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we grow. it hurts at first.

[anagensis]

ANAGENSIS — hoyoverse multimuse feat. RUAN MEI & FUGUE, as loved by MARROW / DANDELION ( 25+ | they/it ). Multimuse & OC friendly. Personals & minors dni. Sporadic activity. Also found at: ekleips | criesred. Warning for : themes of human experimentation, loss of identity, violence, death, etc. I rarely post starter calls, plotting & the inbox is the best way to interact with me. Most replies are queued. ( permanent interest check || permanent shipping call )

                                    𝐈. Carrd   𝐈𝐈. Starter Call   𝐈𝐈𝐈. Memes

MAINS : tba!

CREDITS. pinned layout inspo from girlfox. psd by darlingcider. icon & divider template by lavenderph.

[ekleips]

I've made the decision to step away from the hoyo rpc completely for the time being. I've gone somewhere else, but I'm not going to say where because I don't really want to be followed over there by certain people (not mutuals, but I don't like the feeling of being Watched following me over there). I've only followed a few people over there, and I won't be following hoyo blogs. If you want to stay in contact, my twitter is mossnb0nes. I don't feel comfortable giving my discord out on a post since I won't be logging back in here any time soon.

I may end up back on here down the line. My multi and acheron are on indefinite hiatus. I'll finish deleting the rest of my blogs later.

[ekleips]

the last thing before I hop off to read and relax because it's been a Week, if you are interested in my daenerys when I set her up, please let me know. I will be a bit choosy who I follow over there, but I am planning on making her somewhat fandomless and crosover friendly. i'm taking a step back (again) from the hoyo rpc- i'll still be somewhat active but not on here or on sirin every day.

tldr, hyv stuff just doesn't spark the same joy it used to for me. phai is the only reason i'm really sticking with hsr rn. i'm waiting for the tsaritsa's design reveal before I drop g.enshin completely. it's mostly just the fandom itself sucking a lot of the joy out of any creating for it, between the constant discourse, especially over meaningless shit like t/b discourse, going as far as harassment and groupchats created just to shittalk others, rampant and inescapable biphobia, and hyv themselves. i'm so tired of people pretending hyv is this queer, feminist company that creates rep of queer people for queer people when that is provably not the case. there's also just a lot of shit memories attached to these franchies for me now, and it's hard to find joy in creating when a lot of stuff reminds me of those memories.

[ekleips]

the last thing before I hop off to read and relax because it's been a Week, if you are interested in my daenerys when I set her up, please let me know. I will be a bit choosy who I follow over there, but I am planning on making her somewhat fandomless and crosover friendly. i'm taking a step back (again) from the hoyo rpc- i'll still be somewhat active but not on here or on sirin every day.

tldr, hyv stuff just doesn't spark the same joy it used to for me. phai is the only reason i'm really sticking with hsr rn. i'm waiting for the tsaritsa's design reveal before I drop g.enshin completely. it's mostly just the fandom itself sucking a lot of the joy out of any creating for it, between the constant discourse, especially over meaningless shit like t/b discourse, going as far as harassment and groupchats created just to shittalk others, rampant and inescapable biphobia, and hyv themselves. i'm so tired of people pretending hyv is this queer, feminist company that creates rep of queer people for queer people when that is provably not the case. there's also just a lot of shit memories attached to these franchies for me now, and it's hard to find joy in creating when a lot of stuff reminds me of those memories.

[ekleips]

i'm not doing a promo yet but. oc sirin is set up. have a basic info post up for her too since I am too tired rn to do all of her carrd, so I will gradually work on filling that in.

@elegiaes

[anagensis]

mostly gonna be hanging out on phai for a while since I finally got their stuff updated, so if you need me urgently for anything, feel free to catch me over ther.e I'll try and pop back on here soon though

[anagensis]

also I have completely reworked sirin a bit, given her a new name, and i'm considering giving her a blog of her own but the fear is real asldfkjdfhg.

[anagensis]

finals week kinda took me out, but gonna try and finish up those starters I owe tonight. i'm clearing out my followers a bit so I can keep it focused on people I interact with, because I tend to get easily overwhelmed. as of right now, active (ish) blogs I have are:

@anagensis, multi

@criesred, acheron

@ekleips, khaos, revamping

on the fence about silver wolf rn.

[anagensis]

okay so, the whole oc idea I was talking about before. I have decided I'm going to yoink khaos and flesh out a fandomless dark urban fantasy verse as their main verse, mainly inspired by: the silt verses, cult of the lamb, the dresden files, zenless zone zero, and a bit of the little I know about kiana in there. however, with that, I thought it might be fun for me to make a blog (maybe a sideblog on there, maybe its own blog) for other characters I make in that verse. included in that would probably be sirin, and a character I have vague concepts of named eden with a jade hsr faceclaim.

I would love to open up that verse eventually to others who want to either make a character or put a canon muse in that verse. i'm not sure though if people would really be interested in an oc mumu for that world, but it does help me to yap as i'm thinking stuff out, so I suppose this is a sort of interest check? to like the post or comment to say 'yes i'd be interested'.

if you want to yap with me about it as I make it, then just dm me here or on disco if you have mine. i'm absolutely down for weaving lore together with khaos or any of the others as I flesh them out (re: I love doing that it's so much fun)

[anagensis]

okay so, the whole oc idea I was talking about before. I have decided I'm going to yoink khaos and flesh out a fandomless dark urban fantasy verse as their main verse, mainly inspired by: the silt verses, cult of the lamb, the dresden files, zenless zone zero, and a bit of the little I know about kiana in there. however, with that, I thought it might be fun for me to make a blog (maybe a sideblog on there, maybe its own blog) for other characters I make in that verse. included in that would probably be sirin, and a character I have vague concepts of named eden with a jade hsr faceclaim.

I would love to open up that verse eventually to others who want to either make a character or put a canon muse in that verse. i'm not sure though if people would really be interested in an oc mumu for that world, but it does help me to yap as i'm thinking stuff out, so I suppose this is a sort of interest check? to like the post or comment to say 'yes i'd be interested'.

if you want to yap with me about it as I make it, then just dm me here or on disco if you have mine. i'm absolutely down for weaving lore together with khaos or any of the others as I flesh them out (re: I love doing that it's so much fun)

[anagensis]

tonight: khaos worldbuilding, drafts on here, acheron gfx overhaul so I can slide back on there soon and also give her some of her own lore/worldbuilding

[anagensis]

I think this is spectacularly bad timing, that I was about to try and gauge interest for an oc blog with worldbuilding tied to my khaos' worldbuilding I am working on LMFAO. I'm basically planning on starting to write khaos as an oc inspired by phainon anyways lol.

[anagensis]

i'm glad i've not seen any oc hate on my dash (yet? thank god) but just know I will go to bat for ocs.

[anagensis]

okay quastion stemming from this post/the tags. when it comes to making a muse more fandomless/building your own lore, are there any tips / tricks / pointers / etc. I feel like i've asked this before but brain is blanking.

probably would be more general fantasy/dark fantasy horror/urban fantasy type vibes. idk maybe i'm overthinking but lol

[anagensis]

🛋️ What’s your ideal RP writing environment (music, silence, chaos)? & 😶 Are you shy about approaching new RP partners? & 🎲 Do you like doing random starter calls or planned plots more? !

munday questions

🛋️ What’s your ideal RP writing environment (music, silence, chaos)?

I need some sort of background noise. Usually when I'm trying to write, instrumental music, and I find video game music works best. Lately, I've been using the cosmic wheel sisterhood menu music when I want to write or work on homework.

😶 Are you shy about approaching new RP partners?

Yes. ghksdfjhfg. I am working on trying to get better about it though.

🎲 Do you like doing random starter calls or planned plots more?

I don't mind liking random starter calls, but when it comes to me writing them,, I'm not great asldfkjgh. I tend to have an easier time if we already have a dynamic plotted, to at least give me something to go off of without getting too nervous, or a few half plotted ideas to draw from. Otherwise, memes are the best way to start stuff off with me.

[raesource]

munday questions

📅 How long have you been roleplaying, and what got you started?

🌊 Do you prefer plotting everything out or going with the flow?

🪞 How similar are you to your muse(s)?

🎭 What’s your favourite genre to roleplay (angst, fluff, horror, etc.)?

💖 What’s a trope you love and will never get tired of?

🚫 What’s a trope you avoid or dislike?

🎧 Do you associate songs with your muse(s)? If so, share one!

🥹 Do you ever get emotionally affected by your threads?

🛋️ What’s your ideal RP writing environment (music, silence, chaos)?

✨ What’s your favourite thing about your muse(s)?

⏳ How long does it usually take you to reply to threads?

📝 Do you prefer short replies or long, detailed ones?

🏆 What’s your proudest thread or RP moment?

🌐 Do you enjoy crossovers with other fandoms?

🕵️ Do you stalk blogs before following them? Be honest.

💕 Who are you having the most fun writing with, at the moment?

😶 Are you shy about approaching new RP partners?

🌟 Where do you get inspiration for your writing?

🖼️ Do you make edits, moodboards, or playlists for your muse(s)?

😭 What’s the saddest scene you’ve ever written?

✈️ If your muse(s) could go anywhere, where would they go?

🎁 What’s a random fun fact about you (the mun)?

💻 Do you RP mostly on mobile or desktop?

🌙 Have you ever stayed up way too late just to reply?

🎲 Do you like doing random starter calls or planned plots more?

🤔 What’s something you’ve never tried in RP but want to?

✍️ Has your writing style changed over time? How?

🎯 Do you set personal goals for your RP (activity, improvement, etc.)?

🧪 Have you ever experimented with a completely different writing style or format?

🧑‍🎨 Do you prefer original characters, canon characters, or a mix?

📊 How much research do you do for your threads (if any)?

🔐 Do you keep secrets about your muse(s) from other writers on purpose?

✏️ Do you write outside of RP (stories, poetry, etc.)?

⛰️ What’s the hardest part of roleplaying for you?

🧱 What helps you get out of writer’s block?

📐 Do you prefer long-term threads or short interactions?

🚪 How do you usually start a new thread? Dialogue, action, or description?

⛓️‍💥 Have you ever taken a long break from RP? What brought you back?

🧠 Do you believe muses “have a mind of their own”?

✂️ How much do you edit your replies before posting?

🎬 Has any media (show/movie/game) recently inspired your RP?

🌀 Do you enjoy chaotic threads or calmer, character-focused ones?

🌱 How do you develop your muse(s) over time?

⚡ What’s something small that instantly makes you excited to reply?

📥 Have you ever adopted ideas from other writers into your own headcanon?

⚔️ Do you like conflict-heavy plots or softer dynamics more?

🪫 How do you handle losing motivation for a thread?

📦 If you had to move your RP somewhere else, where would you go?

🛑 Do you have any RP boundaries or topics you will not write?

😤 Do you have any pet peeves when it comes to RP partners or threads?

💌 Do you prefer people to DM you for plotting, or just jump into asks/starters?

🔄 How do you feel about dropping threads vs. pushing through them?

🫶 What makes you feel most appreciated as an RP partner?

👤 Do you ever write characters very different from yourself on purpose?

📚 Do you reread your old threads? Why or why not?

🎮 If your muse(s) were in a different genre (fantasy, modern, sci-fi), what would change?

[anagensis]

some spoilers for the most recent hsr update

I've been thinking, and part of me wonders if asat pramad was the one who sent that mask to fulwish. his whole thing is slow, methodical destruction that unfolds like a 'cruel joke.' that's what set her on the path that ended up where we saw, and that note sounds exactly like something he would say. idk if we'll ever get confirmation one way or another but I lean towards it was him.