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I had to say goodbye to my beautiful angel Jade on Wednesday May 13th at about 11 pm. It still doesn’t feel completely real and every day I wake up and realize I’m living a waking nightmare. I walk around the house thinking I see her or hear her. I feel my other kitties cuddling me in bed and I wish it was her. She was 15 and I didn’t know she was sick. She had been a chronic vomiter for years and I tried as hard as I could to figure out why but we never found an answer. I can only hope she’s not suffering anymore and is having an amazing time with her sister Tyree.

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Going through amphetamine withdrawal at the office and feeling so fucking weird 🙂🫶

[gestaltjean]

I Like America and America Likes Me

Joseph Beuys

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I feel so out of it without any Vyvanse man this was a mistake

[wildbeautifuldamned]

Antique Original Mensaque Rodriguez Sevilla Spain Ceramic Tile 5.5” Square #221 ebay Lulasailor

[zamasian]

not my house but i know my way around

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Officially going off all the meds I started in May. No more Adderall or Vyvanse. And no more abilify. Please pray for me

[purecinema]

Sam Neill and Isabelle Adjani at the Cannes premiere of Possession, 1981.

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honestly looking at her pics made me feel sick about the idea of being pregnant but.. it’s too late I could be pregnant right now actually lol but we’ll know for sure in a week or two

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Over the weekend I found out my ex boyfriend is about to have a kid and that kinda fucked with my head a little bit. Scrolling through his girlfriend’s Instagram and seeing her baby shower pics and stuff. But anyway. Fuck that guy he’s a loser.

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my lil sis

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Bro my sister in law’s boyfriend wants his baby daughter to have a sibling to the grow up with .. she’s already had 5 kids. I told him he needs to chill because she will probably have a cousin to grow up with soon

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let’s go Mexico

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a nice heart and a white suit and a baby blue sedan…

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Back on my nautical bullshit

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My mom’s new tactic to get my attention is to call me while I’m working and if I answer she goes “oh no I was just trying to leave a voicemail!” Which we both know is not true

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Compressed vs tall