who's afraid of me!?

Helen|25|UK main blog → thepastramicheesemonster

[an-all-night-diner]

Hi!!

sooo... I don't really talk to anyone in this community and I'd really like to!! so feel free to say hi 😊

- I'm 23, so if you don't wanna talk to me bc I'm an adult that is fine, dw!!

- I'm English, I love Taylor (have since Love Story was first on UK radio!!), playing music (piano, violin, guitar), baking, animals, I attempt to write songs sometimes haha, I have a degree in Music Business, I'm bi and absolutely support all LGBTQ+ ppl, I believe BLM and try to educate myself and be anti-racist. I don’t usually post political stuff on this blog bc I try to use it as an escape, but I want ppl who are oppressed bc of gender/race/sexuality/disabilities to be aware that I support you, and don’t be afraid to interact!!

[idsb]

I’m so struck by how Taylor has retold the story of 2016 so many times and in so many ways because as time passes and things happen and things change it reframes and reframes and reframes in her mind because the pain never goes away, the way it looks just changes with the light

[tayloralison]

and this is why I'm a green dot truther

[tshifty]

actual tears in my eyes at this (x)

[folkloregirlfriend]

taylor swift was right. i hate it here

[kissyoulikealover]

that post thats like taylor swift is for people who have never gotten over anything in their lives ever is so true because tortured poets is really like well okay yeah fuck joe but really fuck matty oh also fuck you kim kardashian and while we're here fuck jake gyllenhaal too

[slightlymad]

MY TEARS RICOCHET — TAYLOR SWIFT

[guyonthechiefs]

I HOPE ITS SHITTY! IN THE BLACK DOG!

[maryoliveoil]

The hot new club is The Tortured Poets Department. It has everything: alcoholism, suicidal ideation, infidelity, mental breakdowns, drug addicted losers, pathetic little men, insane bop, defiance of fans, god complexes, near debilitating self-hatred, radical exceptance

[eldestshowgirl]

This is taking me out 😭

[iftye]

“i’m a real tough kid i can handle my shit” “i’m miserable and no one even knows” miss ma’am we saw you on that fuckass b-stage

[no1cutiepatootie]

[an-all-night-diner]

where is the love for loml???

I've literally seen no comments talking about this song 😭💔 it's a crime tbh

'Who's gonna stop us from waltzing back into rekindled flames if we know the steps anyway?'

'When you blew in with the winds of fate and told me I reformed you, when your impressionist paintings of heaven turned out to be fakes'

'A con man sells a fool a get-love-quick scheme'

'I can't get out of bed 'cause something counterfeit's dead'

'It was legendary, it was momentary, it was unnecessary - should've let it stay buried'

'"I'll never leave"..., "Never mind."'

'Our field of dreams, engulfed in fire. Your arson's match, your somber eyes.'

[iftye]

whether im gonna be your wife or gonna smash up your bike i *synth synth* haven’t decided yet but imgonnagetyouback!!!!!!!!!

[diamondseaside]

can someone explain the black dog to me for my pea sized brain

[stuckinthistaydream]

six weeks after, she’s barely holding it together, and she did the rebound pill and everything. meanwhile, she sees him go to a bar, and she’s hit with the realization that he might be able to do it. he might be able to move on. and that realization is terrifying, upsetting, and depressing. how could he find anyone else? and if he could, who was he with her? when he was telling her that he could be the one for her? how could they go from being so intimate that they shower with each other, to being so distant she wonders if making her fall so deeply in love was a hazing?

and the fuck of it all is she doesn’t want him to be able to move on. because that would legitimize the idea that there could be something better than them. but she knows that they both have to. and she’s finally hitting this realization after rebounding hard, and understanding that nothing can manufacture intimacy like that.

[lomltaylor]

[an-all-night-diner]

ttpd is hitting me super hard bc I've been grieving the loss of my only romantic relationship all week - we broke up 4 years ago and yet I still haven't recovered and I've been crying about it every day for like 10 days now bc she went back to her ex, and I guess that makes me a 3 ½ year rebound