Angel Babble

Spilled ink and musings of a babbling Angel.

[angelbabble]

I've been absent words for far too long...

[angelbabble]

My perfect little boy is finally here I've never been so in love Little fingers little toes The softest sweetest cry that warms my heart 💙💙💙

[angelbabble]

I almost made it one full week following Dr's orders to abstain from sex admittedly, I'm a bad patient but, it felt so good I needed it pregnancy has me in a constant state of arousal I'm already jonesing for another fix

[angelbabble]

7 weeks and 1 day we saw a tiny little blip I'm already so in love

[angelbabble]

All I want is to sleep make love cuddle and fall asleep with his arms wrapped around me I've never been this tired I'm so very tired nor am I usually so clingy I love cuddles but, now I need them I want to be held constantly I'm in a perpetual state of horny that's pro no different than normal everything else is pregnancy induced

[angelbabble]

My dear sweet followers,

I haven't posted anything in a few weeks now, and I'm sorry. My attentions have been diverted to a tiny little life that's growing inside me. It's very early yet. I'm only 5 or 6 weeks along and I'm considered a high-risk pregnancy. My husband and I have been trying to conceive for over 8 years. We had our first pregnancy and miscarriage this past spring. Needless to say we are both incredibly excited, but we're not out of the woods just yet. We're being overly cautious and haven't told our families yet. Our families have been patiently waiting for us to have a baby and have been nothing but supportive. Even so, we have decided to wait until we are out of the first trimester to share our good news. We don't want to tell them when it's so early and see them crushed by sorrow if something goes wrong. We have an ultrasound tomorrow morning to verify how far along we are and to make sure everything is ok. If I'm absent for a little while please understand. Take care, 💜 Angel

[angelbabble]

mornings start with his early morning kiss goodbye some I'm still asleep for others bring my sleepy mind aware enough to know his lips were there from time to time those kisses wake me so completely I can't help but get lost as sweet sleepy kisses turn desire my favorite morning kisses are the ones that wander and set fire the unexpected suckle of a nipple loving kisses down my thighs I live for the mornings I wake with stars in my eyes

[angelbabble]

his hands move gently over my silver scared mind as if he's reading my life story in braille these almost corporal imperfections would turn lesser men away to him those scars are beautiful he loves all of me

[angelbabble]

of all the things I wish for happiness is what I desire most not acceptance or a settled kind of happiness the pure unadulterated joy that only comes from being truly happy with one's self some days I am my own worst critic my own enemy my own abuser I break myself those are the days I'm thankful my levels of crazy are contained within

[angelbabble]

words like water

his words like torrent water effervescent to the shore like blood they’re in me deeply sometimes shake my very core

his words flow smooth like water he’s got a silver tongue at times he writes so naughty it’s just his bit of fun

his words run deep like water finds beauty in love and misery those sweet somber smitten words all reflections of his entity

[cornelisrage]

I read her poetry like a youngster in love and I follow her blog like a dog

[angelbabble]

I consume his words like an insatiable fiend I stalk his blog like a carnivorous firefly

[angelbabble]

we have our struggles like most folks do he picks me up I pull him through we'll keep singing our song as we walk along in our sometimes tragic almost magic crazy beautiful kind of life

[angelbabble]

unspoken you hold my hand you touch my heart in the way words only can unseen I know your beauty your guiding soul a lullaby that soothes me unheard your voice is strong vappored mist pouring through ink and song

[angelbabble]

I'm lyrical naive I've been broken and restored I'm Intuitive passionate ever curious and his whore I'm approachable positive often silent and unsure I'm compassionate protective sometimes silly and mature I am whimsical artistic over emotional a bit insane I'm selective suggestive hell cat feisty and untamed I'm submissive sadistic a touch aggressive without shame I'm outspoken independent I'm not perfect I carry blame

[writesstuffbuddyor]

Invite

Throwing a party

for people who have never

orgasm-ed, coming?

[angelbabble]

I wish that I was coming Sadly, I'll be in attendance to whom do I RSVP?

[angelbabble]

And you write beautifully! Xo

Oh, thank you beautiful girl. Sometimes I know a line or verse is good. Other times I feel like I'm fumbling in the dark. Over the last two and a half weeks I've learned that I lack self confidence when it comes to writing. To a degree I lack self confidence in general. I just happen to notice it more here. I'm not sure if that's because this is still so new and I'm still feeling it out or if it's just part of the process. I second guess myself and find myself wanting to edit so much. I'm trying not to over think it. Trying really hard. Mostly, I'm trying to capture what springs to mind. Lately my mind's been spewing a lot.

[angelbabble]

his weight pressed upon me hips hidden within mine wiskered kisses trailing echoing soft lines lost in tender moments love's sent filled all around when his earth moves in me addled mind becomes unwound