queen of nowhere

My name is Amory links

[amories]

hellooooo out there….

If anyone is still around: I’m done writing fic as of now for a variety of reasons (not interested in the fandom, focusing on my own original works, growing up and realizing my fics were weird/shitty) and I have no new works or any updates for unfinished works.

But! I am on twitter now (@amorieswrites) and I like to get on every now and then and remind myself that even if my teenage/college self was writing really, really shitty words, some of you liked them. I’ll be there doing a little bit of shit posting now and then, and maybe I’ll be back here someday. Who knows! Anything is possible.

Love you guys forever,

Ames

[amories]

Hi. I was just wondering... would you let people print (for personal use) your mess is mine series? I loved it and a lot of people loved it too and we will love to have it. Thank you beforehand

no no no no no no no no no no.

No! :)

Thank you for asking!!

[amories]

so for some ungodly reason, a lot of people have found mess and are commenting on it/talking about it on twitter. I don’t tweet, but just know if you see this that I’m laughing so hard at everything you’re saying and it actually brightened my week, even though I’m 100% sure the only reason you read it was because someone translated it without my permission on wattpad. 

Back into hiding I go!!

[amories]

I also wanted to mention I marked mess part two as complete on ao3. that doesn’t mean I won’t be updating again, it just means I got tired of being asked when the next update is coming as if it was a WIP when it’s always been just a collection of oneshots haha

[amories]

someone is translating mess without my permission and it’s really bothering me. I don’t want to have to take the story and write in the description not to translate it without permission, but at this point I don’t think it would even matter. people literally just do whatever they want. 

[amories]

this city’s gonna break my heart by amory 

Chapters: 2/3 (1/5/2020)

Summary:

“We can still be friends,” Harry continues. “Just, like, with benefits, yeah? Nothing changes, not really.” Louis could almost laugh. Nothing changes, except adding sex into it. Surely that won’t complicate things.

Louis is a college professor with a string of failed relationships, and Harry has just given up everything to move across the ocean and chase his dreams. They meet by chance in New York one summer afternoon, and quickly make a deal that changes both of their lives. 

playlist

[amories]

I wrote 8,956 words today. I think I might start crying.

[louisgalaxy]

a model

[andtosaturn]

since people are asking, here’s a list of places you can donate to help the australian bushfires. donating literally $1 means you have done more than our prime minister. (* = can donate internationally; for the other ones you might have to google it) 

cfa (VIC firefighters) 

rfs (NSW firefighters) 

rfbaq (QLD firefighters) 

cfs (SA firefighters) 

red cross*

WWF NSW bushfire crisis*

WWF koala crisis*

St Vincents NSW (partnership with channel 9)

St Vincents SA 

RSPCA NSW 

here is a list from the abc (but maybe don’t donate to the salvos bc they suck) (x)

i’ll keep it updated as i find more

[amories]

I had to take a look and I agree with you. I don't understand why someone would leave a comment like that on that story. I think you did a really job of describing mental illness. From both sides. Suffering from mental illness does not give you a free pass to treat people around you bad or to act however you want. And if you're lucky you have people around you who will call you on it and tell you the truth when it needs to be said. Nowhere in your story was anyone dismissing Louis' struggles and

the way he was feeling. I really like how supportive everyone around him is while at the same time telling him that he messed up and that they know he is better than that. Oh well, guess you can’t please everyone. And one confusing angry comment amongst hundreds is maybe just life. Also, if you don’t like something why not leave and find another story that you actually do appreciate? Why is it that people have such a need to share when they don’t like something. Fine, you don’t like it. That’salright. Just leave. You don’t have to explain to everyone why you don’t like it and why it’s so bad. Just be a decent person and do you. There’s lots of things I don’t like. That’s just life. But there’s lots of stuff I love and I try to focus on that instead. Don’t take it to heart. Focus on the love. I always love when you post something new and I know I’m not alone in that. Happy new year babe, lots of love

(for everyone who’s confused, I got a couple comments on “everything comes back to you” that basically said I shouldn’t have written the story and that it was a bad portrayal of mental illness) 

I completely agree with you! I don’t really understand why someone would feel the need to leave not one but two comments on how much they hated the work. I also don’t understand why they would continue reading if it was offending them that much. as you explained, I’m confused on the fact that they felt like the portrayal of mental illness was lacking, and I’m glad that’s not just me haha. I write about mental illness as someone with mental illness who has been in many dark places in my life. everything I write is coming from truth, but I learned a long time ago not to let messages like that get to me. not everything I write is going to make everyone happy, and I’m fine with that! but when I get comments like that, it’s more confusing than anything else 

[knightchanges]

3:08 in this interview.

completely based off of @bulletproofhalo​‘s observation post.

[amories]

in other news I’m writing a fic based on a netflix show which means I’ve now watched that show. SO many times.

[stylesinthewild]

Harry Styles // Behind The Album

[haznlou]

[one a date]

person: so what are you thinking about?

me:

[twelves]

x.

[amories]

someone left two hate comments on one of my fics saying I did a bad job of portraying mental illness and I’m not even upset I’m just laughing 

[amories]

I’m so sorry that you’ve been going through it. Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful writings, you are a marvellous and creative person, but please don’t feel any pressure from readers to do things you’re not yet okay with. I wish you the best of luck with your recovery and whilst I thoroughly look forward to reading anything you might post in the future I hope you focus on your well-being first. Sending you love

thank you love. I’m definitely focused on my own health but I’ve started feeling a little better and I’ve even felt the urge to write now and then. hopefully it only gets better from here!