तान

mujhe nahi ban na bada, mera dil nahi tutna chahiye, kuch nahi chahiye mujhe

[alhadsisimranleft]

Ek khat, ek chatur naar ke liye, (I wish you were my padosan.)

To Shrishti, my beloved wifey + headache.

From alhad si Simran, ek kavitri aur lekhika.

Suno meri pyari Shrishti, meri bholi Shrishti. kabhi kabhi jab saj sanwar kar aati ho to mere dil me khyaal aata hai ki ek chatur naar kar ke singaar, mere mann ke dvaar yeh ghusat jaat ham marat jaat, are he he he, yak chatur naar kar ke singaar... Aur me vahi ghayal ho jaati hoon aur keh bhi nhi paati ki aye gulbadan, aye gulbadan phulo kee mehak kaanto kee chubhan tujhe dekh ke kehta hai meraa mann kahi aaj kisise mohabbat naa ho jaaye...

Ye jo tumhari oversharing ki buri aadat hai vo badal rahi ho ya nhi? Kyu har jagah dhindhora pit deti ho ki "I have tea to spill!!" Like, honthon me aisi baat mai dabaake chali aayi khul jaaye wohi bat toh duhaayi hai duhaayi ha re ha bat jisame pyar toh hai jaher bhi hai haaye, usme ya to pyaar hota hai ya dil tutna. To ek salah hai meri ki apne dard apne tak rakhne chahiye jo ghav hote hai unhe dhak kar rakhne chahiye, khule me chhodne se us par ya to log namak chhidak dete hai ya phir chitiyon ki tarah... Khair... To me keh rahi thi ki I can see you dancing late at night in your imagination while wearing kajara in your beautiful eyes on the melodies of, kajaraa muhabbat wala ankhiyo me aisaa dala kajare ne le li meri jaan haay re mai tere qurabaan duniyaa hai mere pichhe lekin mai tere pichhe apanaa banaa le meri jaan haay re mai tere qurabaan, in hope that someday it'll become true. Little miss delulu.

Pata nhi kyu lekin mujhe aisa lagta hai ki shayad tum chahti ho ki tumhe tumhari tarah koi pyaar kare, tumhe koi aise samjhe jaise ek kavi apni kavita ko samjhta hai aur aise sambhaal ke rakhe jaise koi gulaab ko kitaab me rakhta hai. Aur sabhi chahte hai isme koi burai nhi hai magar apni duniya ko rangne ke liye galat rang mat chuno apni warna zindagi ka chitra kabhi pura naa ho kya pata shayad adhura reh jaaye... Isse accha sahi logo ko chuno kyu ki zindagi milke bitayenge, haal e dil gaa ke sunayenge, hum to saat rang hai ye jahan rangeen banayenge jaise lagni chahiye... Hai na?

Naa ki tanhaai milati hai, mahafil nahin milati raahein muhabbat mein kabhi manjil nahin milati dil tut jaata hai, naakaam hota hai... Jaisi, hai na? Shayad sochti to tum bhi hogi ki jaane kyon log muhabbat kiya karate hain? Javab na milne par shayad ye bhi kehti hogi, yeh jo mohabbat hai yeh unaka hain kaam mehbub kaa jo bas lete huye naam mar jaaye mit jaaye ho jaye badanam rehane do chhodo bhee jane do yaar, hum naa karenge pyaar.

Kya akele me sochti ho kisi ki baare me? abhi tak to hotho pe tha tabassum kaa ek silasila bahut shadama the ham unako bhulakar achanak ye kya ho gaya ki chehare pe rag-e-malal aa gaya hui shaam un ka khayal aa gaya vahi zindagi ka saval aa gaya aur phir thodi hi der baad khud hi gam se bahar aa jaati hogi, jamaana dekha sara hain sab ka sahaara Ye dil hee humaara hua na kisee ka Safar mein hain ye banjara na jaane kis pe aayega hai apna dil to awara na jaane kispe aayega, like an optimistic person.

Bas itna kehna hai ki galat ladko ko dil deke dekho dil deke dekho dil deke dekho ji dil lene waalon dil dena seekho ji samjho samjho samjho deewane ki zabaan pyar jo na hota na hota yeh jahaan kehna band karo kyu ki tum to itni pyaari ho ki tumhare liye roj gazhle likhu, tumhare husn ke baare me kavitaye sunau... Tere honth kya hai, gulabi kanwal hai ye do patiya, pyar ki ik gazal hai woh najuk labo se mohobbat ki bate hami ko sunana gajab hogaya aye phulo ki rani, baharo ki malika, tera muskurana gajab ho gaya, naa dil hosh me hai, na ham hosh me hai, najar ka milana gajab ho gaya jaise geet gaau. Par tumhe to "when you're not fed love on a silver spoon you learn to lick it off knives." ki aadat hai to shayad phoolon wala pyaar pasand nahi aayega.

I know you're chill type like main zindagi ka sath nibhata chala gaya har fikra ko dhuyein mein udata chala barbadiyon ka sog manana fizool tha Manana fizool tha, manana fizool tha barbadiyon ka jashn manata chala gaya and only worry about your future at night and back to normal in the day.

Jab bhi tumhara mood kharab ho tab ye yaad karna ki duniya bohot badi hai aur usse jyada khubsurat hai jise tumhari kadar nhi, dekho... woh chaand khila woh taare hanse yeh raat ajab matwari hai ban ke panchhi gaaye pyaar kaa tarana mil jaaye agar aaj koyi saathi mastana. Kehte huye ummeed ke sath aage badh jaana.

Sincerely yours always and forever, Simmu.

[anarkali-disco-chali]

The best khat i ever got. I love you so much simmu this got me crying. I'm so so sooo grateful to have you in my life. 😭😭😭mai kya bolu kitna bolu kum hai 🌷🌷🌷🌷mwahhhh

Thank you so much 🎀🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷

[weltenwellen]

Alex Dimitrov, “Poem Written in a Cab”, Love and Other Poems

[weltenwellen]

Buttercream Joy Sullivan

[thoughtkick]

“Waiting is a sign of true love and patience. Anyone can say “I love you”, but not everyone can wait and prove it’s true.”

— lieinlove

[stuckinapril]

Just try your best, get off your phone as much as you can, honor your hurt feelings and also the hurt feelings of others, favor sincerity over nonchalance whenever it’s appropriate to, reach out to people you miss, let go of people when it’s time, operate from a deeply rooted self respect rather than from a lens of what people think, try your best to read the room, sit in the sun on overcast days (with sunscreen on), drink lots of water, pursue everything you want aggressively, accept that your timeline will be different, welcome detours if circumstances call for them, hold both yourself and others accountable, try to move your body as much as you can and you will be okay diva

[thehopefulquotes]

“Just remember that sometimes, the way you think about a person isn’t the way they actually are.”

— John Green, An Abundance of Katherines

[anarkali-disco-chali]

im convinced now, that I don't deserve love, im soo unworthy of it.

[8nin]

i don’t mean to be political, but what if everyone had basic human rights

[messvoid]

The Devil has minioned too close to the sun

[oldwinesoul]

I don't know what it means to love people halfway, it's not in my nature. My affections are always excessive.

// Jane Austen

[paper-wounds]

[inkpressedpetals]

this is what best friends are for.

[the-show-romantics]

@talesinmyhead040122

[thoughtcascades]

i am tired of almost. almost happy. almost loved. almost understood. almost safe. almost myself

[lunamonchtuna]

— Makenzie Campbell, from a poem featured in "2 a.m. Thoughts," originally published in 2017 (via lunamonchtuna)

[firstfullmoon]

Maggie Smith, “Wild”

[anarkali-disco-chali]

can he talk to me , for one last time? and tell me that he loves me?

[anarkali-disco-chali]

he said he doesn't know , if he likes me or not, there's someone in his life.

[elizabethsinclair]

elizabeth s.