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[amsterdam0808]

Letter to my past self (from 9 years ago)

It has been a while. I do not even know what to write. I was scrolling through all your posts from the past and all I can say is that damn, you are an idiot. You were a hopeless romantic human being, desperately chasing after a woman you actually hurt. What was even funnier was that you were expecting her to come back to you after everything you did to her. You were selfish many years ago and you never admit that it was always your fault why these people left. But hey, I am proud of you. Things have changed after 9 years. 

Well, it only took you 9 fucking years to realize how immature you were when you approached these women and begged them for attention. It took you years to understand that not everything was about you. It took you so long to finally come to your senses and admit that you were selfish. 

Hey, let me tell you the good news. After 9 years, you are now a lawyer. You made it! You are still single though. We almost made it, well that’s how at least I would want to think of it. But you know what? All the struggles we have been through, all worth it. The pain, ups and downs, they were so fucking worth it that I wouldn’t be the person I am today if it wasn’t for those. We fucking made it. Thanks to you, as much as it makes me cringe whenever I read your posts from the past and that I am reminded of the things you did, I am thankful that I went through all of that to be who I am today. I made it to the United States. I graduated from law school and got awards. I gave the graduation speech like what we always dreamt of. We made it. And I am including you past self because you helped me reach my goals. 

Unfortunately, like what I said, I am still single. I have not found my babu or a woman who is similar or better than babu. Don’t get me wrong, I am not making babu the standard. At this point in my life, I am willing to look past beauty or physical appearance. I guess as you get older, your standards go up but not in terms of just how appealing or how gorgeous they look. You are more looking into what is inside them. More so, the whole package. That is what I want. Of course, that is my gift to you as well. We both worked so hard to become a better person and I am not going to let some random girl who doesn’t check most of the things on our list! 

Going back, I am currently searching for her. I thought I found her, well I still believe somewhat it’s her. I know, I know, I can hear you say “not again!” Don’t worry, I am way better than you. I think I know better this time, I am a work in progress still, don’t expect me to be perfect. Just because it has been years since doesn’t mean I have perfected the art of dating! We will get there, I promise. I will find that package so that the future will thank us! 

Wish me luck past self, I am leaving everything to the universe now. Yeah, you do believe in the universe now by the way. You also live in a studio apartment in a busy area of a not so small city in Pennsylvania. I didn’t get into Harvard but don’t worry, I know someday I will! I will make you proud. I did get into UCLA law though so that’s a top school. Not an Ivy but a top school and law school. Take that! 

Again, wish me luck and hope that I don’t do the same mistakes you did in the past. I don’t think I would and I am not saying I am no longer capable of. But I am trying my best to be a better person and a mature one. I will make you proud, I promise. Till my next letter to you. 

[lsatprincess]

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[synchronizedminds]

" You’d be surprised what people you trust would do when someone puts them in a position where they think they don’t have a choice." (Suits 3x02)

[amsterdam0808]

I better make some major changes in my life

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Suits, S3 - Who Needs Harvard? (by SuitsonUSA)

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[amsterdam0808]

Everyone seems to have a lot of going on with their life. I wonder when will mine come.

I just have to be patient and persevere even harder. Eyes on the prize, focus. focus. focus. This is what I definitely have to do. After this long struggle of studying for the LSAT, I can finally say that I have a lot of GOOD things going on in my life.

Really, enviousness has no place in me. I have my own will, my own ways of getting to the destination I chose. There may be a few, same old things going on with my life, but one thing's for sure, I'm heading for something bigger, better, and awesome. 

[theshoptherapist]

Anyone who has ever taken the #LSAT knows what this is about. The shortest 35 mins ever. #neveragain! #nevereverevergiveup

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Everybody wanna see, what it’s like Babe you wanna be inside, it ain’t lies We all know there’s better things in this life

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great story line! great movie!

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[lydiamichelle]

25 Things To Do Before You Turn 25 1. Make peace with your parents. Whether you finally recognize that they actually have your best interests in mind or you forgive them for being flawed human beings, you can’t happily enter adulthood with that familial brand of resentment. 2. Kiss someone you think is out of your league; kiss models and med students and entrepreneurs with part-time lives in Dubai and don’t worry about if they’re going to call you afterward. 3. Minimize your passivity. 4. Work a service job to gain some understanding of how tipping works, how to keep your cool around assholes, how a few kind words can change someone’s day. 5. Recognize freedom as a 5:30 a.m. trip to the diner with a bunch of strangers you’ve just met. 6. Try not to beat yourself up over having obtained a ‘useless’ Bachelor’s Degree. Debt is hell, and things didn’t pan out quite like you expected, but you did get to go to college, and having a degree isn’t the worst thing in the world to have. We will figure this mess out, I think, probably; the point is you’re not worth less just because there hasn’t been an immediate pay off for going to school. Be patient, work with what you have, and remember that a lot of us are in this together. 7. If you’re employed in any capacity, open a savings account. You never know when you might be unemployed or in desperate need of getting away for a few days. Even $10 a week is $520 more a year than you would’ve had otherwise. 8. Make a habit of going outside, enjoying the light, relearning your friends, forgetting the internet. 9. Go on a 4-day, brunch-fueled bender. 10. Start a relationship with your crush by telling them that you want them. Directly. Like, look them in the face and say it to them. Say, I want you. I want to be with you. 11. Learn to say ‘no’ — to yourself. Don’t keep wearing high heels if you hate them; don’t keep smoking if you’re disgusted by the way you smell the morning after; stop wasting entire days on your couch if you’re going to complain about missing the sun. 12. Take time to revisit the places that made you who you are: the apartment you grew up in, your middle school, your hometown. These places may or may not be here forever; you definitely won’t be. 13. Find a hobby that makes being alone feel lovely and empowering and like something to look forward to. 14. Think you know yourself until you meet someone better than you. 15. Forget who you are, what your priorities are, and how a person should be. 16. Identify your fears and instead of letting them dictate your every move, find and talk to people who have overcome them. Don’t settle for experiencing .000002% of what the world has to offer because you’re afraid of getting on a plane. 17. Make a habit of cleaning up and letting go. Just because it fit at one point doesn’t mean you need to keep it forever — whether ‘it’ is your favorite pair of pants or your ex. 18. Stop hating yourself. 19. Go out and watch that movie, read that book, listen to that band you already lied about watching, reading, listening to. 20. Take advantage of health insurance while you have it. 21. Make a habit of telling people how you feel, whether it means writing a gushing fan-girl email to someone whose work you love or telling your boss why you deserve a raise. 22. Date someone who says, “I love you” first. 23. Leave the country under the premise of “finding yourself.” This will be unsuccessful. Places do not change people. Instead, do a lot of solo drinking, read a lot of books, have sex in dirty hostels, and come home when you start to miss it. 24. Suck it up and buy a Macbook Pro. 25. Quit that job that’s making you miserable, end the relationship that makes you act like a lunatic, lose the friend whose sole purpose in life is making you feel like you’re perpetually on the verge of vomiting. You’re young, you’re resilient, there are other jobs and relationships and friends if you’re patient and open.

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[amsterdam0808]

That awkward moment when everyone thinks you've accepted an INVITATION without even asking me yet if it's a yes or a no 

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