✳ ––– FORGET YOU !

carry on, let the good times roll, sail along, let your path unfold, it won't be long, won't be long, won't be long, you know it's gonna get better, you know it's gonna get better, say a prayer for the broken bones 'cause who cares? we're all going home and it won't be long, won't be long, you know it's gonna get better

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hello my peeps so jamie is gonna post my unfollows here in a sec but i just wanted to say how much fun i had writing with you all and i will miss everyone but don’t be afraid to hmu on discord ILY @yeet this wheat 🍞#0693 💕💕💕

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ohaugusst‌:

“you certainly do that…” a nod of appreciation to their current situation was given to her welcomely. this certainly beat the last valentine’s date auction while she’d been away and he’d been pining for her to be there. “mm, you’re right. almost.” august’s hands trailed teasingly down her zipper to rest on the small of her back. apparently ana’s curveballs were already making an appearance, if only for the look on august’s face as she revealed that there was little under her dress. “are you not wearing any…?” august trailed off, his eyebrows raised ever so slightly as his head spun slightly at the suggestion. so ana really had gone all out with teasing him tonight. throwing a brief look at the curtain, august bit his lip, wondering if they were really tempting fate if they went for this. “well, i suppose we’ll have to stand incredibly close if you want to hold onto your modesty, won’t we?” 

the deer in headlights look that august had in his eyes made her smirk grow even more. “i mean i couldn’t. i didn’t want any lines,” she chuckled and figured he wouldn’t quite understand her reasoning, “so don’t go thinking i did it just for you.” the tension was palpable and could be cut with a knife. seeing the concern of getting caught in his eyes she quickly glanced at the curtain and began to pull him farther down the corridor. “please, i have no modesty left. you however we need to protect,” ana teased lovingly. she turned a corner and searched for the next turn which was a doorway that lead to a small sitting room. “surely we have nothing to worry about now.” hastily she pulled him in and shut the door behind them and flipped on the dim lights. “if you don’t want to do this tell me now.” her fingers found the zipper on the back of her dress and unzipped it. the thin straps draped over her shoulders as the material of the dress became loose against her body. slowly she closed the space between them again and pressed her chest against his and felt the warmth of his skin again. “i want you,” she hummed against his lips.

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SNAPCHAT –– (      )

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kingvcnderbilt‌:

carter v: wow and no invite carter v: my heart is kinda broken carter v: well everyone knows me so i’m not surprised

ana: sorry not sorry ana: come find me and i’ll fix it for u ana: well everyone knows me too so 🤷‍♀️

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iMessage –– ana 😈

tara: ok great because we might need to go out

tara: on a scale of 1-10 how much do you hate damon

ana: amazing. those are my 4 favorite words

ana: well 0 bc i don't know the dude

ana: but also 10 bc i'm assuming u hate him at a 10

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ofcaspicn‌:

it had been a while since ana and him had caught up and with her birthday coming up, caspian thought it was about time to actually be a good friend; while also using the chance to congratulate her properly on her new role. so, it was only natural that lunch that day had been his treat. he had not been expecting to be privy to the conversation ana was having with her mother though, and awkwardly sipped at his latte. after all, caspian was well aware of ana’s mother’s temperamental nature. “i mean that goes kinda thing goes hand in hand with living in la, right?” he joked, trying to ease the tension that had washed over the table. “weather’s hot - people are cold.”

“wow i’m sorry you had to witness that,” ana chuckled nervously and took a deep breath to be rid of any negative thoughts that came from the conversation. “anyway, thanks for taking me to lunch. when even was the last time we hung out that wasn’t a stupid gala or upper east side event?” she took a sip of her coffee and laughed at how little she saw some of her “friends” outside of social events. not that caspian wasn’t a real friend to her. after all he was the one that inspired her to get back into acting. “and i’m glad i found time for this. i forgot how busy shooting schedules were and how strict they were. i have scheduled bathroom breaks on set and my assistant is like a watch dog whenever i do something that isn’t scheduled she’ll pounce on me.”

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hcnnxh-m‌:

“oh perfect,” she chimed as soon as half of their planning was already done. “we can just take my jet down to miami and we’re good to go. i already talked to a planner, i’ll just tell them which yacht is ours and they’ll get all the food and bottles taken care of.” opening up a new note to type out their guest list, her eyes shot up as soon as she mentioned something between her & margot. “what are you talking about? what’d she do?” it was a little comforting to know hannah wasn’t the only one facing her wrath at the moment.

“what would i do without you?” ana laughed and took another long swig from her glass, finishing off her mimosa and setting it to the side. truthfully she hadn’t planned on doing anything big for her birthday this year but given all the recent drama it was a good excuse for a girls trip away. “margot was just being margot,” she sighed, debating on telling what happened and eventually deciding hannah would pry it out of her anyway. “she asked for some party favors at the benefit and usually she doesn’t ask me unless something shitty is going on so i asked if she was okay and it turned into her bitching at me about my ‘perfect’ relationship. did i miss something?”

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ofkairas‌:

“a decade ago huh?” kaira’s eyes widened before she shook her head. “your mother um–really likes to make things about herself huh?” she knew often that people liked to vent about family members but the moment someone else said something derogatory, they jumped down their throat, she just hoped anastasia wasn’t like that. “listen, i know your mother is a great actress, but her–name might be enough to get you an audition but everything else is on you and you alone, you should start screening her calls more often.”

“she really does,” ana laughed, just imagining how her mother acted as a teenager if this is how she acted as a professional adult, “i think she’s just looking for an excuse to come bother me on set and see how else she can ruin my career before it’s even started.” if ana recalled correctly her mother did the same thing when she first got cast on barney. convinced she got the part because of those favors she did years prior. if anything it was a little insulting to ana since her mother was basically saying she didn’t believe in her acting abilities. “that’s the thing, she wasn’t a great actress. that’s why she switched to producing. she bossed everyone else around so much that it was a natural progression.”

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nilscns‌:

“in the flesh.” she jokes, going in for a hug. her knowledge of anastasia’s life was reduced to what she saw on her instagram feed and the short chat that follows an interaction in a picture or a reaction on a story. she’s happy to see her, that’s for sure. “i think it’s been since high school that we haven’t seen or really talked to each other, right? i don’t know. i’m so happy to see you!” she’s practically beaming. “i’m… alright. can’t complain.” she brushes off the whole screaming thing with a gesture of her hand. “parents are crazy, it’s nothing new. are you done shooting or are you just starting? we should go get some dessert and catch up!”

“wow i can’t believe how long it’s been,” she laughed and opened her arms up for a hug. they hadn’t stopped being friends on purpose, life just happened to get in the way and they went their separate paths. ana however was glad those paths got to cross again today. “high school feels like a life time ago. but i’m happy to see you too!” a wide smile took over her features as her mind began to replay the last memories the pair had together. “just starting. i got cast in an abc show that’s shooting at nyu soon. i kind of had a whole ‘get my life together’ moment and decided that getting back into acting would be good for me,” she explained with a sheepish grin. “yes! god so much has happened in just the past few months alone i don’t even know where to begin.”

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SNAPCHAT –– (      )

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kingvcnderbilt‌:

carterv: coming out tonight? carterv: you’ll be sorry if you don’t carterv: btw this chick said she knows you

ana: excuse u i’m already out ana: and i’m always sorry in the morning ana: funny bc this guy says he knows u

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iMessage –– (      )

tara: its late i know

tara: but i need to talk to someone

ana: i can't remember the last time i slept more than 5 hours it's fine

ana: what's going on babe?

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hcnnxh-m‌:

hannah was sitting across from ana, harmlessly listening to the half of the conversation that she could actually hear. it wasn’t like she was new, she was used to the fights that she’d be around for, just like ana had been around the countless number of times her mom was on her case. sipping her mimosa slowly as ana finally got off the phone, the girl just nodded slowly in reply, “that’s possible. i know what can make you feel better though,” she replied with a much happier tone. “guess whose birthday is coming up? spoiler alert, it’s you, we need to plan our trip and decide who’s coming along.”

letting out an annoyed groan ana shoved her phone in her bag and downed half of her mimosa before registering what hannah was saying. her mother was so infuriating. but once the topic of her birthday was brought up ana’s mood improved exponentially. “one of my director buddies was nice enough to loan me his yacht and it’s in a miami port ready for where ever we want to go. you said turks and caicos right? i think that’s our best option. the bahamas are too touristy for me.” she could already feel the sand between her toes and the warm sun on her skin. “as for the invite list i’m good with our group. as long as margot doesn’t bite my fucking head off again.”

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maxxiies‌:

“it didn’t sound very nice to talk to her at all,” maxxie finds himself blurting out as ana’s phone call ends. he knows her peripherally, through his friendship with gus, but that’s enough for him to not immediately apologize for his misspeak. he does, however, look appropriately sheepish in case she should find offense to his words. “not that i was eavesdropping at all. your voice carries very well!” it was also raised in volume but he doubts she needs him to point that out. “a great trait for an actress. when, uh, when does filming begin? has it started already?” diverting the conversation to the more positive focal point seems to be maxxie’s best bet and he offers her a friendly smile as accompaniment.

ana was taken by surprise by the comment, she didn’t think anyone was listening. but it made sense. she was basically yelling in the middle of the space and it was an open invitation to anyone who could hear her to comment on the situation. “yeah most of my conversations with her end like that,” ana laughed sheepishly, “part of the reason she stayed in la and i moved here with my dad when i got the chance. don’t worry, it’s fine. i wasn’t exactly trying to keep the conversation private.” her interacting with maxxie had been limited but he was a friend of gus’s so he was a friend of her’s by default. “in a few weeks actually. i just got my script for the pilot and i’m really excited about it.”

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nilscns‌:

she’s out taking pictures of people in new york and she’s extra careful not to get anyone that could potentially bring her some trouble in the upper east side. madeline’s had to delete many pictures due to this - thankfully, no one has taking legal action. she’s about to snap a picture when a familiar voice gets to her; waiting for the girl to get off the phone, she puts her camera down. “ana? wow. it’s been a while.” she smiles at the girl that used to be her childhood best friend and she hopes ana remembers her.

her eyes were fixed on her screen as she began crafting an angry text to her mother about how she was acting like a child when someone calls out her name. she looked up and squinted for a moment at the blonde in front of her before it finally clicks. “holy shit, mads?” she replied, a beaming smile taking over her features as she shoved her phone in her pocket and headed over towards her. “wow it’s been so long! how are you? sorry you had to witness me scream at my mom. you know how crazy she can get sometimes.”

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ofkairas‌:

kaira had been walking down the street when she’d heard the loud voice and paused, it sounded familiar and the words that were being said, could almost mimic her own conversations with her mother. with a sigh, she looked over at the familiar woman before shaking her head. “as hard as that is to believe, i can almost relate to that.” she sighed and handed the other a coffee from the craft table before shrugging. “it’s not great or anything, but maybe it’ll help calm you down. no sense in thinking about her words over and over you know?”

“thanks,” ana replied limply as she accepted the coffee and took a sip to keep from yelling at her phone again. “i don’t know why she has to think everything is about her? like i got this gig on my own without her help and all of a sudden she thinks it’s because she slept with the casting director a decade ago. like no, just stop.” ana could almost laugh at how ridiculous it all sounded. like something out of a bad movie. “she might be the most successful woman in hollywood but she sure as hell doesn’t act like it.”

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fckavery‌:

avery shrugged nonchalantly. “just my opinion.” pursing her lips, avery continued to browse through the menu. “yep, lobster rolls, definitely.” nodding her head, avery called the waitress over. “what are you having? try something new off the menu, maybe? i never order the same thing twice whenever i go to a restaurant. makes things a little interesting. you’re not allergic to anything, are you? that always sucks the fun out of everything.” 

“i mean i’ve tried basically everything on the menu i come here so much,” ana laughed lightly and ignored her pushiness. “but i think i’ll go with the spinach and feta quiche, thanks.” she handed the waitress the menu and rested her hands on the table, still cradling her coffee cup. “so avery,” the brunette began, not sure if she was going to go deep or cliche with her questioning yet, “um why don’t we start with the basics since that’s the easiest place to start. are you from new york?”

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“mom we’re shooting in new york, that’s why i took the job,” ana argued into the phone between spurts of yelling from her mother. “i don’t care about the reason he cast me aside from the fact that he said i was perfect for it. this has nothing to do with you.” every time she had a conversation with her mother it seemed to turn into a screaming match between them. “no please do not show up here. i will not let you ruin this for me. may i remind you that you’re the reason we left la in the first place?” and with that final statement her mother had hung up the phone. “nice talking to you too!” the brunette cried into the receiver before letting out a frustrated groan. “i swear my mom is a bigger drama queen than all of the upper east side.”