A Master and His Muse

This was the blog of a Master and his Muse. Sadly the world lost a beautiful soul. She'll forever be remembered, loved and honored.

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everyone dies it's who you leave behind that's hard where you go is easy

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the light is temporary darkness is temporary love is temporary life is temporary everything is temporary

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fucking tears you never saw me cry all of these are for you

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death comes for us all

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life doesn't matter death doesn't matter nothing fucking matters

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wherever you are that's where I want to be whatever it takes

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Everything reminds me of you. Every fucking thing.

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baby girl I know why you went first but you should have taken me with you

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everything I cared about is gone she was my world she was my love, my life now I'm here alone to pick up some pieces of my heart can it be patched together I'll never be the same she showed me how much I could love how much I could be loved words are poison your loss is my loss your happiness was my happiness you're gone my happiness is gone my love is gone My Girl is gone my love for you will never be gone my sadness will never be gone my loss will never be gone I hear you sometimes it helps just enough to try and go on

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why do I have to live without you can I live without you I don't want to live without you can I die someone kill me now

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Miss you every second Baby Girl. Love, Daddy

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I've been as happy as I could ever be I'm no longer afraid of the end I've lost the one that completed me

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the first wave is the biggest. the longest. there's no end in sight then a small shift in the wave of sadness. maybe it won't last forever. why was she taken from me. the wave continues. will it crest. I'd do anything to have her back. the wave crashes hard upon the rocks of life, of what happened. it can't be changed. there's no going back. a small, brief smile as a happy memory seeps in. off the rocks again, swept into the whirlpool of sadness of questioning why her. why us. higher and higher the wave rises. down it crashes again. I miss you so much. I love you so much. why have you gone from me. swept up again, not quite as high. an occasional smile replaces the constant tears. happy memories etched forever. love.

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I've written a lot over the past few months and haven't shared much. This is where I'm going to share the thoughts and words about My Blondie. To hopefully heal. To honor her memory, devotion and love. My Girl.

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Tied and ready, let’s play. aMasterandMuse.tumblr.com

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Gloves are a fun change every once in awhile. aMasterandMuse.tumblr.com