@merican.grl

•19• melancholic and strange-but-very- typical girl. i yearn for pre-purge tumblr...

[americanlobotomy]

lana del rey & lady gaga's deranged baby

[americanlobotomy]

the sword of damocles is hanging over my head

[americanlobotomy]

the shit i'm on rn

[dollie-diary]

i sense there are things at the thrift rn that i need

[americanlobotomy]

“He who eats My flesh and drinks My blood abides in Me, and I in him.”

[cornbelt]

[americanlobotomy]

is this anything?

[americanlobotomy]

Going to the discount theater to watch a classic horror double feature for $3.50.

The air is cool, but it's still tinged with sweat. Nevertheless, boots and leather are retrieved from their resting place in the casket of your closet.

Maybe it's September, maybe not.

Leaves on trees remain indecisive, halted in place.

Wandering into the woods at night just to stand and smoke and shiver. Lust and latex, biting your soul and injecting sin into your core. Girls with sad eyes and red lips, boys with long hair and no direction,

the smell of wood and gun-oil and holy water and cheap lipstick and pennies and too many empty thoughts.

[americanlobotomy]

my room ♡

[zz-starlight]

꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱

[ryannrosstoe]

northern downpour sends its love . . . 𓏲ּ𝄢

── .✦ ( i love you ) ₊˚.ꪆ

݁ 　 hey moon 🌙 , please forget to fall doooownn …

ㅤ𑊑 ˑ ֗ ( hey moon , don’t you go down ) ୭ৎ 𓈒

⊹ ࣪ ˖ sugarcane ✶ in the easy morning

— weathervanes ✦ my one and lonely ⋆.˚༄

[khemicalera]

(*´ω｀*)

[americanlobotomy]

[americanlobotomy]

wives ♡

will ink and color, probably....

[applepieandcupcakess]

i think i have like a resting sad face or something because everyone i know asks me if i’m okay like constantly even if i was smiling and laughing a few seconds ago

[dangerouslyzany-8]

5 people I would like to get to know better! (But I only have 3)

thx to @its-morphin-time97 for tagging me!

Last Song: Paper Dolls by STOMACH BOOK

Currently Reading: Small Great Things by Jodi Picoult,

Currently Watching: X-Men 97 (season 1 and soon 2), Animaniacs Volume 4 on DVD, Pinky and the Brain on DVD, Game Changer

Current Obsessions: X-Men, Animaniacs, Patb, Morpherine

Ships I Luv: Morpherine, Brinky, Yax, Jedtavius (more I lowkey can’t think of)

Fandoms I’m a Part Of: Animaniacs, Patb, X-Men, Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel, TADC, TMNT (2012 and RISE), NATM, (more I can’t think of again)

Currently wearing: X-Men shirt, black baggy jeans, red panda socks, a grey hair tie on my wrist, an anklet I’ve had for two years, cross body bag with ungodly amount of keychains, fake glasses, and vans.

WIPs: Currently on hiatus for fics but I’m cooking something up for art!

Favorite Flower: Wild Carrot/Queen Anne’s Lace

Favorite Artists: The Living Tombstone, Jack Stauber (includes micropop), The Offspring, Green Day, ABBA

tagging:

@stupidlilguy3

@guineaspin

@m0th-punk

[stupidlilguy3]

thx for the tag :3

last song: okay so i’m listening to music rn??? im listening to fire by vane lily and jamie paige featuring kasane teto but my last song was abstraction by kittensneeze featuring michael kovach

currently reading: splatoon manga :3 (i’m waiting to go to the library soon so i can read the whole series)

currently watching: PLANET CLUE VIDEOSSSS RAHHHH

current obsessions: splatoon, tadc, vocal synths, planet clue and animaniacs

ships i love: pearlina (pearl x marina, splatoon), brinky (pinky x brain, animaniacs/pinky and the brain), pomni x jax x ribbit (tadc), dizzy (doll x lizzy, murder drones), vizzy (V x lizzy, murder drones), and probably more but i can’t think

fandoms: check my intro post man i can’t remember all that </3

currently wearing: NEON PINK SWEATSUIT BUT THE TOP IS A HOODIE CROP TOP.

wips: if i listed all of them, we’d be here all day, but im gonna work on oc art soon :3

fav flower: corpse flower (it’s fascinating)

fav artist: FLAVOR FOLEY FLAVOR FOLEY FLAVOR FOLEY FLAVOR. FOLEY.

epic awesome tags of awesomeness:

@starryvbs2500 @coolskeleton66 @celestipie @w-r-o-n-g--w-a-r-p @17lemonsunderthesea

[coolskeleton66]

thank you my goat acidy :)))

last song: my time (I'm trying to make a teto cover of it)

currently reading: fan fiction fan fiction and more fan fiction! (Mostly from stranestelle because omg do they write good angst)

currently watching: nothing surprisingly 😭

current obsessions: tadc, sw, vocaloid/voicebanks (LEN I WOULD DIE FOR YOU!), omori, deltarune (DO NOT SPOIL!!!!), marvel (specifically gwenpool)

ships I love: anidala, abstradegy, homumado, ragapom, funnybunny (qpr), codywan, obitine, barrisoka, dexrita, mikurin, suselle, papyrus x greatness, malink, lumity

fandoms: loz, sw, mrvl, heathers, bmc, bom, pmmm, ut/dr, ddlc, ccs, sm, dexter, fnaf, gf, toh, tadc, omori, sxf, AND MORE!

currently wearing: pajamas

wips: like a million different angst fics, chapter 3 of the time travellers guide to the galaxy (my sw time travel fic), my time cover by synthv teto, oc art for my moot corpsie, codywan fanart, and anidala fan art (also like 3 indie games but we do NOT talk about that :,) )

fav flower: the lily of the valley but specifically the one in minecraft

fav artist(s): dazey and the scouts (maggot is such a good song ughhhhh), green day, the muslims, flavor foley, stomach book, Toby Fox

NO FORCE TAGS: @pbpiewrites2018 @coquette-corpsie @mistycatt @shiny3chariot @iolesbookshelf @moxyyyy

[pbpiewrites2018]

Thanks for the tag!!!!

last song: Dustland Fairytale by The Killers (I feel like it fits Anidala/Skyberrie so I'm trying to make an edit!!!!)

currently reading: Parenting Beyond Pink and Blue: How to Raise Your Kids Free of Gender Stereotypes by Christia Brown. I'm not pregnant, I don't have any children, I'm just going through my gender creative parenting hyperfixation again and it could help me to stop stereotyping the kids I teach and just people in general!!

currently watching: The Clone Wars 2008, still stuck in season 2 lol

current obsessions: Star Wars (prequel trilogy, tcw, certain scenes with Hayden Christiansen in them from the Ahsoka series lol), The Killers possibly (I've relistened to Hot Fuss, and plan to listen to the other albums again), I don't think gender creative parenting counts lol

ships i love: Anidala or Skyberrie, Codywan, Obitine, Barrisoka

fandoms: Star Wars, MCU Spider-Man, Stampy Cat, I don't really post about any others lol

currently wearing: Yellow shirt, grey pants

wips: Happy AU of course (want to write every chapter before posting chapter 1 because I WILL get frustrated with myself for never finishing it if I start posting it incomplete lol), Modern AU with trans Anakin, Ahsoka and Obi-Wan (basically a retelling of the prequels and tcw in which everything sticks as close to the canon timeline as possible except that Obi is a trans man, Ani is a trans girl and Soka is enby)

fav flower: Wish flower/dandelion!!! They're so pretty and I love blowing on them and watching their seeds float away! I've heard that many people don't like them because they're weeds, but they're sooooo pretty! HOW CAN YOU NOT LIKE WISH FLOWERS???

fav artist: The Killers or Rhett and Link

NO FORCE TAGS (I love that): @magmeter @user24709 @evildala @haydenscurls @anakin03986 @aquaeclipse @stellarisstars @pmak2002 @linosadobo @herowithfears + Open Tags

[user24709]

thanks for the tag!!

last song: break free by ariana grande

currently reading: myriad

currently watching: teach you a lesson

current obsessions: moodboards, Armin, vibrant eye makeup, f5ve

ships i love: levihan but also levixerwin

fandoms: attack on titan, jujutsu kaisen, alice in borderland, squid game, strangers from hell, demonslayer - wayyy too many to name i'm in all of them

currently wearing: black long sleeve top and grey sweats

wips: i'm gonna assume this stands for work in progress? correct me if i'm wrong and i'm gonna say nothing at the moment

fav flower: i like pink lillies

fav artist: f5ve

no pressure tags!!: @actually-an-angel @fairyprincessqueen14 @lunareclipse2727 @angelic143rene @sillyy-s0fii + open tagss

[angelic143rene]

Tysm for the tag Mira! Ilysm twin

Last song: No more what ifs by Lyn and Atlus

Currently reading: a wizard's guide to defensive baking by t kingfisher

Currently watching: The ramparts of ice

Current obsessions: (trying to get into) pokemon, Honkai Star Rail and Nonograms (other stuff doesn't come to mind atm sorry (⁠●⁠´⁠⌓⁠`⁠●⁠))

Ships: Shuake, Mizisua and wrightworth

Fandoms: Epic the musical, shin megami tensei series, ace attorney, Stardew valley, Undertale, lots of vns, nana & etc etc >.<

Currently wearing: long white floral dress

Wips: a visual novel (taking a break from it atm but might write more soon!!)

Favorite flower: i love lilies (and forget me nots)

Fav artist: It's really hard to pick just one! But I've been listening to beabadoobee and laufey a lot for a few weeks now

Tags (optional !!) : @ginsengsstarrydiary, @the-monotone-angel, @whoreo4u, @pinkcottonberry & @americanlobotomy

[americanlobotomy]

ty 4 the tag angel💕💕💕

last song: either yeah boy and doll face by ptv or mallwhore by bladee i can't remember ;-;

currently reading: fight club by chuck palahniuk

currently watching: svu and desperate housewives

current obsessions: the color teal, infinity on high, journals, lego flowers, unholyverse, svu

shipsss: charon/gob, rarijack, jakeward, fray & petekey(lwk unserious bc i don't ship real ppl)

fandomss: mcr, ohshc, fruits basket, parakiss, lads, undertale, twilight, mlp, fallout 3, ddlc, the sims(?) ace attorney, + more i'm sure

currently wearing: pink sheep pj pants and a black shirt

wips: innumerable

favorite flower: dahlias

fav artists: mcr, ptv, fob, p!atd, ldr, joji, a$ap rocky, kendrick lamar, empty parking lot, txt, nct, bladee, miss britney spears, nicole dollanganger, + like 5000 more icl...

@the-monotone-angel @lovelyybunni @applepieandcupcakess @princessdiamondjelly + open tags! no pressure!!

[americanlobotomy]

inside me there are two wolves...