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The difference between going from being a skinny girl to a thick girl is soul crushing. I went from the girl men would kill to date and to impress to the girl they objectify. This society is fucked and yet they tell you Eds are bad. They’re only bad when they know about them.
anyone else just starve to feel like they have their shit together
I’m losing my mind, I’m not okay.
I miss how much control I had when I was skinny.
The worst part about having an ED is that it literally never goes away. I developed it at in my early teen years, after hitting my lowest weight I started gaining it back and decided to be “healthy”. I fucking hate who I’ve become when I lost control. I am undependable, lazy, unorganized, slobby and downright disgusting with no self-discipline. I procrastinate a lot, I barely engage in any kind of self care. I lost control over my calories which made me lose control in my looks, education, career and life. I hate it so much and it drives me insane knowing that the only way I can gain back control over my life is by starving again.
I’m so triggered
I’m so triggered
I’m losing it everything is so triggering I need to lose weight I need to never eat again
Calming masterpost:
crisis/urgent support lines and sites
hotlines/crisis lines for depression, domestic abuse, alcohol and drug abuse, teens, pregnancy, lgbt and more
mental support community - a forum where you can post that you are in a crisis right now and need peer support as soon as possible
imalive crisis chat - online one-on-one chat for if you’re in at risk of hurting yourself etc
self harm alternatives
si urges alternatives
relaxation/anxiety relief
do nothing for two minutes
interactive silk art
guided relaxation
watch a dream
100,000 stars
thisissand - create sandscapes on your screen with your mouse
calming gif
the quiet place project
the quiet place - find some quiet
the thoughts room - a super calm page to unburden yourself from bad thoughts
the comfort spot - a place for anonymous venting with out anybody judging you for who you are
the dawn room - my personal favourite, especially good for when you feel alone
know that it will be okay - when a moment is too hard for you - come here.
music and sounds
my anxiety relief playlist - on 8tracks
my positivity/recovery playlist - on 8tracks
‘stay strong’ playlists - on 8tracks
coffee shop sounds
rain sounds
calmsound - nature sounds
rainycafe
comfort food
one minute cookie in a mug
brownie in a mug
several cookie recipes
25 hot chocolate recipes
loads and loads of snacks - 533 quick and easy recipes for a range of snacks on studentrecipe
lots of different in-a-mug recipes
chocolate pudding in a mug - my personal fave (lil tip: add mini marshmallows for extra gooey yumminess)
advice and tips
how to be okay with yourself
25 resolutions
life hacks
more life hacks
a hella ton more life hacks - so many life hacks dude soon ur gonna never have a day-to-day stress again
school masterpost - school sucks so bad but hopefully this can help ease the stress
how to love yourself
how to bypass restricted wifi omg
alleviate menstrual cramps
boost your confidence
love yourself!
self help after anxiety
stop biting your nails
stop procrastinating
stop skipping breakfast
videos and movies
cure to sadness (video)
the movie blog - a blog dedicated to movie masterposts you will never be without a movie to watch again
cute roulette - THE BEST PLACE ON THE INTERNET ITS LITERALLY JUST A HUGE ROULETTE OF VIDEOS OF CUTE ANIMALS WHAT MORE COULD YOU WANT FROM LIFE
random acts of kindness caught on film
disney movies
movies for angsty teens
distractions etc
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loads of cute games
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huge list of bloggers who have put themselves forward as willing to listen/chat without judgement
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The Moon is a Harsh Mistress (song)
Calming/distracting Websites
The Quiet Place
Rainymood.com
Calm.com
Soundrown.com - calming sounds to mix and match
A website to distract yourself
A recovery masterpost
A post of interesting things
Ungruntle yourself
Press a magic button and fix everything
Play cute games
Almost every movie your little heart desires (i suggest you use with adblocker)
How to love yourself
A website that compliments you
Crafts and activities, easy and fun DYI projects
Glitter calm jars
A list of things to do to curb anxiety
Make a blanket nest
Silky summer legs
Lots of food recipes; mostly desserts
For bad days masterpost
Make some microwave snacks
Five minute fudge
Make a phone case
A bunch of hobbies!
Self care list!
Pretty gold-dipped feathers (for decorating or anything)
What to do when:
You’ve been triggered
You’re having an anxiety attack
You’re having a panic attack
Your face is red and puffy after crying
You just had a fight
You hate yourself
You want to avoid being stressed
You want to get over your ex
Meditation and breathing
Guided Meditations
Do Nothing for 2 Minutes
Calm Down
Meditation Tips
90 second relaxation exercise
Simple things
Pretty Tree
When You Feel You Have Lost Everything
See Some BLOOD
Press a Button to Make Everything OK
Calming Manatee
Calming Gif
Make Something!
Jump into a Sofa Fort!
Make a Comfort Box
Glitter Jar Or This One
Other Nice Things
A Page To Help You Recover!!!
Coping Skills & Distractions
The Quiet Place. Shhhhh
For When You’re Upset
The Nicest Place on the Internet
Player 2
10 Most Relaxing Online Games
Talk To Someone That Will Listen
Not Having a Good Day?
How-to Love Yourself
Ground Yourself X X X
Mood Chart
Do Nothing For Two Minutes
Rainymood
The Comfort Spot
Weave Silk
Seed Plant Breeder
This Is Sand
C.A.L.M
Calming/Relaxing Music:
Soft Piano: x, x, x, x, x
The Sound of Waves: x
The Sound of a Storm + Waves: x
Getting back into restricting is honestly the best feeling in the world. It makes you feel like you FINALLY have control over yourself again.
I thought I recovered, “I love myself now” I mutter under my breath during my daily self affirmation ritual. It just feels awful. I feel suffocated in this meaty costume that has kept expanding ever since I “recovered”. The more I weigh, the more I lose a part of myself, the more I hate myself, the more I just wanna hide away and shut everything out. But I can’t. I cannot escape my obsession with perfection and I certainly can’t escape life. All I need to do is be smarter this time, I can’t afford to keep losing myself.
*cancels plans* sorry i can’t come i’m ugly
When you try to tell yourself that u don't have an eating disorder but only produces serotonin when you step on the scale and see that you've lost pounds overnight, you fast until you're about to faint, and every time you eat you regret it all and you purge. but you know.. I only want to loose a few pounds just like everybody huh?
Did anyone else go through a random recovery where your mental health just improved in general which allowed you to kick your ED mentality to the curb and see through body dysmorphia but then gained a decent amount of weight making you unhappy with your body and reverting back to ED habits even though you don’t have the same obsession anymore and now feel like you don’t really have an ED anymore because it’s not that bad you just have disordered eating and also kinda wish your mental health would just fuck up so you could at least go back to being a real Anorexic/bulimic ect. Because boy this feels shit and confusing and I really do feel like I’m faking it now.
Omg it’s in words
Me for the past 3 months 😭😭😭😭😋
i always see posts on here talking about becoming skinny so “he can lift you easy as a feather”, or “so your crush will notice u!” and ofc there’s nothing wrong with this, but for me and i’m sure a bunch of others: it’s about control. it’s about me being the one who decides what i eat, when i eat. it’s about taking control of my body and watching myself become what i’ve always wanted to be. it’s about becoming the girl people are both jealous and afraid of because she looks so slender and her stomach roars and yet she has the self control to only eat an eighth of what’s put on her plate. it’s about choosing any item of clothing i like and slipping easily into it, having all clothes be baggy. i’m doing this for me, and i know it’s crazy to a certain degree, but i fucking adore it because it’s the one thing in my life that is mine entirely.
A month off of school due to carona, challenge accepted
Am I seriously using carona break to glow up? Fuck yes. It’s restriction hours xoxo
there are like week long segments that are just like “no ill lose this weight in a healthy way” or “being skinny isnt worth losing hotdogs” but then i always come back to this goddamn blog
