Love & Other Drugs

“The only true currency in this bankrupt world is what you share with someone else when you're uncool.”

[andreaman]

Confession time:

My dad used to tell me the video of Armstrong walking on the moon was actually filmed in a studio, and it’s all just a lie...When we discussed it in school and I told my classmates what my dad said and the teacher was shocked...

tbf...how do you explain that video of Armstrong is 100x clearer than those CCTV tape? 

[andreaman]

My boyfriend and I have been living apart due to Coronavirus, it's been hard that I can't be being by his side as much as we wanted to. Lucky for me, he started a podcast channel with his mates and I got to listen to his voice whenever I want to even when he's asleep (we have 7 hours time difference between us).

Not sure if any of you love exploring conspiracy theory, hope you guys will enjoy it xx

*tinfoil hat on*

[andreaman]

I realise that not many have talked about this, so I’m just gonna say it

It’s okay to break up, it is okay to let go.

Many of us, including myself, had tried to stay in a relationship that is so toxic that it’s just making us unhappier each day. We didn’t want to let go because of all the “what ifs”, what if things will turn better between us? what if we try to change this and then everything will be fine again? We didn’t want to just break the words because we believe that if we love someone, we should always fight for them, fight for the relationship. What we didn’t realise is that sometimes maybe the only way out to free ourselves from this shithole is to walk away, walk away from this toxic relationship, and it is not something a coward would do, when there’s a good reason for it. Because staying in a bad relationship is not only imprisoning yourself but to the other person as well. Don’t lose yourself in something that bringing you down, something that making you depressed. 

Sometimes, it takes more courage to walk away, you’re not a coward, you’re a brave person making a wise decision. 

(Of course, by doing so you should give the reasons and explain it, don’t just leave someone hanging and wonder what went wrong)

[andreaman]

"Why do you love him anyway?”

“I guess...when I am with him, I feel like I can be anything, everything. I don’t have to change myself to impress him and just comfortably being an idiot around him.”

[andreaman]

2 years later, you ask me why were we together back then,

I guess we were what we needed, but we grow up, and things are no longer the same between us.

[andreaman]

Tropical Málaga (Málaga, Spain)

[andreaman]

Balaton Sound 2017 Zamardi, Hungary

[andreaman]

I know you don’t.

[andreaman]

I am thankful to have you by my side

[andreaman]

People think I was crazy, and then you came to my life and be crazy with me, you act silly with me together and we both have a good laugh.

Who cares what other people think when we have each other?

[andreaman]

I remember the way we looked into each other’s eyes like there’s nothing left but only the two of us. Every time I close my eyes, I just remember the way you looked at me and the way you smiled at me. it’s been 16 months now, and I’m still wondering why couldn’t we be together, why did you just left without a reason.  Sometimes I wish I knew you before him, but then again, if i haven’t met him, we would never have met each other. 

[andreaman]

I guess some feelings just never go away

[andreaman]

So my best friend has liked me for 13 years now. I've always thought of him as just a friend. I just realized I like him. I've told him how I felt and he feels like he's not in a place to be a good bf rn and I'm not gonna force him to be with me. I've been so up and down about how we would go abouts this (typical indecisive girl) now he's cut me off cause he feels like I need space. It's been 3 months. I'm focusing on myself but I still cry everyday thinking about this. I don't know what to do..

I guess the best you can do right now is to focus on yourself, do something that you like or just to know more about yourself, take your mind off about that matter. As you have said, it’s been 3 months, and it’s not healthy for you to keep dwell on the matter and be unhappy and even cry everyday. If it turns out to be something amazing, it will be. I know that this might be the least thing you wanna hear right now, but it is true that time really will tell, let it do the magic for you. Right now, just learn to be happy on your own

[andreaman]

I just have this feeling that no matter what we are doing and who are we being together with right now, somehow we will be sharing our future together.

[andreaman]

Chilling in Blue Lagoon, Iceland

[andreaman]

I’m so tired of trying, tired of waiting for you to realize you should not take me for granted. 

[andreaman]

I know you’ve been trying to push me away because you’re afraid tht you might get hurt one day, but I’m staying, I keep my promise that I’m not going anywhere.