your stomach for nonstop.
it had been a good fourty minutes since the designated time, you’d already downed another glass of your mock’tail as you breathed out a rough sigh. “fucking hell. i can’t believe this is actually happening.. on valentines day off all day.”
you were thinking aloud as your head was burried in your hands, holding back the urge to sob and make a scene as a sweet voice perked your intrest. “would you like a refill..?”
your head shot up as you locked eyes with a young man not much older than you, it wasn’t your usual waiter rather than another you’d seen around. you blinked for a few seconds, the conversations fading into the background as you felt yourself swallow despite not having drank anything for a few minutes.
“oh.. um no thank you. i think i’m just gonna pay for the drinks i already had and go.” your words left your mouth along with a drawn out sigh as you reached into your bag for your wallet. a hand held your arm as the waiter stared down at you. “i.. i get off in a few.. why don’t i accompany you for dinner instead?” a smile spread across his lips as his pearly whites flashed you, your heart swelling as your mouth felt dry and butterflies bursted in yout stomach.
“you- you don’t have to do that really its fine.” the statement was responded with a shake of the head from the waiter as made a motion for you to wait before speeding off into the kitchen once more.
you weren’t able to even stomach what was happening right now. how you went from stood up to.. gaining another date all within a singular night? your brain throbbed from the confusion yet, you couldn’t help the small smile that was beginning spread across your lips.
“okay i don’t know anything about you, so i hope i guessed right and you don’t have an allergic reaction.” the nameless waiter chuckled nervously as a hint of worry laced his voice, his arm reaching over you to set down a steaming plate of steak and mashed potatoes as be set one down across from you with a small grin.
you couldn’t help the way your cheeks burned as you shook your head, laughing softly as you waved your hands. “no no don’t worry, i’m allergy free.” you joked as you both dug in.
“i’m riki by the way, everyone calls me taki tho since everyone in fucking japan is named riki.” he laughed as he swallowed down the fluffy mass of potato. you nodded in agreement as you introduced yourself as well, playfully extending a hand for him to shake as he happily obliged.
taki was.. definitely something. despite being a waiter you found out he was a street dancer on the side with way too much energy for you to keep up with. it was.. nice, different, the type of energy to make you smile till your cheeks cramped and your eyes watered from laughter.
the two of you sat at the table, the loudest ones (unapologetically) in the restaurant as you dined and got to know one another. two singles, one stood up and one fresh out of a mentally draining relationship getting together to celebrate a day of love how it should be celebrated.
taki smiled as he reached over to grab your hand that was set untouched on the table, his voice soft and hushed despite the restaurant closing a good hour ago. (his manager allowing him to use the space as long as he promised to clean it all up and close up.)
“i can’t lie.. i didn’t expect for this to be how i spent my valentines day.” he shrugged as he looked around the dimly let restaurant until his eyes drifted back to you. “is that a bad thing?” you heart panged as you asked the question, slowly sliding your hand away until taki’s other hand flew to hold yours tighter.
“hell no. absolutely not-! honestly, this has been the best and closest valentines day or- damn any day that i’ve felt.. genuine love? is that too soon? fuck i’m sorry.” taki facepalmed as he groaned, cheeks pink and red as he wanted to hide away for catching butterflies too fast.
i mean the both of you met mere hours ago, how could he be this into it all so quick. taki would’ve taken it back, but, the way you looked longily at him and squeezed his hand ever so slightly made him bite his tongue.
taki could feel it just from your silent eyes, how as strange as it was you did reciprocate his feelings. his fingers moved swiftly to intertwine with yours, his smile beaming happily as he knew he’d luckily score a second date with the valentine date he’d unknowingly found. and the both of you knew that you’d never, be able to take your eyes off one another.
lmao not you fiddling your way into @kissbyoon @jjjjeonww and @wonkierideul’s event bro💀
like it was THEIR TRIO event and you just had to bump your way into it? is that how lonely you are? you’re a fucking loser. i was looking forward to what the 3 of them were gonna write for vernon so we can see their collaboration in their writing for one member but you just ruined it with a classic “cupid’s arrows are meant to be shot at mortals not humans!” 💀💀💀💀
keep this in mind that you’re a meddling fuck ass weirdo bitch and that /@wonkierideul only invited you because she pitied you, not because she wanted you in the event. and im sure /@kissbyoon and /@jjjjeonww didn’t even want you in there too. they only said yes so they wouldn’t seem rude because thats how fucking loser you are.
HELP? who tf even are you? I'm sorry but are you close with honestly ANY of them? i never asked, let alone BEG dani to let me join the event, SHE was the one that asked me if i wanted to join the event. the only thing I've said before anything was "I've always wanted to make an event with a friend" because she promoted it on discord and it reminded me that I've always wanted to make an event with my moots. unlike you, I'm pretty close with dani. so who's the sore loser now? seems like it's YOU who don't even have the guts to write this without being anonymous. calling me a meddling weirdo when you're the one meddling into our friendship? i think it's the other way around. so stop dick riding, it's an ugly look. just know, my moots will see this including dani herself, so let's see who's the real loser. (also everyone's gonna see this, including the 3 cuties you tagged, oh well they're gonna bite your ass)
ALSO, please look forward to vernon's fic. I'll be sure to make it pierce your petty heart. the big ass arrow coming right at you, bitch. gtfo my blog.
Hello anon idk whoever you are and i dont wanna know who you are but actually what the fuck?? Is wrong w u???
I didn't give u permission NOR THE 3 OF US gave you permission to talk about our feelings abt not wanting ashley in the collab??? I did not invite ash js bcs i pity her its because i want everyone to be FAIR and to be HAPPY with this collab. If you dont like then scroll?? Hello?? Thats basically commonsense at this point.
Wise advice, dont go attacking people js bcs they're having fun together. Also ashley and i are close. We're like 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞 to the core. And i love my friends equally. Sure there r others who im close with but still FRIENDS ARE STILL FRIENDS.
Ashley first of all I'm so sorry this happened to you☹️☹️☹️ people js gotta be jealous and ruin the fun its actually crazy bcs what the actual fuck IM RLLY SORRY ASH 😔😔😔😔 ill fight people for u, idc if they're my fellow moots. As i stated, if u dislike one of my moots = go away or else ill fight u like jinja
Regarding about this issue, this is a psa to everyone:
TREAT EVERY WRITERS EQUALLY
All writers here on tumblr put efforts on their own writing just for YOU to enjoy because we truly enjoy sharing out ideas to people. An appreciation would be nice dont you think? Because we writers spent whole ass months, weeks, days on our fic because there's creativity going on here. and hearing this coming is js dissapointing.
this is actually saddening seeing this to happen to someone especially thats my close friend that's getting attacked. I'm sorry about this incident that happened. As the holder of this event/collab ill take responsibilities on everything that's going to happen here and i will get to the bottom of this and find out whoever sent this because i dont let things go easily especially when it comes to my friends.
ridiculous this shit even had to get talked about. anons pls stop hiding and talking shit the bitchless behavior is DISGUSTING. pls grow tf up and stfu
—tags? tooth aching fluff. waiter!taki. strangers to lovers. love at first sight. nonidol au.
—warnings? like one cuss word. not proofread.
—words? 937
—a/n? HAPPY (late) VALENTINES DAY !!! part of the vday event for @kstrucknet sososo happy to participate blehh <3 my taki love ughhhh 🥹
| @kstrucknet | @lune-net |
valentines day. the day where love is every where you look, restaurants are overbooked from all the couples wanting a romantic night out, gifts being exchanged to pronounce ones love to each other and so on and so on..
it was the one holiday that was more sentimental than material, the day where everything felt overly special and romantic. yet here you were, fingers tapping along the table at ‘La ‘blanc’ as you waited for the date you’d been feeling butterflies in your stomach for nonstop.
it had been a good fourty minutes since the designated time, you’d already downed another glass of your mock’tail as you breathed out a rough sigh. “fucking hell. i can’t believe this is actually happening.. on valentines day off all day.”
you were thinking aloud as your head was burried in your hands, holding back the urge to sob and make a scene as a sweet voice perked your intrest. “would you like a refill..?”
your head shot up as you locked eyes with a young man not much older than you, it wasn’t your usual waiter rather than another you’d seen around. you blinked for a few seconds, the conversations fading into the background as you felt yourself swallow despite not having drank anything for a few minutes.
“oh.. um no thank you. i think i’m just gonna pay for the drinks i already had and go.” your words left your mouth along with a drawn out sigh as you reached into your bag for your wallet. a hand held your arm as the waiter stared down at you. “i.. i get off in a few.. why don’t i accompany you for dinner instead?” a smile spread across his lips as his pearly whites flashed you, your heart swelling as your mouth felt dry and butterflies bursted in yout stomach.
“you- you don’t have to do that really its fine.” the statement was responded with a shake of the head from the waiter as made a motion for you to wait before speeding off into the kitchen once more.
you weren’t able to even stomach what was happening right now. how you went from stood up to.. gaining another date all within a singular night? your brain throbbed from the confusion yet, you couldn’t help the small smile that was beginning spread across your lips.
“okay i don’t know anything about you, so i hope i guessed right and you don’t have an allergic reaction.” the nameless waiter chuckled nervously as a hint of worry laced his voice, his arm reaching over you to set down a steaming plate of steak and mashed potatoes as be set one down across from you with a small grin.
you couldn’t help the way your cheeks burned as you shook your head, laughing softly as you waved your hands. “no no don’t worry, i’m allergy free.” you joked as you both dug in.
“i’m riki by the way, everyone calls me taki tho since everyone in fucking japan is named riki.” he laughed as he swallowed down the fluffy mass of potato. you nodded in agreement as you introduced yourself as well, playfully extending a hand for him to shake as he happily obliged.
taki was.. definitely something. despite being a waiter you found out he was a street dancer on the side with way too much energy for you to keep up with. it was.. nice, different, the type of energy to make you smile till your cheeks cramped and your eyes watered from laughter.
the two of you sat at the table, the loudest ones (unapologetically) in the restaurant as you dined and got to know one another. two singles, one stood up and one fresh out of a mentally draining relationship getting together to celebrate a day of love how it should be celebrated.
taki smiled as he reached over to grab your hand that was set untouched on the table, his voice soft and hushed despite the restaurant closing a good hour ago. (his manager allowing him to use the space as long as he promised to clean it all up and close up.)
“i can’t lie.. i didn’t expect for this to be how i spent my valentines day.” he shrugged as he looked around the dimly let restaurant until his eyes drifted back to you. “is that a bad thing?” you heart panged as you asked the question, slowly sliding your hand away until taki’s other hand flew to hold yours tighter.
“hell no. absolutely not-! honestly, this has been the best and closest valentines day or- damn any day that i’ve felt.. genuine love? is that too soon? fuck i’m sorry.” taki facepalmed as he groaned, cheeks pink and red as he wanted to hide away for catching butterflies too fast.
i mean the both of you met mere hours ago, how could he be this into it all so quick. taki would’ve taken it back, but, the way you looked longily at him and squeezed his hand ever so slightly made him bite his tongue.
taki could feel it just from your silent eyes, how as strange as it was you did reciprocate his feelings. his fingers moved swiftly to intertwine with yours, his smile beaming happily as he knew he’d luckily score a second date with the valentine date he’d unknowingly found. and the both of you knew that you’d never, be able to take your eyes off one another.
hihi !! i made a reblog n yap acc !! also probably gonna write a little there thunks are thunk. might match the theme there onto here too with the whole neoplotin enha buttt make it teamies i dunno yet
ᵎᵎ pairing: takayamariki x reader ♱ word count: 0.9k ♱ genre: fluff ♱ tags: tooth aching fluff. waiter!taki. strangers to lovers. love at first sight. nonidol au. like one cuss word. not proofread. ♱ synopsis: getting stood up sucks! .. unless ♱ an: HAPPY (late) VALENTINES DAY !!! part of the vday event for @kstrucknet sososo happy to participate blehh <3 my taki love ughhhh 🥹 ♱ @kstrucknet @lune-net
valentines day. the day where love is every where you look, restaurants are overbooked from all the couples wanting a romantic night out, gifts being exchanged to pronounce ones love to each other and so on and so on..
it was the one holiday that was more sentimental than material, the day where everything felt overly special and romantic. yet here you were, fingers tapping along the table at ‘La ‘blanc’ as you waited for the date you’d been feeling butterflies in your stomach for nonstop.
it had been a good fourty minutes since the designated time, you’d already downed another glass of your mock’tail as you breathed out a rough sigh. “fucking hell. i can’t believe this is actually happening.. on valentines day off all day.”
you were thinking aloud as your head was burried in your hands, holding back the urge to sob and make a scene as a sweet voice perked your intrest. “would you like a refill..?”
your head shot up as you locked eyes with a young man not much older than you, it wasn’t your usual waiter rather than another you’d seen around. you blinked for a few seconds, the conversations fading into the background as you felt yourself swallow despite not having drank anything for a few minutes.
“oh.. um no thank you. i think i’m just gonna pay for the drinks i already had and go.” your words left your mouth along with a drawn out sigh as you reached into your bag for your wallet. a hand held your arm as the waiter stared down at you. “i.. i get off in a few.. why don’t i accompany you for dinner instead?” a smile spread across his lips as his pearly whites flashed you, your heart swelling as your mouth felt dry and butterflies bursted in yout stomach.
“you- you don’t have to do that really its fine.” the statement was responded with a shake of the head from the waiter as made a motion for you to wait before speeding off into the kitchen once more.
you weren’t able to even stomach what was happening right now. how you went from stood up to.. gaining another date all within a singular night? your brain throbbed from the confusion yet, you couldn’t help the small smile that was beginning spread across your lips.
“okay i don’t know anything about you, so i hope i guessed right and you don’t have an allergic reaction.” the nameless waiter chuckled nervously as a hint of worry laced his voice, his arm reaching over you to set down a steaming plate of steak and mashed potatoes as be set one down across from you with a small grin.
you couldn’t help the way your cheeks burned as you shook your head, laughing softly as you waved your hands. “no no don’t worry, i’m allergy free.” you joked as you both dug in.
“i’m riki by the way, everyone calls me taki tho since everyone in fucking japan is named riki.” he laughed as he swallowed down the fluffy mass of potato. you nodded in agreement as you introduced yourself as well, playfully extending a hand for him to shake as he happily obliged.
taki was.. definitely something. despite being a waiter you found out he was a street dancer on the side with way too much energy for you to keep up with. it was.. nice, different, the type of energy to make you smile till your cheeks cramped and your eyes watered from laughter.
the two of you sat at the table, the loudest ones (unapologetically) in the restaurant as you dined and got to know one another. two singles, one stood up and one fresh out of a mentally draining relationship getting together to celebrate a day of love how it should be celebrated.
taki smiled as he reached over to grab your hand that was set untouched on the table, his voice soft and hushed despite the restaurant closing a good hour ago. (his manager allowing him to use the space as long as he promised to clean it all up and close up.)
“i can’t lie.. i didn’t expect for this to be how i spent my valentines day.” he shrugged as he looked around the dimly let restaurant until his eyes drifted back to you. “is that a bad thing?” you heart panged as you asked the question, slowly sliding your hand away until taki’s other hand flew to hold yours tighter.
“hell no. absolutely not-! honestly, this has been the best and closest valentines day or- damn any day that i’ve felt.. genuine love? is that too soon? fuck i’m sorry.” taki facepalmed as he groaned, cheeks pink and red as he wanted to hide away for catching butterflies too fast.
i mean the both of you met mere hours ago, how could he be this into it all so quick. taki would’ve taken it back, but, the way you looked longily at him and squeezed his hand ever so slightly made him bite his tongue.
taki could feel it just from your silent eyes, how as strange as it was you did reciprocate his feelings. his fingers moved swiftly to intertwine with yours, his smile beaming happily as he knew he’d luckily score a second date with the valentine date he’d unknowingly found. and the both of you knew that you’d never, be able to take your eyes off one another.
ᵎᵎ pairing: nicholaswang x reader ♱ word count: 1.6k ♱ genre: angst , fluff ♱ tags: exs to lovers , nonidol!reader , idol!nicholas , established relationship , hurt hurting hurt , cursing, skinship(?). kissing. ♱ synopsis: reconnecting with your ex out of the blue. ♱ an: this has to be my favorite work ngl… was thinking of making a pt 2 but like… not fluffy but um make up sex anyways ENJOY i love this i love nicho babes WAHHHH. somewhat insp by a night to remember by beabeedoobee and laufey ♱ @kstrucknet @lune-net
it was nights like this that you loathed the most, lonley and dry nights where the only action would be from the drunk strangers on the street arguing or running into poles they SWORE weren’t there before. you were out at some random bar you’d long forgotten the name of, watching the people around smile and laugh, cry and drown, or simply take up space and think.. much like you were currently doing.
you hadn’t really remembered the last time you had clear and beautiful memories, when being by yourself in your mind was more of a blessing rather than a stupid curse you were forced to be plauged with. getting up from the bar and paying for your single beer as you walked out into the cool feburary night air, taking in a deep breath as you continued through the lit up city night.
your feet dragged as you walk, not so much from being in a state from intoxication but morealess from not really wanting or needing to be anywhere. your head pounding from swampy thoughts as your eyes caught sight of a familiar scenery, the garden you’d find yourself at usually during the early mornings before work to have something calming to start your crampt work days.
the cold wood of the bench making your legs tremble as you sat down, crisscrossed to shoo off any nosey onlookers as you sighed briefly and stared out into the moonlit sky. the new moon making you hum in approval of its out of reach beauty as you felt the beer you were still hanging onto slip or rather, snatched out of your nimble fingers. “since when the fuck do you drink beer?”
your head couldve been snapped by the way you whipped it up, that what you belived was a strangers face coming into focus as you internally shrunk down into nothing. the beautiful face of your past lover yixiang staring down at you with that same disaproving look he’d used to scold you hard for sleeping in on fridays before work.
staring at one another felt like an eternity, one where flashbacks synced together as you physically swallowed the burning lump in your throat. “since when the fuck do you go out on night walks?” you mocked back as you stayed perfectly still, almost fearing that moving would result in him fadng away like a prolonged dream.
the chuckle that bubbled from yixiang’s throat made your stomach churn as he motioned to sit down, which you a bit too quickly nodded and swung your feet down as you scooted over to the other side.
yixiang pushed his long coat off his shoulders and set it on his lap as he examined the beer he held firm within his grasp for a moment before staring straight at you as he poured it out. “you don’t need to be drinking at this hour alone yn.” he hummed out gently yet firmly, setting the bottle down at his feet as he sighed. your heart throbbed at the care, quickly forcing it to stop as he looked back out into the garden. “you still didn’t answer my question yixiang.”
he scoffed at the sound of his own name, shrugging as he sighed. “well since three months ago if we’re getting technical..” he sighed hard after he said it, looking away in the same direction as you as he shook his head. “what?” you questioned, hands slowly balling into fists as you glanced at his face and registered the look on his face, the longing look he would have whenever he spoke about his family back in taiwan, whenever he spoke about something he’d been thinking about constantly.
“i.. i don’t know yn. then again i don’t know at lot of things.” like clock work you retorted back, a bit too harsh then intended but you knew you needed to get your point at least hinted at. “like you don’t know why you ended things yixiang?” the deafening silence that followed physically hurt, you could tell it stung yixiang too from how he winced when the last word streamed from your quivering lips. he could only nod as he squinted, almost searching for something as he rasped quietly. “yeah.”
your eyes narrowed slightly at the response, eyebrows kitted together tightly as you turned your body to face hm with shallow breaths. “yeah? is that all? you know an explanation would be nice yixiang.” you spat out roughly as you let out a sharp breath through your nose. “we were fine. to my knowledge we were and then out of nowhere you act and turn into this-this sour and angry piece of shit that would always knit pick and bitch at me for absolutely anything.” you snapped as you swallowed hard, pushing your hair out of your eyes as you desperatly waited for even a sliver of an explanation.
yixiang rubbed his face as he held it in his hands for a moment, taking in a deep breath to steady himself as he paused for a breif moment. “shit.. was never as easy as you thought it was yn..” you shook your head at that, huffing as you scooted closer to him and dug your nails into the palms of your hand. “then for once, while we’re here explain it. you can’t keep fucking edging me like this and expect me to be fine seeing you three months later.” a dry laugh left your lips as you burned holes into his temples, getting more frustrated by the second as you reached over to grab his jaw and snatch his face to your direction that in all honesty could’ve given him whiplash.
yixiangs face was etched with something you’d only remember seeing a handful of times, times when emotions were to overwhelming for the other when he felt like he’d lost the battle. his eyebrows kitted together and pupils shaking as he gnawed into his lower lip.
“i wasn’t.. healed when we met yn. i had so much fucking shit on my shoulders, my family being miles away and still relying on me, getting fucked over numerous times months before from my last girlfriend, the responsibilites from my job and the demand that came with it, making sure you were safe from the attention it brought, i just.. i couldn’t see past it to cherish you properly without feeling burdened. i couldn’t keep fucking stringing you along like that..”
his words struck a cord in your heart, the way the words made his hands shake and his eyes scan your face for anything had the emotions wanting to break from your eyes and spill down onto your cheeks. your fingers softened their grip on his jaw, moving in small tiny circles as a you tilted your head to the side slightly. “why didn’t you talk to me you fucking loser..” the questioned lingered in the air as he turned your way, hands reaching over to play with the fabric of your sweats as he shuddered. “and scrape more shit onto your plate because of me? fuck no.”
yixiang could feel the way your fingers squeezed his jaw but could care less, just having the feeling of human touch, no, your touch made him lean in as he stared at you as if memorizing you all over again like all those years ago. “xixi.. that’s not the point.. i would’ve fought for you through anything even if it meant fighting you to keep you near.. you hold too much value to me to be bothered by your struggles.” that fucking nickname. the one that made his heart throb, the one he’d been dying to hear since he watched you sit down at that bench while he was on his way to clear his mind this very night.
“i missed you. i missed you so fucking much my love..” that was all it took for you to throw yourself into his arms, into the arms of the man that’d suffocate your dreams every night, your thoughts everytime you’d see something that ressembled him in any sort of way. your arms wrapping around his neck as you held him tight enough you feared you could’ve snapped his neck, yixiangs arms finding their way to your waist to hold you against him giving himself the reasurance you wouldn’t slip through his fingers again.
his lips moved to the shell of your ear as he whispered into it, your arms squeezing him tighter as he uttered apologies and words of affirmation into your ear. “i’m so fucking sorry love.. i won’t leave you like that ever again. it was fucking tourture, i promise i’ll always be right here.” the words made your heart melt, hands gripping his shirt as you pulled back only enough to be meer centimeters from his face. “i still hate you for leaving me like that.” the smile spreading across your face condridicting your words as you leaned in, yixiang meeting you halfway as those soft lips you’d hand’t felt in what you could’ve mistakened for years connected with your own. your lips molding together like clay being molded into beautiful artwork.
after a moment you felt yixiang pull away, a small whine of protest leaving your lips as your bottom lip jutted out while earing you a light chuckle and a stroke of your pouty lip from yixiang. “i swear you haven’t changed one bit.” he snickered as he pinched your bottom lip, earing a gasp from you and a swat at his hands. “but.. you like that about me don’t you xixi?” you chirped as you crawled up and onto his lap, drapping his coat around your shoulders where you knew it always belonged.
“in all honesty, its what i learned to cherish and love about you.”
since we are a community .. who we writing for next? I HAVE IDEAS ALR and no work so give here (added bnd because i just learned about them and theyre such cuties makes me SICK.) no wrong answers bleh
ᵎᵎ pairing: lee heesung x reader ♱ word count: 1.2k ♱ genre: angst ♱ tags: housespouse!reader. soldier!heesung. established relationship. set back in the 1800’s - 1900’s. cursing, scroll to bottom of fic because it’ll be a major spoiler ! ♱ synopsis: your husband comes home from war. ♱ an: was originally something i was iffy about wanting to post BUTTT @yudaies and @gyuwrites tied me up and forced me to type until my fingers fell off 💔 /j ♱ @kstrucknet @lune-net
it had been years. years since you laid eyes on your first love. years since you felt his touch that never failed to leave goosebumps on your skin. years since you listened to the sound of a voice only apollo would approve of. years since you saw him.
your beloved husband who was drafted to the war. you knew it was important, you knew he had to go but.. you also knew he didn’t want to leave you just as much.
“it’ll be a time sweet heart.. but i will always come back for you. even if my feet ache and my limbs creak i’ll always find my way back.” those were the last words he’d ever spoken to you since he left.
you’d receive the letters, the small gifts.. but it was never fully the same. heesung’s side of the bed cold and empty as your heart was in those seven years.
you were out in the market, collecting groceries to be able to have something to eat for tonight as you heard the faint whispers if women passing by. until one caught your ear.
“i heard some men will be coming home from the draft today. isn’t that delightful? will your husband be returning?”
your eyes widened at the sound of that, frantically searching in your purse for your planner as your ripped it out and flipped through the pages. it had been exactly seven years since heesung left to fight off in the war.
your mind raced as you quickly paid and made your way home. you prayed to every higher power that somehow. someway. heesung could be amongst the group of men to return home. you knew better to get your hopes up but the feeling and wanting to be right made your chest tighten.
9:30 pm.
you were sat on the couch, book propped on your lap as your black cat ‘hoon’ was curled up besides you puring contently as your fingers ran through the fluffy black mess of fur.
the atmosphere felt.. weird despite the normalcy of the house. you couldn’t understand why, you’d done just about everything to force the boiling feeling down but nothing was working.
and you would have been right.. if not for the sound of the front door unlocking and heavy foot steps stepped into the house. you felt everything still.
your eyes strained on the last word read in your book, fate, as you swallowed the lump quickly filling your throat. the footsteps thumped against the wooden floor boards until they finally stopped right behind you.
letting the book slide off your lap you finally began to rise from your seat, a shaking breath pushing from your throat as the words meekly left your vocal cords. “is.. is it you..?”
your voice was answered with silence, if not for the breathing you’d believe you were all alone and this was a figment of your imagination. it wasn’t until the hand wrapping around your wrist made you spin around, quick enough to give you whiplash as you faced him.
“you look.. just as the same as i left.” heesung’s voice was hushed and quiet, coming out in a low croak as the tears welded his eyes and body trembled before you. your body collapsed onto his as his arms quickly caught you, engulfing you in a hug that surly represented the seven years the two of you spent apart.
“i-i thought.. god hee..” your voice wavered as the tears spilled down your eyes, pushing your face into his chest as you cried into it. his uniform beginning gaining moisture from your tears as he ran his calloused and cold hands through your hair.
“ah ah ah. remember what i told you my love?” he hummed softly, cupping your face with his hands as he leaned in to press his lips to your temple. “i will always find my way back.” his lips lingered on your temple as they vibrated against your skin, making your heart melt and breathing begin to steady as you nodded in response.
your husband was back, back home. back safe in your arms as you were just as safe in his, your life finally going back to how it should have always fucking been.
10:47 am.
the insistent knocking at the front door shook you awake, breathing unsteady as you groaned and shuffled to turn over and meet your sleepy husbands face. a small smile spreading as you rested your hand against his cold cheek. “good morning my love..”
heesung’s smile widened as he heard you speak, chuckling softly as he pressed his lips to the palm of your hand. “good morning sweet heart.. who’s at the door?” he hummed softly, eyebrows frowning as the knocking continued.
you simply shrugged as you quickly held him still, smiling as you shook your head. “i’ll get it. you just got home, relax love.” you groggily got out of bed, pouting as you let go of your husband and dragged your feet to the door with a hard sigh.
as you reached the door you could hear movement from the bed room, shaking your head with a laugh as you knew heesung was probably coming to accompany you despite your insistence.
as you pulled the door open your eyebrows knitted together, head cocking to the side as two men in blue uniforms stood at the door. uniforms much too similar to the one your husband wore.
“can.. can i help you gentleman?” your voice cut through the now heavy silence as your eyes darted between the two, their faces almost grim as the taller of the men sighed hoarsely and spoke with a gruff voice.
“we are looking for the spouse of first sergeant lee heesung.” the soldier’s words confused you, a bit taken aback as you chuckled softly. “thats me? but i don’t understand why ask for me and not my husband?”
both soldiers face dropped even more at your sentence, looking at one another then back at you as they swallowed hard. “we’re.. we’re deeply sorry for the news we bare..”
your hands began to shake, then your arms, then your legs, until your entire body was vibrating. the shaky breath that left your lips felt as if your lungs were being drained from your body as the words pierced your ears like a needle.
“we’re terribly sorry to inform you but, first sergeant lee was amongst the men killed during the war. his body was just recovered from the grounds.” the soldiers had their head hung low, you could hear the waver in their voices as one of them held out your husbands bag and name tag before you.
you didn’t understand, you couldn’t understand. he was there, heesung came home, he kissed you, he hugged you, you smelled him. how was this possible.
your thoughts came to an abrupt end as you could feel a presence behind you, turning around slowly as you saw.. heesung standing there. a smile filled with nothing but sorrow plastered on his face as he whispered faintly.
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