Tw///ED

She/her 🏳️‍🌈 H: 5’6 Hw: 125 Lw: 107 Cw: 115 Gw1:110 Gw2:105 Gw3:100 Ugw:96

[anasbitchisback]

The bitch is back and better than ever!

Currently enjoying my flavored air and coffee

Dm me!!

[anasbitchisback]

I’m so pathetically average that it makes me want to cry. There isn’t something special about me or an activity where I have my own thing, my sister comes and does it too. I have no identity. Being mentally ill is my thing and I can’t even do that right

[anasbitchisback]

You ever eat something and just regret your whole existence ?

[anasbitchisback]

The urge to binge and purge to distract myself from feeling these negative feelings is so strong atm

[anasbitchisback]

Cancel weight gain 2022

[jupitersmusings]

good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

[overlord-fire-bubble]

THIS ONE FUCKING WORKS. REBLOG IT.

[tiny-kt]

this for real fucking works

[anasbitchisback]

You ever dislike yourself so much that you hate your personality? Like you can always change your appearance, you can cut or dye your hair, change your clothes, lose or gain weight, wear makeup, etc. but even if you do all that, you still have to live with the same personality. No amount of hair dye will ever change the way you are. That is such a terrifying thing. Even if I got to my ugw, my personality would still be shitty. I don’t know does anyone else feel like this?

[anasbitchisback]

Gained 10 pounds since the last time I was at the doctors. I’m done. Literally going to have a mental breakdown over the fact that I’m so ugly

[anasbitchisback]

I have my physical tomorrow and they’re going to have to weigh me and I was tempted to be honest with them tomorrow like yes I have been a hot mess of severe anxiety thanks for asking but right now I just want to shut up and stop bothering everyone. Full-blown relapse, spiraling out of control completely on my own here I come

[anasbitchisback]

I think I speak for us all when I say that white monster tastes like anorexia

[anasbitchisback]

My throat has been hurting but my mom thinks it’s covid. Who’s gonna tel her?

[anasbitchisback]

Does anyone else get super hungry after purging? Or is that just me?

[anasbitchisback]

Listening to loud rock music while purging makes me feel powerful and reckless. Manic pixie dream girl vibes

[gracelouise2005]

Me: I'm getting back on track today.

Also me: binges.

[anasbitchisback]

Did I just eat a whole bag of Lindt chocolates and 2 bags of Chex mix with the intent of puking it up? Yes.

Is there someone in the bathroom that is stopping me? Yes.

This is what I’d like to call dealing with the consequences of my own actions

[anasbitchisback]

Your girl is back on her bullshit

I deleted tumblr and everything related because I was like I’m trying to recover but I’m back now. I’ve gained so much weight and I feel awful about myself. I broke my streak and purged today for the first time in almost 3 months. Starting a 36 hour fast at 8. Probably going to binge and purge right before.

[anasbitchisback]

Internalized homophobia is the worst. Like I just want to be normal and live a normal life. But no I got to be mentally I’ll and gay? God has favorites and it sure as hell isn’t me