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historical fiction writers scare me because they’ll casually say things like "this takes place in 1741" and then proceed to write with the confidence of someone who’s lived there. how. did u time travel.

phreshouttarunway

Naomi Campbell for Italian Vogue, 1989

phreshouttarunway

Naomi Campbell for Italian Vogue, 1989

fiftybbydolldress

rabbitmilk

12.14.23

I love this account because I can just scream into the abyss and it gets sucked into an even bigger abyss where no one will ever read it

I promise I’m not stupid… please… PLEASE IM A STARRRR!!!!!!!

tranquildeath

Ohhhh okay you hate me got it

I wanna be in your head for one day. I want to see what you must think about me. I crave the brutal reality that I have created by ever entering this entanglement with you.

Do you think of me the same way I think of you? I know the answer. I just need to hear it.

This is what I wanted, right? I never wanted your everything. Just the validation it would bring me to know.

I never wanted vulnerability the way I wanted it right now. I know it’s my karma. From never being available — to wishing you could just be honest with me for 10 mins.

It’s all I need. 10mins of unfiltered, raw honesty that could wretch me away from my own delusions of ever thinking, that I could possibly be more than idea in your head.

I worry I’ve made things all too real. With my own vulnerability, my terrible lies, the shyer I got when it came to letting you see me. Literally.

Some part of me knows how this ends. The smarter part of me. Then, there’s this sweeter part of me. Who wishes.

I don’t pray. I’m not religious anymore.

Yet I pray He would reveal where your heart lies.

Am I the only one? I doubt it. But I’ve gone insane, and I don’t want to know.

We have so much learning to do.