The older I get, the more I give into experiences but the less I ruminate and pick apart my feelings or motivations.
I started to fall in love a few weeks ago for the first time in a decade. I probably realised it was happening at the same time I felt heartbreak and it's frustrating to finally feel the possibility of love open up again and then have it received by someone it shouldn't.
My life feels like it's always going to be in this constant flux and push and pull between these old and new "storylines" of my life. I'm 32 now, so it feels like the right time to have a better idea on how I can still narrativise my life and process my feelings but still actively participate in it - I'm very lucky to have a beautiful one!









