reasons to push to my ugw
to be given the jealous looks
people asking me how i did it
to be able to wear whatever i want and having it look good on me
people complimenting how i look
being happier with myself
being able to feel confident in a bikini
being able to eat a cookie without worrying i will be fat
to look in the mirror and love what i see
to take pictures of myself and look good
having people say “body goals”
to not have to worry about being a “normal weight” again
to wear crop tops without worrying about my stomach
to look good in my dream style
to be seen as inspiration
to run and not feel the fat jiggle
to have a more defined jawline
for size small clothes to fit oversized
to look good in body conn dresses
to feel accepted by society standards
to be happier with my body
to not feel super fat all the time
to be told im “too” skinny
to experience “skinny privilege”
for people to worry about me
to have control over at least one thing in my life
to never be the “fat” friend
to not have to worry when being carried
being able to lean on “him” without worrying im too heavy:/
being able to wrap my fingers around my arms
for baggy clothes to actually look good on me
to be the smallest in the room
for all the jealousy other girls will feel when they see me
to be the center of attention
to not be asked to stop eating cause its late
to be told i look different
so i dont have to cry about my weight anymore
to be smaller than everyone who’s ever talked shit about me
knowing i eat less than others
fitting into clothes that my friends cant fit into
for xs skits to be too big on me
needing to get my clothes tailored because they’re too big
to be the “winner” against others with eds(this ones kind of toxic ik:/)
to be able to pull off mini skirts and having long thinspo legs
to be proud when i step onto the scale
so my thighs dont touch when i sit down
relatives asking if ive lost weight
for people around me not to tell me maybe i should eat less
to be lighter than one of my friends thats lwk thinspo
not having to spend my money on food
for people to say “wow you’re so light”
not to have to worry when i sit on someones lap
to look like tumblr thinspo girl
to wear low rise pants and feel confident
to be known for being “healthy”
for people to say “thats all you’re going to eat?”
for my stomach to shrink so i feel full after a small portion
to finally get the attention ive always wanted
to finally feel like ive proved myself
to finally feel so weak that i faint from malnutrition
to have pretty thin fingers
to run out of breath from doing easy tasks
to be treated like im delicate ~like a doll
for my stomach to shrink where i cant binge anymore
to be able to wrap my hands around my thighs so they touch
to look like THAT girl when im on vacation
for a pretty neck that looks amazing with small necklaces
to finally feel disgusted with junk food or greasy food
even though i dont like skinny jeans, to look good in them
for the tightest bracelet settings to be loose on me
for my hands to be cold all the time
for one size clothes to be baggy on me (like brandy melvile)
for girls to ask me how i did it
to have that small snatched waist
to know i finally beat hit my ugw after so long
to feel like i finished something.
snowghoul
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