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[angelbvn]

⊹ ࣪ 𓂅 ruler of my heart ⸝ ⸝🪽𓈒𓏸 𓂃 ⺌

꒰ angel ✦︎ syshost ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ୨୧ ⸝ ⸝ ᮫ — dm ✦︎ asks 𝄄︎ open

𓂅 yuki — yuyu ᯓ ☆︎ 𝜗 🌊 any - they / it ᝰ.ᐟ

bottom graphics made png by me <3

[angelbvn]

i feel so pathetic

[angelbvn]

anyway i think ive perfected our eyeliner

[angelbvn]

the EMBARRASSMENT from having you ask a friend of ours to keep me company while ur gone is smth i wouldn’t wish on anyway

[angelbvn]

anyway if anyone has brain lag freindlg organization apps lmk <3

[angelbvn]

anyway i’ve been hyperfixating on how to be organized this semester cus unmmm my life is meaningless and i wanna kms

[angelbvn]

always second best

[angelbvn]

does anyone really know me..?

[angelbvn]

i want to purge myself of all emotions

[gingerbronson]

the most beautiful things aren’t pretty

[angelbvn]

mb ik my bio says no discourse but it’s so frustrating seeing how someone can support something so corrupt? i get you’re trying to be open and inclusive but think about who you’re excluding in the process

“making alters” “make an alter with me!” and “getting rid of alter” posts made by endos is disgusting.

[angelbvn]

i don’t understand the point of saying ur an endo sys.

if being endo was something COMPLETELY SEPARATE and not associated with DID systems i can see a world where it’s not as big of a deal. with endos having it’s own criteria being making imaginary parts to help cope with stuff and whatever else endos do.

but the fact it’s grouped with and associated with being a DID system is just WRONG. it’s literally factually impossible for endos to exist as a DID system

origin can only happen from TRAUMA to be a DID system

if origin or an ENDO sys was separate and NOT connected to DID then yk do wtvr u want.

it’s just so harmful and disgusting that endos claim they’re “making an alter” when for an alter to actually split the body has to go through extreme and horrific trauma and pain. it’s genuinely repulsive

[angelbvn]

missing a person who idk if they just ghosted social or if they killed themselves

[angelbvn]

i can taste textures it’s a little repulsive

[ramblesofakio]

If you don’t believe RAMCOA/TBMC is a genuine thing, please block me

I’m tired of seeing people post about how “it doesn’t exist” and say that “ramcoa doesn’t exist but the trauma does.” It’s irritating to be told what I went through doesn’t exist and does exist at the same time.

It’s important to hear survivors and to be able to understand that this shit happens and still does. Cults, trafficking rings, etc. they all happen. Just because you think that someone can’t force a system doesn’t mean it’s not possible. Do you know how much trauma that someone faces within shit like that? How easy it is for someone to see that there’s so much dissociation and use it against them?

I’m tired of so many people thinking that ramcoa survivors aren’t real. We are, we exist.

If you don’t believe it, please block me.

[fagcrisis]

i hate the word spicy can we bring back calling things erotic

[maryoliveoil]

rolling up to Wendy's to get an erotic chicken sandwich

[sleptthrudday]

“aww poor thing” yes yes yes im a pathetic little thing care for me make me feel better make me feel small nnnggghgggghghh