i ain't gay!

TEAM JADA BISHES!!!!!!!!!!! ...Nahh not really. Fuck dat bish.

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[russian-gossipgirl]

Ok so last nights episode was crazy! I will get to answering all of your asks I promise, but for now I want to write a quick review (would you guys be interested if I did video reviews?)

My thoughts on each of the girls after this episode:

Olivia & Diamond: That’s where the big drama is!! After this episode I definitely think Liv was lying. There was no doctor. There was nothing. She just made it up. You could see it in her face when producers were forcing her to tell everyone. She was like a dear in headlights, like someone who got caught. And then when she was telling everyone, as one of the girls said, she did NOT sound excited or anything.. tbh she sounded scared. She sounded like she knew that now she was fucked in the house, and she was gonna be the next target for lying. Woops, your bad.

I actually started liking Diamond a lot this episode. Last episode she was my least favorite, but this one she seemed really cool. I like how she gave the twins a chance but didn’t snitch or get in the middle of drama that wasn’t hers, and how she didn’t immediately jump on her sister either. Thus far she seems loyal, but we will see because I still get a weird vibe from her.

Angela & Christina: Woah, these girls are a mess! What I want to know is… what was bleeped out during their life coach session!??! Producers can’t do this to us! I get that it was something probably super personal (or maybe it was something someone off the show could sue about it) but still… why include it if you’re just going to bleep it out? Also, I’m still not convinced that the fighting isn’t just for cameras. I mean, if my sister and I were to do something like this, we would probably agree beforehand to have a bunch of drama for the sake of the show.

However I actually really like both girls so far. I think the divorce stuff was real af.. it makes sense that they would, super sadly, have a lot of the bad blood from their parents transferred on to them. That would suck, being in their situation. I feel like you would feel so divided and far away from your sister and your family.

I sympathize with Angela the most. I’m the big sister too so I know what it is like to worry about your younger one and try to do what’s best for her. Also she seems like the go-getter type and Christina seems lazy. Not to say that I don’t like Christina, just that I like Angela more so far.

Asia & Amber: I’m also really liking these girls! I thought Asia’s story was super sad, about her mom, and tbh I would never talk about my family like that on television… but I guess to each their own. I still really like Asia’s personality, and I like how she seems to be leading the girls a little bit (but not in a forceful or oppressive way). She has a really smooth vibe about her. Her sister Amber hasn’t quite shown her true colors yet, I don’t think, and at this point she is acting more extra. Idk if she was made for tv.

Twins: Glad to see them go! They were so annoying! Good riddance. I wonder if now the girls will get a big head, because they got someone out of the house so easy.. by the previews it looks like it.

[angelanicolejadalynncacchilli]

How are you gonna be disappointed to not know what Angela/Kristinas family issues are & say that they should show it but then say Asia shouldn't speak about her family situation? And then say you think that it would be okay to go on this show & pretend to have issues with your sister if you were on. That just doesn't make any sense. But I agree. The twins we're boring & annoying af.

[imnoteasilyimpressed-deactivate]

I'm curious to know what your endgame is with Zach You say you aren't a fan of his and thats fine but you clearly have issues with him based on your responses about him So what do you want from him where you can go from "Zach is XYZ" to "Good for Zach, I dont care" What does he need to do for you to rid yourself of your disdain from him He hasn't been problamatic for close to a year now after his racist rapping, he doesnt querbait anymore So what is it?

Endgame? What are youeven talking about? I find it hilarious that you are spending so much of yourtime fragmenting and analyzing what I am saying on this blog and then want toquestion me as though you are some authority figure. Do you have some friendsthat you can go and play with, because you need to get out more? 

[angelanicolejadalynncacchilli]

Lol This anon called you tf out & you derailed their questions by only responding to certain things they said with your own accusing questions. "Question me as though you are some authority figure." You don't have to be an authority figure to ask questions, especially in the ASK box of Tumblr (That part is seriously killing me). 😂😂😂 You would be so much funner if you were honest about yourself because you clearly don't have any goals.

[imnoteasilyimpressed-deactivate]

jsyk, tumblr user dickworkers literally art directs a multi-million dollar fashion company that's sold at forever21, nordstorm, fred segal, urban outfitters, nastygal and many others. she has a great friend group of successful women that includes kate nash, liz nistico, keltie knight, etc. sorry to name-drop so much, but she a good friend that is neither a hick nor a lonely alcoholic, and even if she was, none of those things differ the fact that your actions were bigoted and disgusting. xo

Good for her and I applaud her success,but her behavior and tenor wasn’t only vilifying, and tasteless, but simplyunprofessional. Instead of you coming to her defense name dropping (I can dropa lot of names too both friends and family) maybe you can explain to me why shedeleted her post then blocked me so I couldn’t respond to her response on mypost from this morning. I didn’t know anything about her until last night,because she approached me.  My perceptionof her has not changed, because her behavior and mood was that of the person Idescribed in that post. If anything she has increased my negative view of her.

[angelanicolejadalynncacchilli]

Girl bye. She clearly wrote this herself. Who has as much time as she does to blog & reblog about fashion when they work in it? Thats like saying any of these shippers are in relationships. They're not because if they were they wouldn't have time to ship.

[imnoteasilyimpressed-deactivate]

"Frankie cheated on Zach with Tayte" hmm🤔you mean while Zach was dancing with girls in the club, calling Frankie an aggressive gay man and proclaiming that he loved Bruna. Is she fucking serious...mess. Nevermind the fact that's completely false but I have yet to see her say one goddamn thing about Zach and Bruna cheating. Hmmm im starting to think dickworkers & most Zanks tbh just have a problem with out and proud gay men. There's so much internalized homophobia there.

I am so glad that I didn’t interact with those people 

[angelanicolejadalynncacchilli]

Zankie fans aren't homophobic. They just react irrational whenever their pussy add nonexistent ship is threatened. Zach fans are the ones who are usually homophobic deep down.

[imnoteasilyimpressed-deactivate]

"No wonder Bruna dumped David for Zach. That boy is balding badly. Makes Frankie's hair look thick. Woop. *sips tea." Maybe David could borrow some of Bruna's beard😉 I'm sure it's nice and thick *sips tea* and then the 3 of them could watch video footage of Zach staring at Frankie's ass when he's not looking and mounting Frankie in bed while pretending to look for a remote. That should be fun.

[angelanicolejadalynncacchilli]

This anon sounds so bitter. Lmao!!!

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I can’t fuck wit ppl that got the flash on when they get phone calls or texts

[imnoteasilyimpressed-deactivate]

Took me a while but I finally figured out who one of your anons is. A lot of the asks you get sounded familiar and I had to go back at old tweets and blog posts on hee to figure it out. You'll find it funny sone of the asks you get are verbatim things this guy has already posted. For all I know this might even be your real identity...but I do want to say. Hi Snowball!!

Are you calling me snowball? After all your analyzing and investigating you are still wrong and Idon’t even know snowball.  Keep trying! 

[angelanicolejadalynncacchilli]

Something is really off about you. That anon is accusing another anon of being snowball not you... 😂😂😂

[astrolocherry]

Pluto in the 12th House - The Nuclear Island

The toxic and intense frequencies of Pluto ignite nuclear waves of shell shock throughout the 12th House waters and relate to the severe plunge into the depths of the unknown, mystery and collective unconscious. Those born with their natal Pluto in the 12th House may wander through life with the intrinsic feeling something dark and devious threatens their entire existence. There tends to be highly resonant themes of intuitive guidance, psychological probing and possible innate fears, betrayals or guilt around sexual behaviour. The individual has an open door access to the mystic riches of the human consciousness and tends to be naturally mediumistic and receptive around other people. 

The 12th House traditionally relates to everything dark and hidden away; asylums, institutions, prisons, confinement, isolation, and when placed in the noxious and macabre Pluto generates twin themes of fervent primal energy, destruction, instinctual prowess, depth psychology, and the intrinsic absorption of any emotion thats circulating. The 12th House is known as our special needs children, and require extra nurturing and reinforcement to burst into blossom. With Pluto contaminating the Piscean ocean, here lies the risk of either reuniting the infinite with the ego or drowning in the 12th House waters; through substance abuse, psychosis or complete withdrawal from the world around them. The individual may feel swamped and overwhelmed by the sea storm of power within him and habitually conceal the lethargy and melancholy that their porous receptivity soaks up. It is possible for Pluto here to masquerade a bright smile while their insides are being swamped by the torrent of psychic radiation. The individual may feel a sense of isolation and detachment from society and sense he wander alone on their remote island, only receiving survival packages filled with the frayed fears, thoughts and desires of others. The placement of Pluto here associates with backgrounds of violation, abuse and unwarranted persecution which only act to exacerbate present feelings of guilt, shame, suicide longings or shadowy paranoia. 

Pluto in the 12th House people may carry an unyielding, suspicious distrust of wider society and possess a great capacity for soothing the disturbed. He may flourish in professions relating to criminal psychology, healing, mental health nursing, forensics, investigative research, detective work or anything that allows them to divulge into the deeper aspects of being. Violent fears and traumatic nightmares may be negotiated, where he feels desperately hopeless and unwell, however, he is capable of retrieving numinous universal knowledge from the depths of their dream slumber. 12th house Pluto people tend to experience deep reserve in expressing their inner power and may want to imprint themselves onto the closest surface and float through life as the observant wallflower. At times the individual may become saturated in impulse with a torrent of emotion, feeling they will splatter in every direction with sheer enormity of feeling; and they are hyper responsive in burying these emotions deeper than Pluto even dare probe. To find land on the 12th House sail, Pluto here are forced to bring the repressed zones of their consciousness into light, and bask in the divinity of their integrated and freely expressed personality. Pluto in the 12th House people are born with inbuilt lie detectors that rapidly and instantly intuit the motives of their company, and it is absolutely impossible to get anything past these personalities. The individual is the ultimate concealer and implants rigorous psychological barriers designed to retract any soul that dare intrude their inner world. With detective Pluto submerging into the 12th House waters, there are bound to all sorts of undiscovered deep sea treasures and secrets thrust into the surface. 

[angelanicolejadalynncacchilli]

Me

[jammer1027]

What do people have against Tayte? He's just a guy living his life and having a great time. I truly wonder if people's enmity against him has to do with him doing porn. They need to realize that someone's profession does not define a person. He's educated (I mean, 3 degrees, come on), he's an advocate for healthy lifestyles, he's a talented writer, he cares for his friends and family, he's sweet and treats people with respect. What is people's issue with him?

We both know what they have against him. 

[angelanicolejadalynncacchilli]

Well, the other guy (who's name shall not be mentioned) doesn't even have half of those credentials under his belt so who are they to judge? And the other guy basically was doing the same thing Tayte is. He was just more discreet & baitful with his titillating that he calls younowing.

[imnoteasilyimpressed-deactivate]

Search Nicole and Hayden on youtube the first video "787,439 views" sorry Zanks, y'all may find Haycole boring but they were much more popular than Zankie.

I didn’t know it was a competition.

[angelanicolejadalynncacchilli]

Pshhhh don't try to act like it's not now. It's too late for the, "It's not a competition," act when most of your blog is based on comparing Z&F as is they're in competition of who's better in every way possible.

[imnoteasilyimpressed-deactivate]

When I asked if Frankie was a self-drag too I was referring to you calling someone a self-drag for saying he's attractive. I wasn't comparing Frankie to Zach because I don't compare people. I think it's extremely vain & immature. I was basically asking, would you also consider Frankie is also a self-drag because he found Zach attractive?

If I recall correctly, when I said it was a self drag I was referring to some other things that the anon wrote; however, I am not exactly sure, but I will go back and read what I posted. I am not going to say that I don’t compare people, because I do, but it’s with good intent. when I do it.. I am not trying to be malicious, but when I compare people my intent is to highlight his/her strong suit and weakness.

To answer your question yes I would! LoL!  By the way, thank you for taking the time to clarifying yourself, because I wasn’t quite sure what you meant..

[angelanicolejadalynncacchilli]

I don't think comparing people has ever appears with good intent & it usually doesn't end with good results because it usually ends with someones feelings hurt. I come from a family who does a lot of comparing of the nieces, nephews, grandchildren, etc... & it's never taken well. They're just an example. So even if you don't have malicious intent, that won't stop it from seeming like a malicious or self-righteous act. It's better to compare tangible things instead of people & their possessions. The home of comparing people are competitions (which could still end with hurt feelings) because in competitions you compete to be judged. And therefore, comparisons will be made to decipher who wins, or what score they get, etc... But life isn't a competition (at least it's not supposed to be). And I get you want to compare who's better Z&F in your safe space but I'm just pointing out to you how problematic & hurtful it could be when done in the real world. I like to think not one person is better than the next, nor am I better than anyone. I think we all have our own negative & positive traits that set us apart from each other & make us individuals. Who you think is better is always only gonna be who you like better but they're no better than the person that you dislike or don't care for.

[imnoteasilyimpressed-deactivate]

Not Zanks/Zacharoos trying to come for Frankie re: Caleb when Zach is best friends with Logan & Erik😂. Their favorite word to use is fa**ot. That self-righteousness gotta go.

I am not familiar with Zach’s friends, but I have heard about them. I do believe Frankie expressed his displeasure with Caleb publicly, but apparently they worked out their differences. When are people going to learn Frankie does what he want to do?

[angelanicolejadalynncacchilli]

OMG. His friends act like your typical ignorant prejudice white privileged toolbags.

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friend: how’s your year been?

me:

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Boys with meaty thighs: hello I love u

[imnoteasilyimpressed-deactivate]

Everyone's closeted experience is different obviously, but when I was, I made jokes all the time about my sexuality. The reason I did that was because a lot of people were suspicious. So I made jokes for 2 reasons. 1, to distract. When I got questioned a lot, I went overboard so people would think that I was being sarcastic/dramatic and there's no way I could be gay. And 2, to hint about it and see what people's reactions were. I found out who I could trust the most by doing that.

If I may ask and I am not being too personal,who did you come out to first? What was there response to you being gay?

[angelanicolejadalynncacchilli]

Same, anon.

[imnoteasilyimpressed-deactivate]

Don't u think its a little insensitive to be targeting Rachel? Whatever she saw in the Big Brother house between Zach/Frankie she perceived as "falling in love" That may be up for debate and people will fight that but it really doesn't matter what others think about what she personally feels. According to her, "Zankie" allowed her to come out which is a beautiful thing. Couldn't you see how that gives her an emotional connection to Zankie and make her a fan? So why are u and others attacking her

I didn’t realize that I was targeting Rachel, but I was responding to an anon that was talking about her shading Frankie; therefore, I tagged her so she could defend herself and explain why the anon was saying she was shading Frankie. I even tagged her yesterday so that she could respond to another anon that she was mentioned in. I am giving her the courtesy to speak up for herself, because I think she is entitled to have her say especially when her name is mentioned.

So Zankie is the reason that she came out? Good for her! She is entitled to keep what Zankie meant to her, because I am not trying to take that away from her. However, I hope she realizes that the memory of Zankie is all that she has, because there is nothing physical with Zankie anymore. I would encourage her to take her memories and build upon them, and find her a partner that she can love and will love her as much as she loves Zankie.

[angelanicolejadalynncacchilli]

This is so sweet. Even though I hate Rachel.