*Continues to stay in denial*

I'm a simple 18 year old, well except that I happen to have BPD, I'm nb, bisexual and the definition of awkward lol (look it up and prove me wrong) I'm here to rant and post memes aka the good ol' use humour to hide from your inner turmoil amiright ;) Anyway welcome to my rant page :) Have a good time

[amontageofhell]

Questions For My Future Self

Idea inspired by @midnight-spectrum-again thank ye ❤️

How are you doing?

Did you make it alive?

Did you manage to move out?

Did you finally make any irl friends or are you still a lonely nerd?

Are you in a relationship? diD yoU finAllY hAve yOur firSt kiSs yOu hopEleSs romAntiC??

What course did you take?

Did you manage to start therapy again?

How much out of 10 do you like yourself rn?

Anything else about you that you wish I had known rn?

I'll come to this post and answer them for myself in exactly a year, that is, if I survive bdndjd anyways see ya guys✨

[amontageofhell]

TODAY IS THE DAY

[amontageofhell]

How are you doing?

Welll better than before but could be better

Did you make it alive?

Hdndndn God I was so emo YES

Did you manage to move out?

Not yet but in the works

Did you finally make any irl friends or are you still a lonely nerd?

Lmao I mean i guess????

Are you in a relationship? diD yoU finAllY hAve yOur firSt kiSs yOu hopEleSs romAntiC??

Nah lmao your love life didn't even flinch

What course did you take?

Psychology and criminology 👀

Did you manage to start therapy again?

Ummm I did but discontinued sadge

How much out of 10 do you like yourself rn?

Well like 6(not bad?)

Anything else about you that you wish I had known rn?

You'll be fine without the people you thought you could never live without <33

[amontageofhell]

Questions For My Future Self

How's the prep going?

You nervous?

Did you work on yourself mentally and physically?

How much on the scale of 10 do you like yourself rn?

In a relationship yet? lmaooooo jdjdj

How does it feel to be in your 20s jcjcjcm

Found good friends yet?

Did you get therapy?

Anything that you now know that you wish I knew rn?

[amontageofhell]

Questions For My Future Self

Idea inspired by @midnight-spectrum-again thank ye ❤️

How are you doing?

Did you make it alive?

Did you manage to move out?

Did you finally make any irl friends or are you still a lonely nerd?

Are you in a relationship? diD yoU finAllY hAve yOur firSt kiSs yOu hopEleSs romAntiC??

What course did you take?

Did you manage to start therapy again?

How much out of 10 do you like yourself rn?

Anything else about you that you wish I had known rn?

I'll come to this post and answer them for myself in exactly a year, that is, if I survive bdndjd anyways see ya guys✨

[amontageofhell]

TODAY IS THE DAY

[amontageofhell]

How are you doing?

Welll better than before but could be better

Did you make it alive?

Hdndndn God I was so emo YES

Did you manage to move out?

Not yet but in the works

Did you finally make any irl friends or are you still a lonely nerd?

Lmao I mean i guess????

Are you in a relationship? diD yoU finAllY hAve yOur firSt kiSs yOu hopEleSs romAntiC??

Nah lmao your love life didn't even flinch

What course did you take?

Psychology and criminology 👀

Did you manage to start therapy again?

Ummm I did but discontinued sadge

How much out of 10 do you like yourself rn?

Well like 6(not bad?)

Anything else about you that you wish I had known rn?

You'll be fine without the people you thought you could never live without <33

[amontageofhell]

Questions For My Future Self

Idea inspired by @midnight-spectrum-again thank ye ❤️

How are you doing?

Did you make it alive?

Did you manage to move out?

Did you finally make any irl friends or are you still a lonely nerd?

Are you in a relationship? diD yoU finAllY hAve yOur firSt kiSs yOu hopEleSs romAntiC??

What course did you take?

Did you manage to start therapy again?

How much out of 10 do you like yourself rn?

Anything else about you that you wish I had known rn?

I'll come to this post and answer them for myself in exactly a year, that is, if I survive bdndjd anyways see ya guys✨

[amontageofhell]

TODAY IS THE DAY

[amontageofhell]

How are you doing?

Welll better than before but could be better

Did you make it alive?

Hdndndn God I was so emo YES

Did you manage to move out?

Not yet but in the works

Did you finally make any irl friends or are you still a lonely nerd?

Lmao I mean i guess????

Are you in a relationship? diD yoU finAllY hAve yOur firSt kiSs yOu hopEleSs romAntiC??

Nah lmao your love life didn't even flinch

What course did you take?

Psychology and criminology 👀

Did you manage to start therapy again?

Ummm I did but discontinued sadge

How much out of 10 do you like yourself rn?

Well like 6(not bad?)

Anything else about you that you wish I had known rn?

You'll be fine without the people you thought you could never live without <33

[amontageofhell]

Questions For My Future Self

Idea inspired by @midnight-spectrum-again thank ye ❤️

How are you doing?

Did you make it alive?

Did you manage to move out?

Did you finally make any irl friends or are you still a lonely nerd?

Are you in a relationship? diD yoU finAllY hAve yOur firSt kiSs yOu hopEleSs romAntiC??

What course did you take?

Did you manage to start therapy again?

How much out of 10 do you like yourself rn?

Anything else about you that you wish I had known rn?

I'll come to this post and answer them for myself in exactly a year, that is, if I survive bdndjd anyways see ya guys✨

[amontageofhell]

TODAY IS THE DAY

[lemonzestywrites]

i got tagged by @pomegranatearildreams to do this picrew! thank you for the tag!!

i always love doing things like these so this was super fun!

no pressure tagging: @milfdeacon @madhare0512 @tingo-tango and anyone else who’d like to give it a go

[blathannabeaga-deactivated20260]

this was the cutest thing ever, ty for the tag zesty !!

tagging @existential-bisis , @galaxysanduniversesinmymind , @crockettmarcel and @itsalwaysagirl

[itsalwaysagirl]

Tagging: @maceandthings @adhdwafffle @cirquedereve @jimmybpride @thegaygenz @whyareweatalesbianbar @crazy-girl-in-the-mirror

[glowingstardust]

thanks for the tag @itsalwaysagirl! ❤️

tagging: @rooftopvibes @amontageofhell @keeperofssouls @megannn1307 @daniii-girlll @ame-peu-mourir @themindisapowerfulplace

[amontageofhell]

Omg I love the art style so muCh

Here ya go-

@glorified-seagulls @joel-motherfucking-miller @livelistenlove @lawfulbasketcase @nooriiie @yimellscorner no pressures!!

[amontageofhell]

Love being misgendered <3

[amontageofhell]

Off tumblr for a while

[athshaolaithe-deactivated202309]

I hate having bpd

[amontageofhell]

SEM

[onzeziggy]

THEY ARE SO IN LOVEEEEEEEEE BYE

[birthdaysentiment]

we often see the main cry on their own, sitting in their room and just letting it all out. but seeing the main break down in front of one of their friends just hits a million times harder, because it just shows how much they’re hurting, that they can’t hide it or keep it in, that they just need to let it out. and for them to have someone there to hug them, comfort them and tell them that it’s gonna be okay hits just as hard

[amontageofhell]

I cried when she cried ಥ‿ಥ

[amontageofhell]

Why am I the most awkward person to talk to

[amontageofhell]

Okay what do you do when you split on someone and have no desire to talk to them anymore but they don't realise anything changed so they keep asking you why you haven't responded to their texts and they don't know you have bpd but you don't wanna be mean to them????????????

[amontageofhell]

All these talented parallel gifs you guys I didn't expect to come on the tag and go out soaked in tears

[amontageofhell]

Freeze! Your under arrest for being so lovely🥰 copy this message to 10 other blog that you think are beautiful and deserve it. Keep the game going and make others feel beatiful

Thanks you're too nice❤️

[amontageofhell]

About to do something impulsive would anyone like to stop me?

[ryoumia-deactivated20210719]

so you can match your shoes with your shirt, but not your words with your actions? got it

[amontageofhell]

Yeah I'm just gonna decay for the rest of the day