too infinity and beyond

Andy. 18. Paris. I think skateboarding, art, food, music, and dancing is awesome. There's also a guy wearing my face here somewhere, but our faces are the only similar things about us.

[i-love-me-a-lotta-whump]

He’s just so beautiful.

[andybsmythe]

Private || Antana

[ohhtana]

I’m just gonna stop talking altogether.

[andybsmythe]

Well alright then. I'm gonna go back to waiting if you need anything.

[andybsmythe]

Private || Antana

[ohhtana]

I’m sorry, Andy. I don’t know what else to say. Oh please. It’s obvious to everyone but Owen that that’s what she wants.

[andybsmythe]

Stop saying it then, yeah? Maybe he'll see it now.

[andybsmythe]

Private || Antana

[ohhtana]

No. NO. Don’t. Nico’s not gonna get him. Jimmy won’t let that happen. He’s gonna come back. …Maybe not here, but he’ll come back to New York and you guys can fix this and get married, and everything will be right again.

[andybsmythe]

He's done with me, Santana. Don't you get it? We aren't gonna get married or any of that. Maybe now your sister can have him. It's pretty obvious that's what she wants.

[andybsmythe]

Private || Antana

[ohhtana]

It is for me too. And it’ll be worse when I tell Sky.

[andybsmythe]

What if he never comes back? What if Nico gets him before he does get back?

[andybsmythe]

Private || Antana

[ohhtana]

No it’s not. I could’ve said no. I am though. About everything.

[andybsmythe]

Don't be. Really. It's just karma.

[andybsmythe]

Private || Antana

[ohhtana]

I’m sorry.

[andybsmythe]

It's my fault. Don't be.

[andybsmythe]

Private || Antana

[ohhtana]

He wouldn’t do that. He loves you.

[andybsmythe]

I hurt him. More than once, so I don't blame him for leaving.

[andybsmythe]

Private || Antana

[ohhtana]

He-… wh-what?

[andybsmythe]

I'm not gonna say it again.

[andybsmythe]

Private || Antana

[ohhtana]

It’s… well, it’s not fine, obviously, but it’s whatever. I just… I’m confused but I’ll get over it. …I’m sorry.

[andybsmythe]

He left me. So you've got me all to yourself now I guess.

[andybsmythe]

ohhtana replied to your post: [Private]: Why did you tell him?

All those times you told me we could be together and it’d be fine as long as I kept my mouth shut, and /you’re/ the one who spills. I don’t get it.

Well I'm sorry, okay? I just couldn't keep it from him. If he didn't hear it from me it was gonna be heard from someone else, and that would've been worse.

[andybsmythe]

[Private]: Why did you tell him?

Private: I had to.

[ohhtana]

Okay fine. Sorry.

[andybsmythe]

Thank you.

[ohhtana]

That face is not fine. Did something happen? Your mom’s okay, right?

[andybsmythe]

Leave me alone please?

[ohhtana]

Andy? What’s wrong, killer?

[andybsmythe]

Nothing. I'm fine.

[andybsmythe]

He's still not back yet.

[thebigo-wen]

Private || Anden

[thebigo-wen]

And you’ll have to stick around to see if I do. And I ain’t real sure that you would anymore.

[andybsmythe]

I will though. I promise.