My problems started in my teens, when I didn't understand people and didn't understand why everyone thought I'm weird. It was always difficult for me to find common language with someone, and I always put on mask to appear like everyone else. Then I developed depression, I wasn't doing very good things with myself, I was hurting myself. At that moment I was diagnosed with ADD. I had big relationship problems because of ADD, I was hyperfixed by person I loved. But a year ago, during depression, I decided to review my favorite movies, one of which was Ghostbusters. This universe has always been safe place for me, because when I was a kid, my mom used to turn on The Real Ghostbusters cartoon before going to bed. I fell in love with Ray again and decided to try to distract myself with other Dan characters. It worked. I became different, I enjoyed life, but it didn't last long. I don't live in safe place, and I hear explosions and gunshots almost every night. I developed political depression. I'm surviving. I'm glad I still have home and internet, my only distraction. I'm not asking for money or anything, I just talked it out. Thank you. Love you all.
