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Comme des Garçons: Poem T-Shirt (2002)  Designed By: Junya Watanabe

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BOY SCOUT KNIFE LOT | LISTING

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Somniphobe’s Diary

12AM On phone Tired Need sleep Procrastinate Ignore thoughts Denial

2AM Panic Shadows stare Noises seem louder Guilt Late Late again

4AM Asleep Dreaming Vivid Very vivid

6AM Cat woke me Did she? Was I asleep? Awake? Pets Half asleep She leaves Disappointed

8AM Asleep Dreaming Bad dreams Vivid So very vivid Too vivid

10AM Try to wake Dream ensnares Struggle Minutes pass Break free unrefreshed

12PM Text friends Remember conversations From the past When exactly? Oh They weren’t real Discomfort

2PM Tired Try to nap Lay down Start drifting off Start dreaming Adrenaline Wake Try to nap An hour passes

4PM Exhausted Didn’t eat Reread texts Real Recall dreams Not real Droning sounds Distant whispers Unsure

6PM Sick Injured Sleep heals Can’t sleep Can’t heal Frustration Depression Tears

8PM Night Worry “I’ll sleep better” “I promise” Convincing I lie well I know me Don’t buy it

10PM Alone with thoughts Pains Aches Fears Questions of sanity Go on phone Ignore thoughts Cycle didn’t break Not tonight

[dreamstars]

[angelboysilvergun]

all my worries, all my thoughts, head is in the air

in the end it's always you, and why are you to care?

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