ok chat I have MANY things to say but YEAH I fucking shifted with astral projection and that was one of the craziest experiences of my life.
this post is probably going to be quite long but I really want to talk about a lot of things.
every afternoon I take a nap and I think that's one of the times I find it easiest to me to shift, but today in particular I was having trouble sleeping, so after trying for a long time I finally dozed off for just a few minutes, and that's what happened. I woke up in the middle of a house, specifically in the hallway. my vision was a little blurry, and I just stood there, very confused😭 and then I saw a girl walk past me (and from what I saw of her face, she looked like my actress dr's fc, but so much younger) but even so, I didn't recognize the house, it didn't look like any of my other drs houses, so I thought "this is a random reality"
what confused me even more was that she walked past me and didn't see me, so I thought, "wait, this is a shift, but why doesn't she see me?" and then I realized that could be my body and I might be doing astral projection 💀 THAT GIRL WAS ME, I was sure at the moment. the funny thing was that I didn't panic or anything like that, I said, "since I'm already here, I'm going to enjoy it as much as I can😝" and bro I spent a lot of time looking around the whole house like a ghost ? it was one of the funniest things for me.
at some point I saw the girl's mother (who was actually MY mother) and I remember every detail of her clothes and of her as a person. I saw her exercising in the living room and my silly ass thought "what if she sees me somehow?" and I just RAN to another room 😔 to a bedroom (which was my mother's, I started to have this strange certainty as soon as I went in there), it was a beautiful and large bedroom, just like the whole house. I won't go into too much detail, but the whole house was really beautiful😭 I was amazed.
all I know is that at some point I got tired of everything and decided to go back, and then I went back to my cr bed. I had spent only a few minutes here, but I spent a lot of time there. It was really weird but very cool for me😭 in short, that's it!
second: what has helped me to shift
some time ago I saw a post on the brazilian shifttok that kind of changed something in my head. unfortunately, I couldn't find the post anymore to share here, but it was from someone saying that we shouldn't act as if shifting is something incredibly divine, that it's destiny or something very symbolic, because that leaves us with an emotional burden, and that made a lot of sense to me because I'm always looking for signs, acting as if shifting is a "fantasy," because I'm personally someone who looks for symbolism in absolutely everything, I believe a lot in destiny and that kind of thing. of course it sounds magical sometimes, the signs and all that stuff is real, but you have to treat it naturally or it's really going to become a burden for you. It's something you know how to do, a normal thing you know how to do, and it's impossible to unlearn.
so I started to look at it that way. everything for me became a shift, the memories, even thinking about my dr or fixing things in the script was a shift for me, and that helped me relax, to think "I really always shift to my drs, so I don't need to worry." I started to see shifting as a skill I know, like drawing, for example. this started to work, I started having several vivid dreams of my drs and mini-shifts (like the one I posted today) and I found a kind of balance. I know better than anyone how frustrating this reality is, but I promise you, start thinking like this and you'll see how things will change.
fixing things in your script? you're shifting. having random memories in the middle of the day or dreaming about them? you're shifting. having ideas for your dr? you're shifting. only thinking about your dr, your s/o, your dr family, or your dr friends? you're shifting. so you don't need to worry, you do this all the time.
I know that methods vary from person to person, but if this helped me, it might help someone else too :)
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