[angelatrest]

11PM

It's too late

But I can be a better person

A person that deserves your love

[angelatrest]

10PM

No cause why even now if you said to me

'I'm sorry, let's figure this out'

Am I still willing to say

'I forgive you'

What's wrong with me?

Why do I love you so much more?

Why do I want to fight till I'm out of breath to save what we've built?

It's not the comfort I'm afraid of losing

It's just you, losing you, I've lost you

I don't want to beg

I miss you

[angelatrest]

8PM

I always believed in you

I still believe in you

You're capable of wonderful things

[angelatrest]

7PM

'tonight will be the night' on repeat in my head

But I don't know what to put in the letters

I don't know what my final words should be

Should I leave anything or just let everyone wonder

~

Then I hear your voice

And I put it off another night

-

In the past

I've only stayed because of us

The future we'd have, I didn't want to miss it

-

Now there's no future

[jonaswpoetry]

I think it is better that I cease to be, and that I should never have lived at all, but my dog thinks it better that I scritch his tummy again, and that I should never have stopped just to entertain an existential crisis. He told me so through his whines, waving of paws, and also by kicking me.

[angelatrest]

9PM

I miss our bed

I miss feeling you toss and turn

I miss your sleep talking

I miss being able to reach for your hand

I miss the smell of your pjs

I miss seeing your sleepy face

I miss Kenobi cuddling into you

I miss kissing you goodnight and stealing your vaseline

I miss hearing that you love me

I miss telling you I love you

[angelatrest]

How are you?

....

..

I'm feeling great

[bedupolker]

Opposable thumbs are handy

[titsay]

[naaami]

give! her! the! ketchup!!!

(commissions open for pokemon paintings)

[ellievsbear]

Forest doodles

[angelatrest]

11 years ago my world was crushed when my abuser/groomer cut me off but someone came into my life that made that pain bearable. Cared for me, loved me and put me back together.

11 years later the person who put me together has ripped me apart. And there's just silence. I have no choice but to bear it on my own.

I was once you're everything.

And now I am nothing.

[curioscurio]

when I tell you I had to do a double take because I thought these were 2 parts of the same whole joke

[tpwrtrmnky]

"Block this ad" isn't good enough, I need a feature that directly tells the company "this was so shit that it lowered my opinion of your product"

[disgustinggf]

not ignoring you not replying to you but a secret third thing

[desscaras-world]

forgor

[noodles-07]

"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

[fairieicedtea]

enemies to lovers but it's me and myself