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my blog contains triggering topics and posts that can hurt and well as said trigger ppl. it can also stunt peoples recovering like caffeine can stunt ur growth. please please please dni if you are recovering!! and if you don’t have an ed please dni as well i’m not tryna promote any of this! having an ed is living hell! this is just my safe place to talk about things i can’t talk about.

About Me: Hi! my name’s Sapphire. my pronouns are she/her. i’m a minor and struggling with an ed(anorexia/OSFED)for about 5 years.

A Bit of Background: i’ve gone to a treatment center twice for months(one of them was recently) and then a medical hospital and had a feeding tube in for 2 weeks. i have struggled with body image and self love for a long time since i was so young. thought i’d try to get skinny for the 5th grade during the summer before but then it got obsessive. i started restricting insane amounts and purging without binging. i have a history of hospitalizations due to ed and si and sh and attempts. i’ve had 18 attempts in total.

✨stats✨

hw: 143 lbs

cw: 138??

lw: 95 lbs

✨gw✨

gw1: 140 lbs🔓

gw2: 135 lbs🔒

gw3: 130 lbs🔒

gw4: 125 lbs 🔒

gw5: 120 lbs 🔒

gw6: 115 lbs 🔒

gw7: 110 lbs 🔒

gw8: 105 lbs 🔒

gw9: 100 lbs 🔒

ugw: 95 lbs 🔒

All in All: i’m just here to find some friends and maybe even a ana coach if anyone is interested? just rb or dm me if u want to be my coach or moots<3 i’m always here to talk:)

PLEASE if the content is triggering or bothers you in any way BLOCK DONT REPORT

crash

so i ate a meal and omg it felt like i ate like 15000 calories and like i was like “i’m gonna recover i’m gonna recover” well that lasted 2 minutes cuz then i purged EVERYTHING out until what came out was completely clear🤭

ok update i have DEFINITELY lost weight but i have no way to check SO i will not update my weight until i’m sure BECAUSE i’m not tryna upset myself by putting a lower weight<3

omg it feels like someone’s cutting into my stomach rn like it feels so bad

yesterday was so hard i really wanted to eat especially since my mom made food and gave some to me i took it to my room and stuffed it into a plastic bag i was so tempted but i did it!!! and it was so worth it my stomach is completely flat even when i slouch

convinced parents to get me a waist trainer:p

milkfree

🦋💗✨reblog to lose 15lbs this March✨💗🦋

#eating problems #edmeme #ana vent #body ch3ck #bodi check #c🦋tips #low cal #weightloss #thinspo #not pro just using tags #not pr0 ana #not pr0 just using tags #4n4

my only motivation to fast and eat very little is so i don’t have to purge my guts out because once i start i don’t stop until there’s only acid coming out PLUS after you swallow your body starts breaking down the calories and nutrients so you already absorb the calories:/

all of you talk about safe foods and low cal foods BUT not once have i seen someone talk about raspberries. THEYRE 1 CAL EACH SO YOU CAN EAT 100 AND STILL BE FULL AND LOSE WEIGHT(if that’s ur calorie deficit cuz mine is 50 cals)

jupitersmusings

good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

overlord-fire-bubble

THIS ONE FUCKING WORKS. REBLOG IT.

tiny-kt

this for real fucking works

milkfree

🦋💗✨reblog to lose 15lbs this March✨💗🦋

slavery

macbethz

Fuck I’m at a fencing tournament and literally a minute after I reblogged this my dad told me that he talked to the point people and I’m probably going to win a medal.

seananmcguire

BURN BAGEL BURN

gothiccharmschool

OH WHY NOT?

harukami

I need to follow up to say I reblogged this last night, and this morning I got some of the best news of my life, like, a life dream come true news thing.

Bagel what are your powers

acabosetotal

FUCK, I though it was just another lucky meme but LISTEN. Since a week ago I was waiting a phone call to confirm me if I got a job or not in my university. I reblogged this yesterday’s night “just for fun and because I don’t want any bagel to be mad with me”, and today’s afternoon, while I was losing my time as always, the professor I was supposed to work with called me and asked me for my personal information to start working with her.

THE BAGEL POWERS ARE WAY TOO MUCH FOR THIS WORLD

token-white-friend

I GOT A JOB THE DAY AFTER MY QUEUE POSTED THIS THE FIRST TIME AND I JUST REALIZED IT WHEN I SAW IT AGAIN HOLY GOD

noodle-dragon

The bagel hasn’t let me down yet!

blackcatgodess

I got a job offer after reblogging the bagel. Believe in the bagel!

anayely420

🙏🏼

sonsfantasies

Worth a try lol

theblizzardsix

i could use some good news or even a good girl

pantspooplover

Go lil bagle! Show me your power!

itaachiyama-moved

Okii then!

blastlight

THIS IS THE FIRST THING ON MY BLOG

I GOT ASKED OUT FOR THE FIRST TIME AFTER I REBLOGGED IT

cuappatea-deactivated20200216

wait but whats happening with the bagel tho

dukemz

It’s burning, as is everything I’ve hoped for whenever I’ve reblogged a post like this

gone-dw-abt-it-deactivated20260

I just kinda wanna watch something burn?

dukemz

Mood

rip-paramour

You guys didn’t listen when I said Bagels hold an ancient and wonderous power.

teathattast

Bagel time

castielismyhusband2266

I need this

dwintu

do it

robinswraith

I’m at an all time low I need this

magnus-chase-rights

ok sure

soulful-guy-deactivated20251026

no loss in trying. so here wo go

skeleton-deactivated694225

😌👀

anxietyfilledvoidfrog

Its bagel time. I believe in you bagel. 🥯

aleijaiiiii

Ok so.

Last time I reblogged this, I was complaining to my mum how I never got to go on walks alone. Then, she legit said to me, “well why don’t you go down to *censored*?” Which she’d never let me do before. I had three hours. In a place half an hour from home. It works.